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i have been waking up late these days. so if im meeting anyone in any day, please be remindered that i might be late! ha!

good news! i finished watching 恶作剧之吻 and 恶作剧二吻 today! i just bought both series on thursday after band. woots! yepp. that's about it. but my big brother is going to bring the first series to camp to kill his time by watching.

crawled out of bed by force. went to yuying in the morning. they had sectionals. they played together, so i went out and prctice my own things. then chit chat here and there with them then lunched at KFC. it seems like every saturday that i go to yuying, KFC would be my lunch. damn it, freaking fattening! and when vanessa is there, gossips will never be missed out!
and now i finally got things to do. i was told to call back alumni to practice and prepare for concert. one per part. well done. now i have no idea who to call back for certain section. that is the thing stressing me. but im not sure what parts are there, so have to go back yuying to grab the scores. argh! then went to amk hub to look for mummy, then head to get my hair done. woots. it will go back dead soon, cus i dont take care of my hair. the lady that did my hair was superbly pretty! fooh~

and i just realised that i will be out for the whole day this coming saturday! morning will be at yuying. afternoon will be at piano. evening will be at temasek poly for concert. madness.

tears of the sun is a very nice show!


i stopped , Saturday, August 30, 2008 11:21 PM


HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! [facilitators and instructors included] (i don't think its today though)

woke up early and went back to yuying. in the end still missed the band's performance. oh yah! i borrowed the flute book back home again. met like LOADS of "super long time no see" friends and school mates. got a secret to share! some of them become cuter! omg. whatever, like anyone cares. apart from that, met up with some teachers.
i wanna thank amanda and samantha for accompanying me wait in school for quite some time. in the end, i spent $1.10 going to back there for and hour and a half only. then i spend another $1.10 going back home. $10 each week to top up cus i have not bought my consession. transport fee are killing me! damn it.
supposed to go out with jianwei they all for movie, but i was hooked by my drama. so i stayed at home all the way. thanks to my brother for using me as an excuse not to go out wih my parents. damn it. the situation was that my parents are going out for something and ask those at home to follow cus no lunch at home. and also that my mum is so self centred, plan things and force people to go her way. so my initial plan was to go out in awhile, so i said im not going. my brother's appointment was only at 3/4+pm. so he said if im not going, why must he go? what the hell?! so push everything to me. so my mum was so pissed, but brother and i still stayed at home. ha!
i slept after watching one disc of my drama. but i could not sleep well. thanks to the construction opposite my house, my mum and my big brother. the construction cannot be helped, so i just had to bear with it. when my parents got back home, i woke up to see who was that then went back to sleep. my mum just could not stop talking to me after that. wake me up to tell me that there is food, letters and just a damn cup of milk.
then my big brother's turn. he just cant do things softly. he opened the door like he door is spoilt and walked like he is a giant! conclusion, i just could not sleep in peace!

high time i need to get more sleep. just hoping i dont fall sick with the lack of sleep and the frequent walks in the rain. woots!

and im feeling the stress already. my first time doing things, apart from practising my parts, for a concert.
W47K anyone?


i stopped , Friday, August 29, 2008 10:33 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AIZAT!

im loving nurul syuhadah! thanks so much for your help and ideas last night! i have to admit. my brain was dead yesterdat when i was editing the write up. i was falling asleep while editing. madness. so i gave up, anyhow thrown in first, then went to bed.

freak! i was freaking tired that i had to force myself out of bed or i will be late for the meeting. meeting was fine cus most of the imortant things are done i guess. then band. met farhad in the canteen. he kept saying i was drunk during the chalet. lol. i just had a couple of sips only. and i wasnt drunk.
sight read scores. can really see me 3/4 dead. so running notes, anyhow. then we did fate of gods. played many wrong notes. my brain was not sending the rigth signal to my fingers. i screwed up almost everything. even for the solo for first suite. argh! it was stressful, unlike on tuesday. argh! i was freaking tired and moody. im so sorry if i gave anyone attitude just now.
after practice, planned to go yuying. but band ended late, so slacked at cuaseway point with syu for awhile. skipped the ice cream treat. and i finally bought the drama that i was watching all the while! WOOH! very expensive, my wallet seriously burnt a super large hole! didnt think that i would ever spend $80+++ on dramas eh? but my big brother going to share with me, so half price~ oh yah! ZIQI AND GANG WALKED TO CAUSEWAY POINT TOGETHER WITH SYU AND I!

heading to yuying tomorrow. its teachers' day celebration! i hope the band play well and dont throw their own faces. no. im supposed to have faith in them. lets just see how much they improve in a week.


when can i stop worrying for you guys?
im freaking worried just by looking at the situation of the section.
we never encounted this problem so far,
so never let it happen.
i hope we didnt make the wrong move.


i stopped , Thursday, August 28, 2008 11:39 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HOW SHI HUI!



im back from my class chalet! woots! i went late cus i had band practice before that. and so i took bus to downtown east! faster than i expected! so whatever. i missed my rangers LOADS! i was freaking tired, but have to survive for the chalet! rangers chatted and stuff. and i joined them for a game of cards. im so lucky! cus im the only person who didnt get to drink the alcohol. i hate drinking in the first place. then chatted with syu since i wasnt allowed to watch television to keep myself awake. thanks so much babe! simin brought her laptop, so the whole class kept snatching for her laptop to check their grades and class for sem 2. my grade was still so-so. 2.70.
i was too tired that i went to sleep and one by one followed. but that time was 3/4+am. but they were still quite noisy. could hear what they were doing while sleeping and i kept waking up. woke up at 8+am then breakfast at mac. trained home after that.

didnt went to recharge my battery as i need to finish up the write ups. then went out for table tennis with syu, simon, huss, arief and jaron. of cus the girls just sat there and be their audience. the games were hilarious! just go to simon's and hussaini's blog to check everything out! then dinnered with them and went home for second round of dinner.

that about all. my eyes are closing and that means im "low batt" for now.


i stopped , Wednesday, August 27, 2008 11:57 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANGELINE TAN YIN YING!

woots! okie, im going for W14H's class chalet! weeepeee! so f there's anything, just contact me through my phone. thanks! and dont miss me! i will only be staying for a night!
wish me luck! i got t find my way there. -.-
toodles!


i stopped , Tuesday, August 26, 2008 11:00 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YEOH ZHI CHAO!

weather was great this morning! so to me, great weather = great day!

went for rewind. was just nice on the dot, but was the first to reach. elle had dance today, so she accompanied me while waiting. thanks babe! then rewind~ sea song and a little of second suite. oh man. my sight reading seriously suck.
after rewind, went home. ziqi crapped with me all the way from RP to causeway point!(as asked to be added by ziqi) lunched and slept on the sofa. woots! but the feel was slightly different than before. but i got my sleep, so who cares? and my parents received a letter from RP. i think the engineering school got "meet-the-parents session". so my parents kept asking me to check my grades. my grades does not have anything to do with the damn talk. so if they are going for the talk, i dobut i want to join them. but im sure i will be forced to go. i have not check my results though. ha!

W14H is having chalet tomorrow! fooh~ but i have band, so cannot go meet up with my rangers. damn it. i dont know how to get there. i think my butt will rot if i take train all the way to pasir ris. elle said that take dont know what bus to tampanies then change to train is faster. jialat! then wednesday might be going to shop with big brother.
i want to work. i just realised that i have many things on my list. i asked my brother if there's any job that can fit my time. so he said that i got to sacrifice something to gain something. its quite impossible for me to stop piano. like my mum will allow. school is of course a nono too. so the next thing will be band. i dd thought of stopping before. but... haix.. im still considering, i guess.

im superbly pissed. it shows that the school did taught the students well for the bad thing, cus its so the yuying kind of spirit lah. just letting things sit on and rot, waiting for the reply. and if things go wrong or something, you blame others. maybe i have no idea what is going on. but if you want to get the reply faster, you got to push for it. i push the VC and all i got back was some fucking attitude. with this fucking attitude, it will never start even till next year. everytime i ask you about it, you give me that fucking attitude. i hate it! i dont want to be responsible for anything that i have not done or whatever. some of them had asked me about it before, but everytime i have to say "we will inform you if there's practice". if this is going to carry on, i think im going to quit. pointless for me to stay on.
im not saying that i can do a better job than what is being done now, but there are still many things to think about from my point of view. that is all i can say. this is just my point of view.


i stopped , Monday, August 25, 2008 10:34 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHERYL PHUA!

i hate going to town on weekends.

woots! its been quite some time since i slept at 3+am. and mummy pulled me out of bed at 11+pm! damn it! i was freaking tired! then all went for lunch at ang mo kio. then trained to orchard. i was reluctant, but no choice cus my big brother needs to sign up for his university already. now i know my mummy wants me to study business. whatever. it was raining damn heavily. then mummy brought an umbrella, but of not much use cus i was trying to cover her more so she wont get wet. so i got wet. i was shivering at orchard hotel.
the seminar was some of the universities of australia. he could get into any local universities, so no choice. my big brother was asking all about biomedical science. boring! but i think i have to seriously face reality and work hard. my big brother's GPA is 2.8, but it is not enough to get into melbourne university. freaky! if he got that kind of result and its still not good enough, i think i can stop at diploma already. and there was a guy, he was talking to the people promoting the universities. he said he is from RP and that guy's reaction was "oh..". other people from other polytechnics, the reaction of the people were so different! and my parents were saying that GPA of 3.3 is not enough to get into a local uni. wtf?! im worried. so im going to work hard from now.
looked through the brochures. i was thinking of changing course when i go uni. i want study tourism, but the music courses are quite interesting too! argh! but very troublesome. i think my parents wants all 3 of us to go to an overseas uni.
dinnered at pepper lunch~ woots! then went back home.

i need new pumps. my current one can collect water when it rains. and mummy keeps saying that if she throw me somewhere in ochard road, i sure dont know how to go back home. not really true lah. i can always flag a cab though. ha! but until now, i dont know how to get to places like hereen, far east(sometimes) and whatever the places in town. but i know how to go to plaza singapura! LOL. and i think even non-singaporeans are learning to be typical like us. dont get what i mean? go to town on weekends by mrt.


i stopped , Sunday, August 24, 2008 11:37 PM


faked and cheated.

i was supposed to be reading the practice book for flutes last night when i got back home, but i was busy with msn and phone. so i practically borrowed the book back for nothing.

overslept and was half-an-hour late! they didnt need me too, so i can take my time. i was reading the book during the bus ride to grab the last few points before i have to return the book. its getting more and more interesting. i was asked to photocopy the whole book. and that is what i shall do! G.B faked me! he said that i could get it at 4 cents per page. so it would be around $10+. they bought the book for $70 over and i can get it for $10+ just by photocopying.
i reached school, took the scores my section needed to print and zhao with siyan. we went to the one that G.B claims to be better. i hate that shop. the things are expensive and the staffs there have extreme AP. so i tried my luck, hoping that things there would change. damn it. they charged me 10cents per page! if i were to print the whole book, i can ony collect it on friday. so i said no. then one of the staff said if by today, earliest 5/6+pm. im not going to stay in kovan for so freaking long and they sort of mistreat the book. so of course i said no. then the same staff gave me attitude saying something like "you go other shops. they might be able to do it for you.". superbly what the f***! that's how they do their business. well done. damp my mood lah! after everything finished, went to KFC for lunch. they keep talking to me, so i ended up finishing the last again. so they blame me. -.- its just my personal opinions. hope you dont think too much about it.
then slacked at mac while the rest study. im slightly back into the current time. updated my jukebox slightly. at least i got some of the songs that i long for! haha! thanks! i saw a cute guy! studying also! foooh! then the rest kept disturbing me. azmir and shihui was trying to teach me the art of eating apple pie. unfortunately, i didnt get it. after awhile, siyan and i zhao.


i seek special treatment from no one.
thanks for being a good friend all this while.


i stopped , Saturday, August 23, 2008 9:54 PM


being random. singpore's table tennis player, li jia wei, got forth for the olympics. but who cares? she competed with the world top players and she herself is in the list! how cool can that be? its already very good getting forth. i think i cannot even hit the ball lah. so kuddos to her!

friday.
woke up with a flu. what a sadded thing. then left for yuying. i went in my blue PE t shirt and black shorts. look so like my school's PE attire. so i was late in meeting jianwei. met mr peh along the way and he was asking why i wear the PE t shirt. i told him that i wanted to disgrace the school even more, that's why! wahaha! then mr kang. he was saying that i look like a student. he gave me a new class, 6A. well done. then 老爹. he said i should wear white shoes so i look exactly like a yuying student. the thing is i only wore the PE t shirt, im didnt wear the school's PE shorts! so its different. and a student of yuying cannot enter the school with slippers. that's another thing. even my section also said i look like a student.
syu called me when the band is in the middle of playing irecommend. i forgot to put my phone to silent mood, so it went "you are my sunshine, my only sunshine..". so i kan jiong-ly put down the call. luckily the band was in the mist of playing, or i will be dead!
then went to get dinner with my section. they bought food for me while i went to popular and KFC. end up i didnt eat with them. ate with the two big shots and openly hear what they were talking about. the CD's instructor came to talk to the big shots. she didnt know that i graduated already. dont i look like a graduate? nevermind. its nice to look young! ha! then sectionals. i hope they the small talk i had with them seriously. then it was my turn to seek help! i asked 老爹 to play second suite for me. cool or what? so nice. then after all left for the basement, the few of us stayed in the band room to practice. we sounded like crap. then went prata with them kukus.

the big shots bought a practice book for the flutes. expensive and very interesting, so i borrowed it. im so going to photocopy the whole book! im jealous! we didnt have these treatment last time! unfair! the book just came today and it seem to be dying in my hands. oh dear~ and i missed my chance to meet my dearies! when i left the band room, jane and bridget left already. so sadded.




i stopped , 12:42 AM


im SUPER tired! just cant sleep last night. i knew i have to wake up early this morning, so i went to bed at 12+am, but i only slept at 2+am. well done! just could not sleep. whatever.

went to school early for meeting. after meeting, gossiped a little here and there. ha! then sectionals! it was more of slack-tional, but we did pratice! alamak! keep on getting shoot and scolding from 大哥. after 大哥 took us, i feel that the old me that was left in yuying came back! call me whatever you want, but i love stress. i can really work better with stress. back in yuying was 老爹 to stress us, the stress im getting in RP is nothing compared to what 老爹 gave. wooh! thank you 大哥! =)
then combine ensemble. its been quite some time since i saw my section. i missed them! haha!
went back home with syu after band. *toodles dear~* and the train just keep stopping out of nowhere. took my quite some time to reach home.

aww man! tomorrow yuying concert band is having the briefing for the japan trip. i can just watch and listen. i have to pysco myself to not want to go for the japan trip with them. i think a miyazawa is much more expensive than a ticket to japan. miyazawa!!


i stopped , Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:53 PM


im going to throw in some extremely old pictures along the way. but i just hate posting pictures here.

oh yah! i think i have decided to go and buy the DVD or someting for the drama that im watching at the moment. watching online is just so irritating. and i think i need to change my specs soon again. my degree seems to be increasing due to the long time of watching drama on my lappy. watching from the television is way easier and more comfortable. i think i have to stand at the window and stare at the green plants. hope it helps. *fingers crossed* i think i will stare till i sleep. ha!



i stopped , Wednesday, August 20, 2008 8:55 PM


i think staying at home all day just makes me hungry easily. damn it. i seriously need to control my snacking already. and im hungry now as i blog. im not going shopping tomorrow anymore. thanks to my brother and his duty. -.-

tuesday.
slept till 12.30pm. after breakfast-come-lunch, i did the write up for the past events. it was just merely copy, paste and edit. okie, i didnt really edit it. i just took off some paragraphs. it took me quite some time to get it done. from 1+pm to 4/5+pm. cool or what?! at least my brain is still functioning during the holidays. feel so guilty. all the work were meant to be shared among us, but i dont seemed to b doin anything. shiwen messaged me asking for my email. dont know why she needs it, but just gave it to her. then i carried on with online drama when i was actually asked to clean the rooms. i watched a little then proceed to the cleaning. my mummy is just so evil. she keeps saying that i am fat and getting fatter. so "consoling". but my dieting plans always fails. damn it. the hello panda are just so tempting. and mummy keeps complaining that we finish it up so quickly. then she expect to buy and put there for show? of course eat lah!
then dinner~ then went back to drama. my mummy is also addicted to it! whenever i watch, she would watch with me too! but she's quite irritating. normally when people msn me while i watch my drama, i would just leave that window there. so she happily kaypo lah! read read read. then dont know if she watching the drama or poking her nose in my life like that. so i have decided! either i sign out when i watch my drama, or i just quickly reply people who msn me and close the window. hahaha! "great plan".
syu kena jackpot! luckily i was fast enough to change my status to "appear offline"! wahahaha! so i was watching and lending syu my listening ear.

cant wait for saturday! im going to meet my girls! so im going to postpone piano lesson as usual. hope that there will be alumni practice. if not we can forget about the concert. we have not plan anything yet though.

i need some motivation to drive me into the working mood. but not too much. dont want to be like last time. too enthu also no good..


i stopped , 1:59 AM


before i start..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEELAM! =)



#1 The first person who tag/pass you is?
Rachel
#2 Your relationship wit him/her?
darling junior
#3 Your five impressions of her?
super auntie, kuku, mad, idk~
#4 The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
aww.. too many too name!
#5 The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
idk. too many already!
#6 If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
both of us are straight girls!
#7 If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be ?
love me more! -.-
#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will?
of course not! she's my darling.
#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be ?
idk~
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is ?
try to go back as often to help her (and the section)
#11 Your overall impression of him/her is .
like that loh. haha!
#12 How you think people around you will feel about you ?
lovable! (as if) idk~
#13 The characters you love of yourself are ?
dont really bare grudges. (i guess i love myself too much!)
#14 On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
too many to list.
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is ?
no one, but myself.
#16 For people that care and like you, say something to them ?
THANK YOU SO MUCH! I LOVE YOU!
#17 Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wished to know how they feel about you. Pass to people with blogs only.
[randomly and whoever who pops into my mind = suay]
(1) Syu
(2) Elle
(3) Jessie
(4) Lee Ting
(5) Clarissa
(6) sannie
(7) weng guan
(8) melissa ong
(9) huixin
(10) huixian

#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-sannie.
no one, i guess.
#19 Is no.9 a male or female?
-huixin
female.
#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-weng guan, huixian
NO, NEVER! they dont even know each other.
#21 What is no.2 studying about?
-elle
some kind of art course.
#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-jessie
last week?
#23 What kind of music band does no.8 like?
-melissa ong
kuku kind!
#24 Does no.1 have any siblings?
-syu
yes, one.
#25 Will you woo no.3?
-jessie
nah. we are both straight girls.
#26 How about no.7?
-weng guan
opps!
#27 Is no.4 single?
-lee ting
i guess so~
#28 What is the surname of no.5?
-clarissa
zhu
#29 What 's the hobby of no.10?
-huixian
dancing and crapping with vanessa!
#30 Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
-clarissa, huixin
they dont even know each other. -.-
#31 Where is no.2 studying at?
-elle
RP
#32 Talk something casually about no.1
-syu
she's my deary who picks me up from class to go band together!
#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-sannie
nope, cus we already have feelings for each other! wahaha!
#34 Where does no.9 live at?
-huixin
how can i anyhw review where people stays?! (hougang)
#35 What colour does no.4 like?
-lee ting
the colours that she likes loh.
#36 Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
-clarissa, syu
nope, but they met and know each other!
#37 Does no.1 have any pets?
-syu
eh.. i doubt so.
#38 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-weng guan
of course not! cus im the one!
#39 What is no. 6 doing now?
-sannie
sleeping i guess.


i stopped , Tuesday, August 19, 2008 12:47 AM


i think im going to blog at weird timings these few days. im so addicted to an online drama that im so lazy to update! and that im out of the house quite often.

saturday.
woke up with a flu cus i slept at past 2.30am. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP. then woke up at 9am and left for yuying at 10am. im a good girl! i went for sectionals! but im there actually to help my juniors. unfortunately, there was only one! i was expecting more to come lah. haix.. better than nothing lah. then siyan came too! so we three were crapping and practising. i was sight reading the pieces, so was not of much help. then was pulled to outside band room. we played "if we hold on together". foooooooh~ its damn nice! reminds me of my younger days, watching "land before time". i used to repeatedly watch that cartoon! i shared stand with my cousin~ the notes are freaking high! omg! i know mp also stunt when he saw the score! he play so nice lah! and i cant play swing. but im learning~
then kaypo with mf, mp and rachel while they are having meeting. and they have "great ideas". well done! they need people who will really dance, so i pushed bridget and jane. so mp, mf and rachel say im in it too. so random, suddenly pull me into the topic. LOL. please. i will spoil the whole thing, so think twice. hahaha! and why does the alumni always have to do sai gang? ALWAYS! argh! then lunched at KFC. thanks siyan and weng guan for accomanying me. i was the slowest! im so sorry! my dieting plan always fails. damn it.
headed for piano. my teacher likes to see me suffer. i thought we will be only doing theory, but end up she ask me to play piano. i was dying! i hate sight reading.

meeting jeremy and hong zhen to study tomorrow. they study, i think of the design thingy. =)


i stopped , Sunday, August 17, 2008 1:12 AM


apparently i know that im blogging at a very weird hour of the day, but i have not been updating.

i shall skip those school days. cus they are the usual thingy that happened, just that my lovely rangers lighened up my day as usual!

wednesday.
didnt have any plans. so slacked at home till evening then went to amk hub to meet my darling huixian! woohoo! damn fun lah! i missed those kuku days.. but we had hell load of fun looking for each other at first. then walked around amk hub for awhile then headed to MOS burger for dinner~ that silly girl not well but still take fast food all thanks to vanessa cus she wanted to eat fast food. then we sat there and crapped. i miss those days, but a pity huixin wasnt here with us. then huixian the kuku, almost fell off the chair for no reason?we were laughing our ass off lah! then chatted awhile more and went back home. will try to upload the unglam pics asap!



thursday.
wnt back to yuying! weee~ but sadded! my aunties and uncles said they didnt missed me. then i was hanging around. practiced with them for awhile then pulled jian wei and teck liang to snack with me at the canteen. then pack my stuff and head to RP for rewind. practice was not really fine for me. had quite a hard time sight reading the pieces. but im going to put in more effort. dont want to let 大哥 down. then after practice, slacked at causeway with the rest. and went back home.
G.B thought i was in a bad mood or something thats why i left halfway. funny sia. they started to play already then cannot expect me to shout "bye"across the room, so i left without saying bye to him. BUT i said bye to my aunties and uncles, jian wei and teck liang.


friday.
went back to yuying again. i reached just in time to skip their warm up! but after that i had quite a hard time playing without having warm ups. my sight reading is okie for slow and "readable" pieces. so the pieces was still okie. then meet up with melissa ong and belinda during the break. then sectionals! fooh! i think i really lost the embouchure for piccolo. had difficulty playing during sectionals. madness! then egan, siyan and angeline are jealous of the RP flute that im currenly using. although its yamaha, but comparing to theirs. and im so glad that the communication between the section is so much better! they were laughing here and there. flute section, please dont slack. i have heard comments about you all already. work hard!
snacked at qi ji with the group of them. i feeling old in the group. sadded! then home-ed and dinner-ed.

im giving up the dream of joining yuying for the coming japan trip. i hope i can exchange that with a miyazawa if my mummy allow. cus she suddenly asked me about the flute exam. im praying superbly hard!
just wanna dd add that syu have to talk to me on msn everyday. didnt know she loves me that much! haha!


i stopped , Saturday, August 16, 2008 2:04 AM


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

saturday.
went to bernice's house to help her with her piano practical. woo~ she overslept and i waited for her at the coffee shop for more than and hour. luckily i was entertained by the magazine i bought and the television at the coffee shop. i was watching the olympics. female weight lifting. woohoo! POWER! then after helping bernice, i went home and sleep! woke up when the NDP started. then i went to continue to watch the olympics! wooohoo! the male gymnastics were power! but most of them made MANY mistakes. sadded. but there are hunks! haha! i was too engross in the olympics, so i cannot be bothered to go online and stuff.

sunday.
went to grandparents place. slacked around and watched the olympics female gymnastics. wooh! cool! then went home and sleep. then left for my other grandparent place. usual routine, crapped with yi chuan. and she was really lame disturbing me here and there. and i decided to disturb her back by making so much noise when she's on the line with amanda~ wahaha! went back home, and continued olympics. but after awhile i changed to channel 8 cus have this very nice drama~ there are hot guys too! woohoo!

and im missing my lil aunties and uncles...


i stopped , Monday, August 11, 2008 11:08 AM


grape-apple-banana-watermelon!
VAN-lorry-bicycle-motorcycle!
siyan, is this familiar? wahahaha!

seriously speaking, do i have a serious look? cus sannie and viki say dont have! and im officially on a diet! cus mummy said that im fat. -..-

today was fine. module was also fine. the best part is the gossipping! rangers were full attendance too! wahaha! we were late for second meeting. so cool. and kumar was so tuening a huge round to shoot the class as everyone was on msn chatting away happily! he didnt care aboutus too. then lunch break went to percussion room to find simon, huss and arief. lunched with them. apprently all three of them are sick! best! and i was scared thanks to neelam and his untold story!
homed after school and chiong piano! its all still not smooth yet. 1 day of pia-ing helps in my 1st pathetic piece. i dont have much time left. tomorrow is fully scales! die!
dont want to go to sch tomorrow, but my mummy dont allow. so hack it. cus i have time to spend with my rangers!

told syu i would blog about it. but i changed my mind. i will not go into details. wahahaha!
dont go over board. i have not shown my true colours and temper yet. dont make me do it or all the vulgarities will come out from my mouth, not by typing. i do something for you all, you all take me for granted. climbing all over my head as if im nice to bully. please loh. i just dont want to go back to my oldself with that nasty temper. (huixin and huixian knows it best) enough is enough. stop calling people like they are your best buddies then backstab us. we do not need your judgement and you are no one to judge any of us. before you judge us, you should actually judge yourself. find 10 weaknesses before you talk about others. actually no need to think also know. or use the butt to think also can!


when the link is gone, it shows that i have given up.
i have learnt to let go and move on..
and no matter what, you wont be part of us.
i hate your f-ing attitude.



taggies reply~
syu - bad joke? wahaha! not me hor!
SIYAN - BOMB! (exploded)
ZHENLING - hey darling! miss you too! i cant bear to bomb you guys, but im busy this whole week till friday. after friday can? so sorry!
Huxian - i look different? fatter already right? i know lah.. sadded!
GoRo - will link you up real soon!
HUIYU - piang! cheapo leh! wahaha! still expect me to go.. sadded!


i stopped , Monday, August 04, 2008 11:12 PM


hungry ghost festival!

if falling asleep while watching the horror movie on channel U. what a nice manner to scare myself.
tiring day, cus im practically not having enough sleep everyday. today is andrea's last day for teaching W14H. to be happy or sad, i have no idea. okie. drop the topic of lesson time. but i wanna apologise to team1 for not helping much in today's things. my brain just could not start. and my power rangers are loved! and of cus im the youngest, so they always bully me! evil rangers! and clarissa is a game addict! die sia!
i went home early today. was thinking of going down to yuying for a visit, but im exactly one week from my piano exam. damn it. so i didnt went over and headed home to practice piano. ended up i only practiced for awhile cus my cousin was at my place and i have to take care of him. total crap. i brought him to the playground. and its been freaking long since i sat on a swing! after that then i went to practice, but he was pressed other keys while i played! after that i gave up practicing. im so going to die tomorrow during piano lesson. and i added the neo winds flautists! weee~

next friday is the national day obserence for RP. im still thinking if i should go back. im going to take the whole week off i guess. im still thinking if i want to go to school after the exam or not. i was thinking of going back to yuying. i miss them dearly! but i also want to crap with my rangers! haix...

i think im regretting the choice i made. it was hard for me to turn down cus i feel bad. i think if i were to tell G.B about it, he would ask me to go for it i guess. but after knowing that there are going to be many people, i start to think what is the point of me going down? i could have actually taken the time to practice or to claim my sleep. afternoon i have lesson and in the night i have meeting. if this persist, im so going to fall sick.


so much for everything...


taggies reply:
jane - heyhey darling! its been some time since i talked and see you! miss ya loads!
venice - i will link u asap yah? so sorry!
HUIYU - serious? cool! hahaha!


i stopped , Friday, August 01, 2008 10:05 PM