sick!! nt well today.-argh!- hate it whenever i fall sick lah! today mr lim nvr cum to skool.den i have to mark the attendance file.lolx! den went to class..gt geog paper back agn.totally hate tt mark..shld have done better..-regretted!- den slacked all the way..the teachers oso nvr teach much..so slept in class n hope tt my cold wuld gt better..but it didnt..lolx! haiix! totally nt well today. keep on sneezing non stop..-irritating!- hope its cus of nt enough slp. n thanx for being by my side darlings. i love u ppl so much!! *muackx!* shocked to noe tt sum band prac will end at 9pm! omg! so late! i think this friday is the 1st band prac until 9pm. so cool!!! =Xafter skool gt sectionals..so sianx! stupid idiot!waste my time.although i sick but den i still want to prac de loh. den didnt really prac much today.wanted to rest so much! but i still have to put on a strong front.wah! gg to kena punish cus of smth tt happened.nt my fault lah! he want to touch wat u want me to do?! if i scold him for touching he will sae back 1 loh! its nt like u dun him rite?! totally absurd! i alr nt well le still wanna make my life difficult! hate u lah! wat kind of person r u? freako! im really pissed lah! n i admit tt i wanted to tear at tt moment.anw, hafiz told me smth.wahahax! quite shock to hear tt..didnt noe her taste so..watever. anw. gt work to do agn! woo~ hopefully i dun have to go for the SL camp. tot alot in the bus. almost tear-ed agn. y when im sick i tend to feel like tearing easlier? weird. but im strong! i ren-ed! telling myself tt im thinking too much le! telling myself tt life jus totally sux n jus have to bear wif it n hope tt my life will change for the better asap.ppl oways take things for granted. hate it when they do tt! when i help u do things, u take me for a fool. a huge fool tt u can make use of. wat kind of world is this?! y m i in this kind of world where there r ppl which r here to break ur heart? i jus dun understand. nvr. i jus totally hate u, men, guys, boys. totally canot b trusted at all! hate u ppl! nvr felt so pissed in 1 day b4. today is totally a bad day for me.anw, thanx for trying to help me stead. i love u! but its my instru. tt he touched n tt stand. n i have no comments to tt msg tt u showed me. =)shld i trust u agn?
i doubt so..
i think i really nid a shoulder to lean n cry on.
i stopped , Monday, October 30, 2006 4:09 PM