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MADNESS! STRESS-NESS! TROUBLE-MAKER! FREAK!

gosh!
its sort of been a killer wk!
no time to do my own stuff at all!
i culd only rmbr some of the things i had done.
memory's failing me!
this post will b long~
& i've been a BAD gal.
have nt been studying aft dinner like before.
& I WANT MY FONE BACK IN GD CONDITION!!
missing it LOTS!
anw. briefly i shall take it!

wed!
F&N part B practical!
cheated a lil.
was combining "powers" wif neelam. & he helped LOTS!
i dun think i culd have make it w/o ur help! THANX!
those muffins turn out.....so-so lah.
skipped piano. too tired alr.

den aft tt was forced to go out eat wif tt bunch of ppl. lolx!
aft tt went hm & do the usual stuff like..STUDYING!

thurs!
tt few band mems went to NYP for rehearsal for starburst.
so sianx no band. decided to wait for em in skool.
doing h/w & chatting all the way~
aft they r back,
found out tt JANE TEO dropped the picc by accident!
den jane sae she cried? OMG!
heart pained TWICE!
den crapped wif brid,lili, ming & frens.
den went hm. dinner. study.

fri!
STARBURST!
my FAV. peps (band) were performing.
so went to support wif ming.
bot tix okies!
den reached NYP, saw "mdm" loh!
den ming & i went back stage where my FAV. peps were to KAYPO!
den aft interval, ming & i took 老爹 & 老娘's seats cus they went off le.
dam PAI SEH!
knew tt they will stand up & bow, but didnt noe tt gt spot lite shining!!
TWICE summore!
den went back to skool wif em den go hm le.

sat!
morning had chem remedial.
finally passed 1 of my chem tez! hax!
den jane came to my huse~
den we left for my bro's concert!
meet ming at city hall mrt station. den we rushed to VCH!
almost late!
den brid & lili came late cus of tuition!
woohoo! was having fun wif em rather than watching tt concert!
den brid was sick, so aft concert waited for her dad to pick her & jane.
den ming, lili & i were supposed to b gg out for supper!
but ended up all went hm! all TIRED out.
*heart broken to c tt SG do tt! anw. hu cares!?

mon!
went sch & did the usual stuff!
& PE time, tcher so gd!
we exercised.....our mouth!
maths remedial!
sat wif neelam doing maths tgt!
den char & eunice quarelled!
i was the cause of it!
its all cus of me! pls dun quarel anymore. blame me & forgt abt can?
aft sch stayed back to study wif MU! but i ended up disturbing him! hax!
went hm. dinner. shower. study & chatted on the fone!
CRAPPED!

tue!
the suay day!
aft lunched wif ling they all.
ate jus tt tiny lil bit of beef frm brid & here cums my suay-ness! GOSH!
was rushing back to sch for F&N wif em den almost kena knocked den by car!
wtf! alll cus of tt person behind lah! freaked us out! traumatised!
the com lab SO cold! i was freezing can!

suay 1.
almost kena knocked dwn by car.
suay 2.
left my calculator in com lab.
suay 3.
knocked my hand hard by accident while showering.
suay 4.
my correction fluid flu off when im abt to uncap it to use.
suay 5.
2 out of 3 fones tt i had changed culdnt work.

aft tt went hm, studied for geo tez!

today!
dad sent my fone for repair!
misses my fone lots!
nt even used for 1 mth, the fone spoil alr. lolx!
screwed my geo tez. didnt really study. flipped thru it.
aft sch gt EL remedial.
mok-tez! lolx!
i did until i slept can!
tt mok paper was SCREWED!
den aft tt went for piano.
tcher taught me another way of changing the left hand part.
COOL!
for a RETARDED like me, it was way easier to play aft the change!
reached hm. dinner. com!
& its the few times when my 2nd bro is SO caring~
wats gotten into him?! lolx!
he saw me doing my F&N & he sae:
dun stay up too late hor..
wah..so gd seh~
anw. sometimes i really wished tt my parents culd jus leave me alone!
they seemed to be bothering me TONNS!
i want my freedom!

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i stopped , Wednesday, July 25, 2007 9:58 PM


im seriously retarded!! my memory is FAILING!! im a HUGE IDIOT! & im BROKE!!

12 july.
had chem tez. stupid. dont even have enough time to finish it. lame lah! didnt study for it anw. but it really killed my day! i rmbred i had smth on aft skool. but i forgt wat was it. lolx! the thing i culd rmbr was tt aft tt i think i went for band & i was coufused if im supposed to have tuition anot. hahax! den lidat loh. canot rmbr alr.

13 july. [ FRIDAY THE 13TH]
i think i was the few hu were supposed suay yet escaped frm it! i woke up late. was rushed to skool~ reached at 715am. so lucky! den had POA tez! didnt study too. didnt understand at all, ever since i transfered to tt sub. den did jus a lil. den ling was reading mag. lolx! hahax! den i was doing tez, toking to ling & reading lil of her mag. so talented. MULTI-TASKING! den i was quite retarded. i think ling asked me smth. den only aft a while den i replied her. how RETAREDED can i gt?! lolx!
aft skool gt POA remedial. took me awhile b4 i decided to skip it. had a great lunch wif tt grp of fun-loving ppl! went to library for "compulsory" self study. half way thru went to parade square to c those em fall in & look for tt pig. i was quite 乖 this time. at least i stayed till self study ended. den went to band rm. duno y ming & i were so hyper aft band tt during fall in, we were making a fool out of ourselves! =P

today.
tuition 1st thing in the morning at 1030am! MADNESS! sometimes i feel tt tuition is fun. especially wif this tutor. dam lame. he was teaching me maths & we forgt the formula.

tutor: wat is the formula arh?
me: im nt sure. but i think its lidat...
tutor: yah yah. i think its lidat too. nono. let me c 1st..

5 sec ltr..

tutor: izzit lidat?
me: i oso duno..
tutor: u duno. i oso duno. we all duno.
me: .....................

super lame lah! i didnt noe wat reaction shld i give him. lolx! aft tuition, slacked at hm. den evening, went out wif mum to orchard to gt smth. until nw, i seriously duno hw to walk frm MRT station to those shopping malls like far east, tangs, lido, etc. TOTAL DIRECTION IDIOT! den mum was telling where is wat & all tt cus she wants me to recognise the places. lolx! its been mths since i went there. & i oso hardly go there. den we had pepper lunch for dinner! cool! 1st time im eating this as im nt as RICH as my bro hu used to go there often. den we went SHOPPING! it feels great manx! had nt went shopping for SO many mths alr cus of SYF & "O"s.. & saw quite a no. of cute guys~ lolx! bot a 1 piece kinda clothes. love tt shop! staff there r jus so friendly & nice! & their clothes r nice but X seh. den went isetan. & saw LOTS of nice clothes! my aim aft "O"s: shop till i drop!!
was quite angry at myself jus nw. im supoosed to go for YCKSB concert! but due to some probs. i didnt go!!!! *ARGH!* if nt can gt to see some1...... only ppl like ming, jane, brid & lili will understand. *sobs* so im SO gg to make full use of nxt sat's concert to look at tt person & hopefully some others too! nw im BROKE cus of nxt sat's concert! have to find tt other half (武灵密集)!


i stopped , Sunday, July 15, 2007 12:13 AM


back!

its been 3 days so far in this wk & many things happened.. i dun think i can take all this anymore.. jus feeling REALLY dwn so far.. wth. wat have i done to gt all this in return?!

4th july.
had some ceremony for the graduating SLs during assembly. waste time only. so pai seh to go up on stage. so its mu, aaron, ming & me representing BAND!! den we were sitting on stage thru out the whole assembly. this wasnt rehearsed at all. so things almost cok up. hahax! den we were sitting in the 2nd last row, so i assume tt ppl canot really c wat we r doing. den mng & i went MAD! playing non-stop! so fun!

5th july.
went for band secretly agn! woohoo! they did marching while those sec 4s tt went to "visit" did our h/w! hw gd can we b manx?! hahax! den my dearest angeline & hui yu injured! omg! li-li, jane & brid attended to em. but in the end ming & i re-do everything. they do until so 夸张 can! hahax!

6th july.
went for self study in the library. wasnt really concentrating cus there was SO many ppl at our table. so noisy although its a library. lolx! den tt kuku brid called me halfway while studying. lolx! tcher ask her re-do smth den she ask me to do. still give the reason y i nid to do it. lolx! was slacking wif brid all the way till self study ended. hahax! but i was doing impt things can! i was begging mr f. to let jane play the picc for EOY concert! i begged till 7+pm can! & i was so kind lah! when they were keeping instru., mr f. received a call frm his pri skool student mum. but tt person duno hw to speak EL & mr f. duno hw to speak CL. lolx! i was sitting on the floor disturbing my juniors & eating sweets, den he pulled me to tok to tt person hu i duno at all! freaky! so the discussion abt hu playing the picc is nt over yet! im so gg to bug him agn!

7th july.
forced to go outside to gather & have dinner wif my neighbours! i wasnt feeling tt gd tt day. but if i dun go, den i wont have dinner! lolx!

8th july.
crapped wif my crazy cousin! duno wats wrong wif her tt nite. keep on disturbing me. luckily i hardly c her in sch. if nt i will go crazy!

9th july.
1st time the sch allow us to go sch late! lolx! "O" lvl CL oral! omg! i duno wat was i doing & saeing. omg! hope the examiners understand wat i was toking abt. den aft oral, went to canteen & saw jane. went to her, tok halfway tears rolled dwn my checks. i myself had no idea wat happened! so nice of jane to comfort me! den we had sectionals tgt! dam fun!

10 july.
in the morning had some tok frm SPCA. aft sch had f&n. had to do some "O" lvl thingy. i think i screwed it up! so aft tt i met li-li, ming & brid. i was in no mood to play at all. den when i reached hm, my dad told me a shocking news. a news which i was prepared for it but didnt expect it to cum so soon. my dearest dog passed away in the late morning. i tot my dad was joking wif me at 1st, but aft i went to the kitchen to take a peep, she was no longer there. i 忍. den i went to toilet & cry! omg!


i stopped , Wednesday, July 11, 2007 8:50 PM


long time nvr blog le.. many things happened..

28th june- secretly went for band prac w/o my parents knowing or they will kill me! very disappointed in some ppl. haiix! wat to do. ppl do change. haiix! & i can do nth abt tt. but to me, it really means alot to me. i really dun1 the band members or some ppl to suffer bcus of some ppl. dam sadded 1 okies..

29th june- went for band agn..den kena bullied. during band injured myself. bruise until nw. pain seh.. den went to amk hub to meet parents & maid for dinner.

30th june- my dearest maid hu was wif us for 17 yrs, went back hm & nt cuming back le. missed her LOTS! cried badly lah! tt nite cried, a few days passed still cried w/o ppl knowing. dam sadded. i missed the times we disturbed each other & all tt. rmbring very sunday morning u will cum to sae bye to me b4 gg out. every morning wake me up & prepare everything for me. everyday w/o fail, watching tv wif me. & all the others. missing all the times we had tgt so dearly. hw i wished u nvr leave me. but i now 1 day u will go back & nt cum back. mentally prepared alr. but didnt expect the blow to me to b so big.
evening, went compass to buy NEW FONE!! W610i!!! wahahax! dam happy..den aft tt went to my aunty huse for gathering.wanted to meet jane at her huse dwnstairs de cus my aunty stay opp. her. but in the end nvr..

1st july- YOUTH DAY! nth much excpet tuition.

2nd july- went out to study wif chew! although we did tok alot, but at least i finished 41/4 qns.! den went hm & study agn.

today- sianx! study study study! aft skool rushed hm cus parents gg out for dinner wif their frens. i didnt noe i had to go along! always plan & nvr tell ppl de! smack their faces!! den they order all the spicy food..lolx! sianx diao! i hardly eat spicy food de lah! so i ate very lil. den came hm & use the com. nvr even do my h/w..lolx! its craziness!


if i wuld fall sick,
jus leave me there to die & rot off.
who cares abt me anw?
jus so sadded.......


i stopped , Tuesday, July 03, 2007 10:16 PM