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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 老爹!

Happy Halloween!
i stayed at home today. my second home. i played with my juniors and i met some of the long lost people. bought a slice of cake for 老爹, but dont know if they got give to him anot. slacked there for awhile then went to amk hub for dinner and movie!

the coffin wasnt as nice as i thought. it was quite confusing. the only nice thing is the hot male lead actor. got shocked a few times and was laughing and crapping the rest of the time. the next movie they plan to catch is record. oh yah! my brother said that his friend told him that 20th century boy (whatever the tittle is) is scary!
most memorable thing that happened today was zl and the popcorn! damn funny!

tomorrow got exchange! one full day. then have to rush over to yuying. if not im going to get hell again.

really pissing me off. fancy being an irresponsible idiot. dont anyhow put the blame on others for being late.


i stopped , Friday, October 31, 2008 11:45 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN SIM!

what a day man!
dont feel like elaborating. just want to say that im freaking tired and pissed. if this is the game you want to play, im so sorry. IM NOT AN ENTERTAINER. the game might go in your way, but only for now. im just waiting for that one day to come.

was busy the whole day and only went for 5 minutes of sectionals. and the most retardest thing happened! i lost my way to the classroom. luckily got siyan to accompany me. i was on the phone with her while looking for the classroom. thanks darling!
after practice, went to KFC for bonding session. damn funny! thanks for being on my side, but i cant do much.

well done. my dad just came back from a long overseas trip. and he scolded me. what the hell. so this is the reason why we dont talk much.

oh yah! so sorry my darlings. i cant be there for the overnight camp. jiayou yah? you all can do it de! I LOVE YOU ALL! =D


i lead my own life.
i do what i want.
i do things for the sake of every other things.
stop treating me like a dog, you ass!
stop pissing me off!


i stopped , Thursday, October 30, 2008 11:59 PM


sectionals was sucky for me. my brain wasnt working. so everything corked up for me. crap. but after dinner and during band practice, im fine already! i think i just needed food. HA!

this saturday's the exchange with np band. im going to leave early. im so sory syu and zoe! if not i will kena by some ass again.
then next saturday would be the concert. fooooh~ i think i will be... dead.
and my rangers so sweet! they coming to watch my concert! i love you girls man!

okie! I EXPECT TANG MEI YIN, BRIDGET TO BE AT THE ALUMNI BAND PRACTICE ON THE 15th OF NOVEMBER! you better come. if not... watch out! and stop blowing your trumpet! school's property! go buy your own one! after all, you have lost touch so concert they will just give you one made out of cardboard for temporary use. or maybe just to fill up the space. who knows?

im going to catch the coffin on friday! fooooooh~ cant wait for it!


wise words from bridget:
join 10 piccs and you get piccolossssssssssssss!
put 10 tuba together and you will get 10 big holes!
i failed her test.

if you always decide things on your own without telling me anything,
i need not be there right?


i stopped , Tuesday, October 28, 2008 11:27 PM


HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

foooooh~ enjoyed today! i got free exercise! legs and stomach! kept laughing like siao!
okie. shops were still opened on deepavali. LOL. went out with zl, jeremy and hz. the main purpose was to accompany the boys to shop.
we went to the upstairs of cityhall mrt station, citylink, marina square, suntec, bugis street and bugis junction. walked till legs ache like siao. and i spent around $30 today. all on nothing but food! feel so greedy. but well, vanessa will be unhappy if she's hungry.

oh yah! went to a few top shop and my eyes were caught on those shirts! fooooh~ the colours are just so nice! thinking of getting 1 some time. felt random. planned to go shopping but we felt like watching movie. retarded lah! the cinema at bugis and marina square dont have the coffin! so going to catch it on friday with them again!

but my mood just got killed by someone. idiot! thanks for showing concern about me and my stuff, but you are not in my shoes. you dont understand at all! so just shut the fuck up!


perhaps i should get myself a life.
plans can be changed and i rather take some time off to relax.


i stopped , Monday, October 27, 2008 9:38 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

well done. i only woke up at 12+pm today. was too tired already. it shows that yesterday's band practice was seriously a killer. anyway, any hours of sleep would never be enough for me.

nothing much today. the most hip thing was that my brothers and i forgot how old my mum was when we went to buy a cake for her. and mummy's driving sort of suck. maybe its due to the new car?

foooh~ i only noticed that's its the holidays for the secondary school people yesterday when i asked my juniors. they are having so many night practices. my dears, if i can make it i will go down yah? i promise!

going out tomorrow shopping with zl, hz and jeremy. are the shops opened during deepavali? LOL. and dont say like i will get lost wherever i go. im not that bad okie!



maybe my life would be better if...


i stopped , Sunday, October 26, 2008 11:51 PM


IM OLD ALREADY!

i seriously want to thanks those main band members who helped out in alumni practice and most importantly, mf! they had band practce from 9am-5pm. and they stayed on for alumni practice till 9.30pm! im serously touched! thanks so much for all your help! i appreciated it loads! i love you all!

im finally admitting that im old. so the people who always calls me old, should be satisfied now. im feeling SO tired after a whole day of band practice. those main band members who stayed after band practice were worse! everyone was tired. i could tell cus i was too. concerto d'amore tells it all. and im so sorry, i would not be there for the next 2 practices. guess no concerto d'amore for 2 weeks? heh heh heh~

today was quite fun. i was laughing my ass off with yan ming. suay suay we are the type who would joke around like siao when we are together. and we sat side by side just now! so we were quite high even after the practice. it was quite some time since i high-ed like that. and i only can high in some where i feel i belong to and that's the place where i hang out often in those 4 years.

okie. to my lovely bridget and jane, CAN YOU BOTH FASTER FINISH YOUR Os?!?!?! I MISS YOU BOTH LIKE SIAO CAN?! I WANT TO JIO YOU GIRLS GO OUT AND HIGH LIKE HOW WE USED TO BE!

and im so sorry! it was an accident!


i stopped , Saturday, October 25, 2008 11:31 PM


so that is love?

today's such a great day. the weather reminded me of the trip to HK last time. mummy ask me to wear jacket before stepping out of the house cus its cold, but i act smart and didnt wear. and it went from cool to cold cus of the wind. but the funny thing was when i reached class, i took off my jacket. ha!
enterprise was okie. we were crapping during presentation.
met up with some of my rangers during first break. as usual, not all rangers were down. and i noticed something. after we split class, we all slacked hell loads. its either zhao, late or pon.

after school, went to amk hub for movie and dinner with zl, hz and jeremy. watched butterfly lovers. damn nice cus got hunks! overall movie was nice! they are my group of friends who can lift people's mood! thanks for dating me! =)

going to visit the main band tomorrow. im still trying to decide to go in the morning or afternoon. i want to practice too! im stagnant! i shall see about it tomorrow. if i can wake up, i will go in the morning. if i cant, then forget it. no piano tomorrow! yes!

i didnt expect things to turn out to that extend. so happening for the wrong thing. well done. dont only start to regret when its too late.



i think i found my heart back.
i learnt to sympathise people.


i stopped , 12:17 AM


YUYING CONCERT BAND

PROUDLY PRESENTS





























Passione III
Date: 6th December 2008
Time: 7.30PM
Tickets: $6 / $10 / $50 (Free seating)
Venue : Yuying Secondary School, Assembly Hall.

you can get tickets from me! =)


i stopped , Friday, October 24, 2008 12:20 AM


life sucks.

class was fine apart from my group. luckily sing ying came to school today. she saved my life. group seriously sucks.
went out of class during second break for the busking to promote concert. was slacking cus there was nothing much i could do. then so nice of pat to grab the free fruits for the pub team! foooh~ thank you, the sss-ressful pat! i was throwing the pear up and down in class. it slipped off my hands and hit the ground, but i washed it and ate during meeting 3. people presenting, i enjoy life eating pear and sitting on faci's chair. SHIOK! msn-ed with my brothers in class. lol.

and there's class tomorrow! enterprise. crap. but going to the movies with zl, hz and jeremy~ weeeeeeee~


sleepy~


i stopped , Thursday, October 23, 2008 11:55 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LIM JIA YAN!

im so proud of myself today! i reached home before 6.30pm today! for the first time in semester 2! incredible eh? tried recalling what was i doing last wednesday that i went home late, but i cannot remember.

UT suck! (okie. since when UT does not suck?) the best thing is my laptop went off at the last 4 minutes! should have plugged from the start of the test. -.-

cognitive today was confusing! the more they say, the more i dont know where to put my stand. well done eh? but today was like every other day in class. W47K never fails to go hyper~
and ruifang is trying to pollute my mind! ask me to watch american pie beta house or something like that. oh my goodness me! she showed me certain parts of the movie, but during second break we watched spartans. equally crap too, but damn funny. oh ya! tweety bird is a male! can you believe it? ruifang told me in class just now.
after school, met up with elle and leeting. took the muse ticket from her then went home.

first nap in semester 2 on my usual spot on the sofa is just so great! and i hope im not falling sick anytime soon. vanessa will never fail to turn on the fan everyday and to the rooms she goes to.

when i woke up from my nap,
me: wah.. cold.
mummy: huh? cold? off the fan. later see you still feeling cold anot, if not must give you panadol already.
brother: wah.. first time hearing you say want to off the fan.

the "you" my brother said was refering to me. -.-

big brother's wise words: wear slippers must drag.

all i ask for is someone to listen to me without saying anything.
no comments, no nothing
thanks for listening to me.
i needed that loads cus i felt no one understands.


i stopped , Wednesday, October 22, 2008 11:48 PM


I LOVE ZOE! (only for that particular time during band practice just now)
HANNAH LOVE ME!

no words can explain how tired i am. holidays are nxt week. one pathetic week. all packed execpt for monday, which is deepavali. i planned to just sleep in next monday. freaking tired.

oh. have i mentioned that im worried for those who are taking their Os now? i have no idea why, but yeah. and it reminds me of last year. i regretted slacking. can i have a time machine to turn back time? i want to turn back time!

i was actually in a good mood today. lesson was slack and fun! BUT all thanks to that person, my mood meter dropped like fuck. this is total crap. pushing the blame to me when i did nothing wrong? dont think i always keep quiet means i nice to bully. i just prefer not to blow my top only.

sorry to those people i gave attitude just now. i was pissed and freaking tired.


i stopped , Tuesday, October 21, 2008 11:56 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR TEO YU JUAN JANE & TANG MEI YIN BRDGET!

i was simply too exhausted. im going to catch up with my sleep.

firstly, i want to say a huge thanks to the 9 darling juniors who are going for my concert. im so touched man! and okie, i have to thank mf too. his 2 sentence did helped though.
THANKS!

and i was late for piano again. forgot to theory book. i purposedly didnt bring it cus my bag was freaking heavy with the flute and all my other stuff. so just practice forrest gump. and my teacher was really crappy today. all of us in the room were laughing at all her dumb jokes and crappy expressions. damn funny!

after that headed to yuying for alumni practice. i reached before 6.30pm. but we only started at 7+pm. and crap! i regretted delaying. everything was in a rush today. mf came instead. mp is in japan. and mf kept picking on me! crap. -.-



what a mistake i made..


i stopped , Sunday, October 19, 2008 12:04 AM


time flies. literately.

i dont know how to describe my day yesterday.

enterprise. was nothing but a p.o.s. i hate calculations. i rather do theory things as they can be easily taken from the internet. to make things worse, i was freaking tired and i fell asleep in class. but crap. facilitator seemed to be having PMS. crazy one. he have serious mood swings. and im sure W47K hates him!
after school, had meeting. tiring sia. after a long day still have to force the 0.000000000000000000000000000001% of brain cells to work.

rushed off to bugis to meet zl, jeremy and hz or steamboat dinner! ate and crapped like nobody's business. im so happy that i finally meet them after months! i miss those old time days.. going to meet them on friday again(hopefully). and might meet them for supper tomorrow after alumni practice. i seriously miss all of them hell load.

and i think i would need to bring a map of s'pore when i go to town. i seriously have no sense of direction. but hz recommended me to just change my phone. cus nw have GPS or something like that. well done. lol.

i wont be that naive anymore.


i stopped , Saturday, October 18, 2008 12:38 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ONG MING YAN(MY LARLING)!

busy sakit(sick) bee~

yesterday.
relief facilitator! foooh~ her accent was too much for me to take. i was laughing at her accent at times. didnt mean to be bad, but cannot help it.
was sneezing in class the whole day like nobody's business. ruifang so nice, she was telling me to drink water, take panadol cold then sleep. so sweet. and apparently, the vitamin C in pink dolphin wasnt helping. so didnt play much during band practice. keep stop while the band was playing cus wanna sneeze.
and zoe have the germ face. when i look at her, i felt like sneezing. but cus she was looking back at me, i could not sneeze!

i dont feel like going to school later. i feel sick. and i want to be sick. so i can make it in time to meet my clique for steamboat. how i wish mummy would allow me to skip school.

and i feel so old and outdated. i used to be the one updating people with those crappy rumors and gossips about them. but now, the person/people who i used to update is updating me instead! CRAP. when i go back, i must go investigate already. heh heh heh~


i stopped , Friday, October 17, 2008 12:12 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TING HUI XIN!

BEST WISHES TO THE O LEVEL PEOPLE FOR THEIR PRACTICAL PAPER!

if rachel is reading this, she would be freaking happy and glad cus im going to admit that im old already. i need to get used to the chiong-ing mood like my years in secondary school.
let's do a comparison.

secondary school days:
-do things till 1+am or 2+am
-wake up at 6am for school
- half dead in school
-wont sleep in class

nowadays:
-do things till 1+am or 2+am
-wake up at 7am for school
-more than 3 quaters dead in school
-trying my best not to sleep in class (although i still did)

there's freaking UT tomorrow. computing and maths. CRAP. i have not touch a single bit on it and it covers from semester one stuff till now! EVEN MORE CRAP! i think im just going to buang this UT. and i will work harder for the next 3 UTs to come! i promise!


i stopped , Thursday, October 16, 2008 12:14 AM


its just so...


i stopped , Sunday, October 12, 2008 10:20 PM


FOOOOOH~

had to rush rj early in the morning and rushed to kovan. i was late as usual. then headed to mf's house. freaking loads of people at his house. peixin people, henderson and yuying. well done. so the yuying seniors decided to slack in his room and use his superbly lagging computer after food. internet was hopeless. so we just watch all the dumb things in his computer. let for yuying at 5+pm. i got green packet! but it wasnt green in colour. LOL.
slack-tional on some RPWS concert pieces then went to play yuying alumni concert pieces. pieces were.. fine i guess? and im still learning, so please dont mind me. im also having fun making a fool of myself. then dinnered at kovan mac till close to 12am then home sweet home~

i seriously dont feel like going. wasting my time and money going there again. i heard about a few things we are going to do there. waste of time. crap. if its in april, i think i wont go. i want to help my darlings with SYF. if he is able to take time off from his busy schedule to help them, the more i should do so. cus im their senior!
thanks muzamir for walking me to the bus stop and accompanying me wait for my bus. im so sorry that i didnt talk to you, cus i was on the phone with syu. heh heh heh~

oh yah! i got 2 lovely juniors who volunteered to come for RPWS concert! foooooh~ so sweet sia!


i dont gossip.
im just having fun chatting about anything under the stars and sun and moon.


i stopped , 1:11 AM


looking at my grades everyday, i start to wonder if there is a problem with my science facilitator this semester. i think i gotten 2 or more Ds already. and i hate the (-0.5) there. (FYI, it is really in red beside the grade)i stepped into class at 0901hrs or 0902hrs! didnt know she was that strict. Ds were understandable, i never showed any interest in science. crap!

im loving W47K! they really made my day. some of the girls were damn helpful especially kai kai(chelsea)! she helped me cut the bird out cus i can never handle scissors. kai kai can be the witness! i cut out the cardboard for her and its so not straight. i was rushing it off during break. fel and chelsea helped. arron and dester were acting helpful. then played m(w)ahjong. dester and jh wasnt teaching me at all. they were just telling me what to do. LOL.
and i met bernice in school just now. heh heh heh~

rushed to yuying after school. okie. i so want the pull over they are making for the japan trip. they estimate it to be $30. argh! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! and yeah. when i reached, mf told the band that i came with a purpose. and yes. i did, but in the end i didnt do what im supposed to do! so all i did was to crap with them.
and looking at their holiday practices and stuff, im prepared to skip class already. i think im going to skip school during their camp days.

im going to skip paino tomorrow and go for the gathering at mf's house. then head for alumni practice. heh heh heh~ i will die tomorrow. so not prepared. jialat.


i stopped , Friday, October 10, 2008 11:09 PM


VER-NI-SA (the way he pronounce my name)

im freaking hardworking today. i think its cus i could answer certain parts of UT CRAP. but my brain is working, so im fine.

anyone wanna buy my tickets? i want my $100 back! i bought it all so people would have more time to consider if they want to come for the concrt or not.

band practice was crappy with zoe and syu. heh heh heh~ fun. fun. fun!

vanessa is happy! she's going back to yuying to try to fish her $100 back. and she' meeting jeremy, zl and hong for steamboat dinner next friday! fooooh~ how much i miss all of them man!


i stopped , 12:00 AM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIZHEN!

heh heh heh~ syu said my blog got webs already. so im updating now and going to use invincible ink.

























身在福中不知福的我..
真实的..
不属于我的,不会是我的..


i stopped , Wednesday, October 08, 2008 11:51 PM


foooooh~

shoulders aching like nobody's business. bag was freaking heavy. i threw in my flute, file, piano theory book, water bottle, phone charger, laptop adapter, wallet and all those crappy things. and i carried my laptop on my hand. HEAVY.

didnt touch theory at all today. luckily i have not complete my homework yet or i will kill my teacher. i was forced to play the piano all the way throughout the lesson. at first ask me to play some finger exercises. then she threw me "forest gump". nice, but difficult for me.

i reached yuying early, so i decided to do my stuff on my laptop first. then i was kind. i lent my laptop to one of bridget's classmate. so i was on the phone with syu. then i finished my stuff then went to band room. tried other pieces today. when packing up, asked 老爹 for help for some of the parts. then he told me that egan is going for grade 5 next year and asked me to go for it too. im fine with it, but im afraid i dont have time. i also scared very difficult. veronica replied very reluctantly when 老爹 asked her if it was easy. but he assured me that it would be easier than piano, so i was like OKIE! if im really going for it, i must get a distinction if not i will be just wasting my time and money. and why is everybody so into grades these days?

oh yah. many thanks to muzamir for walking me to the bus stop and waiting for my bus after practice. i got private seat in the bus! the bus was the very old kind of transit link bus. so there are some seats for one person only. private seat!

and many thanks to neelam for that song! heh heh heh~ have beening looking for that new song through the net, but cannot find.

i should have...


i stopped , Sunday, October 05, 2008 12:17 AM


HAPPY ____th ANNIVERSARY, MUMMY AND PAPA~



FLU today. just keep sneezing in class. and i drank 2 bottles of pink dolphin. foooh~


okie. im going to use one or a few words to describe my day.
class: hyper
faci: good attempt (syuhadah knows it all)
after school: high
dinner: crappy
home: shag and sleepy

i promise to complete my rj and that one slide by tomorrow before i go for piano lesson. i need a reminder for it?

i love myself! you fool!


i stopped , Friday, October 03, 2008 11:19 PM


hi!syu here!
okays cool.im bored so im like blogging for her.
she's doing her band stuff now.
hoho!okays.shes so on with powerpoint now together with enoch and eugene.
hahha.okays.da bye.
SYU LOVE VAN :)


i stopped , 8:19 PM


HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY!

mummy always wake us up before 12noon. never let us sleep past that time, i have no idea why. but i broke her "norm"! i slept till 1+pm. and when i woke up, i heard my brothers calling me to wake up from the living room.

big brother: ah girl! better wake up already!
brother: why?
big brother: if not later people think she fainted.


LOL. total crap. no link.

have been rotting and watching television with them for the whole day. currently watching robots now. i think i watched before during secondary school days in class. cant remember when.
i hope my laptop can last me through my poly years. its going mad already. i think the adapter is spoiling. jialat. as long as it doesnt die on me during lesson can already.

im thinking, but it is not processing.


please make my life easier.
stop spoiling my day by irritating me.


i stopped , Wednesday, October 01, 2008 9:00 PM