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the sneezing nvr ends!!-argh!-

im like feeling SO much beter nw can! & its all thanx to HUIXIAN!!! she's done it all..lolx! wahahax! i finally took out the courage to sae it out! thanx huixian! i love ya manx! u helped me lots! u jus rox my world manx! it all happened during geog lesson..at 1st i didnt wanna sae de..but den she told me her lil secret..so i decided to tell her loh..& she's actually quite smart sia..i jus sae a lil den stop..den she guessed it all rite! hahax!

i love my ah gong! he saved my life can! hahax! today really no more $ le..den on the way to skool, my ah gong ask me i gt bring $ anot..den he give me $10 can! its like too much lah..when he pass me the $10, i said huh?! den he replied, nt enough arhx? wah piang..anw..I LOVE U, AH GONG!

today was so sianx! wahahax! jt's arm is casted manx! wahahax! nw i can disturb him more..hahax! i call him 'tok chiew' means chopped hand lah..wahahax! MT was superb boring..gt listening compre test..i think im gg to fail it can! i dun really understand..or mayb cus i was thinking of other things..hahax! den recess..wah..chose the wrong place for recess manx! so sry..i made darling suffered the wind wif me..it was really windy & cold can! hahax! this weather really makes me rmbr of HK!!! -argh!- den gt fire drill..lame lah..im feeling stupid..im having a cold in the hot sun?! ppl think im crazy manx!

tmr gt chinese test..-argh!- sianx! i oways do until slp de loh..stupid long passages..canot tahan..lolx! hahax! summore wif this weather...wahahax!

tt weng guan arhx..oways sae i take drugs cus i oways very high! lolx! siao! den if i nt high den he will sae: nvr take drugs today arhx? lolx! hahax!

kkz..valentines day is cuming! hahax! & tts sort of BAD.. tot of making things & giving out to ppl..but den..im jus to lazy to do it..& i scard i jus spoil it all..hahax! so i rather nt loh..& i have to buy things for my beloved section..if nt i feel like im jus receiving & nt giving..hahax! i feel so cheapo lidat..lolx! hahax! my bro's bday on tt day summore..sianx! if u ask me for advise, i think tt the old usual flowers & chocolates or jus smth sweet will b gd enough..gals will think tt the person hu gives em those prezzies r sweet..i guess..but guys ..1 word of advise: oways take initiative..try nt to make em gals take the 1st step..


u might b the 1 for me..or not..
im confused..
wishing tt u wuld jus noe my feelings for u..



i stopped , Wednesday, January 31, 2007 6:34 PM


okies..this is for my dearest yuying flute section!!!! we've gt 5 free tix to lao dad's NIE band concert!! yeah!! gd rite?! & its only for our own section lah!! its 10 Feb (sat), 7.30pm!! but he nvr tell me where lah..u ppl can chck it out on the band board in the rm..if all ppl in our section gg, we gotta split the other 2 tix..he's on the pic & flute for tt concert!! so lets go & stress him up!! wahahax! lets go support him!! its aft band prac..so if u wanna change, bring ur clothes..(=

im back! its been a long time since i blogged..(=

okies..today was sianx! SS test in the 2nd period..shared the bk wif jt cus he dun have..lolx! den MT..edmund dui bu qi me!! he did his chinese compo during lesson!! so bad! he sae he tmr den hand in de loh..den my cutie daniel helped me & darling to buy food..den maths..sianx! den EL..kena forced to do the h/w cus nvr do last nite..den chem..didnt understand a single thing at all..hahax!

was quite high in the morning de..den when gg to skool den i was nt really in a gd mood..oso duno y..jus didnt wanna care bout any1 or anything..den sat in the canteen to finish up my chinese compo & EL h/w..sianx! thanx ming & ppl for companying me to do my h/w..den went for sectionals..haiix..jus felt like zi bi-ing..

yeah! tmr no piano lesson! & friday to sunday gt band camp!! ming & i yearn for it manx! wahahax! gg have fun & prac like siao in the camp! den sat gt x-change..wahahax! can gt to mit henderson agn!! aft so long can!

haiix! im kind of nt in the mood this days..oso duno y..stress? toked to ming in the sore rm aft sectionals for awhile..she noticed tt many ppl r nt in a gd mood recently..haix..mayb cus of stress ba..its usual when SYF is ard the corner..hahax!



is this true?
is this supposed to happen?

doubting my feeling for u once agn..
i shall await for my [E.T] [allien] to arrive by my side..
i think i really nid u...
stay by my side forever..pretty pls...
i jus duno wat to sae but...
uevoli......



i stopped , Tuesday, January 30, 2007 6:13 PM


HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY TO SENG SHUI HUI!!!

superb sianx today..hardly any jokes today..

geog lesson toked to huixian & sm..den mt lesson toked to shimin agn..den recess finally have time to spend wif darling..hahax! den f&n..its her agn..she's oways picking on darling lah can! she's jus superb bias! lots of ppl borrowed my thumb-drive..den she was pissed den start to scold agn..den tt irritaing 1 keep asking me for the thumb-drive! tell him tt im still using le still keep on rushing me..its mine ok! u go buy 1 urself lah! keep on rushing ppl like his work is the only thing in the world tt likt the thumb-drive is his lidat..slap his face arhx! continue~ den went back to class to put my stuff den gotta go to the hall for assembly..sianx! was the last few to leave the classrm..den darling & me got frightened by 3 lower sec boys can! run so fast..so childish..still playing catching..we sort of shouted..scary lah! hahax! den jt saw it & he keep on laughing lah! wah piang! heartless person lah! hahax! in the hall superb sianx!

aft skool..looked for ming..ate lunch & toked..hahax! mayb crap shld b the rite word..lolx! hahax! we keep on laughing..was asking her to guess smth..hahax! den mu & hafiz came..crapped oso..den li-li turn to come..hahax! aft i had to go for piano lesson..den we all left tgt..den li-li, ming & me were playing lah! hahax! crapper sia! my bus came..so i left 1st..

piano lesson..sianx arhx! my brain was dead! i canot think at all! actually cus i was tired lah..almost slp on the table..count the beats oso count wrong..lolx! cum hm den watch tv le! hahax! nth much to do..as in h/w lah..

MELISSA ONG is the best manx! she found me a lil of our concert on youtube! yeah! i love her manx! mus c arhx! but its jus a lil of it only..tt 1/2 of 1 piece..

im kind of confuse here..
wuld some1 jus bring me out of the confusion?
cus i really nid to noe...
the truth...


i stopped , Wednesday, January 24, 2007 8:39 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAY TO SI YAN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYDAY TO U!


im tired..luckily today dun have tuition..my tutor sick..so can slack wif my bro in my grandparents huse..hahax! did a lil of my maths h/w in my grandma huse..do until stuck le..den give up..close bk & go watch tv..wahahax! my mum duno bout it summore..shh..aft dnner toked to my cousin..hahax! luckily didnt tell her the er xing part..if nt duno wat will happen sia..lolx!

ytd watch some horror movie until fell aslp..wahahax! i think it was supposed to scare me or smth can! lolx! tt lil part tt i watched was so-so only..still can lah..in band m.f. explained the piece to us..den frm pearl habour to superman?! lolx! the way he explained superb funny lah! hahax! every1 was laughing! jus cus of bar 141..den he started wif superman thingy..but its really no link frm pearl habour to superman can! hahax! aft band prac wilson ask me 'wat does pearl haour have to do wif superman?' lolx! hahax!

okies..duno y my junior suddenly think of the seniors graduating frm band..lolx! its still mths frm it..but time passes fast..so i can understand hw he feels..i think i promise ming to cry on tt day..wahahax! its like all planned le loh..wahahax! so we r like saving our tears for tt day! lolx! hahax! i kind of dun1 tt day to cum too! cus i will miss every1 de!!

duno y have been thinking lots lately..oso duno thinking bout wat sia..jus thinking..its quite tiring thinking of things tt u dun wanna think of..or jus thinking..okies! im jus stupid..hopetmr dun have monday blues..lolx! =P




i stopped , Sunday, January 21, 2007 10:12 PM


sadded! no band camp! haiix! supposed to have band camp on friday de..den have to cancelled cus of some reason..sianx!

today gt band! had lots of fun! aft fall in gt sectionals..m.p came to teach us s usual..laughing here & there s usual..den had a combine..played set + choice pieces..wahahx! they finally decided! wahahax! den lunch break for 1h 15min can! 1st time lah! hahax! den lunch wif ming & jane..da bao can! cus we nid to buy cake for siyan..den had a tok wif jane bout her agn..kills my appeite & makes me angry..

told jane jokes during band prac..wahahax! make her laugh..yeah! aft band prac, took out the cake wif candles lighted & everything done..den we tot siayn is outside the band rm..den we open the door & started singing den she nt there..lolx! so pai seh can! den m.f. they all keep laughing..lolx! so bad..den we pulled siayan over den we sing..hahax! den we cut the cake & everything at the notice board there..only me, ming, jane & junwei was frm flute section celebrating her b-day..we have a grp of ppl to celebrate wif her.. den on the way to the bus stop..made ming laugh..den she sae im the only person hu dares to make myself look uly to ake ppl laugh..hahax! lolx!

i think im stressed..
or im i jus tired?
watever it is..
i jus wished tt U were by my side..


i stopped , Saturday, January 20, 2007 8:12 PM


okies! im tired! superb tired!! jus finished rushing the f&n 'O' coursework!! actually i was superb pissed while doing it..everything went wrong when i 1st started..den ppl came to help me..den they oso tell me to relax and all tt type of encouraging words!! thanx so much manx! i love u ppl!!

mayb i was really feeling stressed bout it..cus its for the 'O's lah can! hw can dun stress?! summore if hand in lae t'cher gg to minus marks lah! haiix! tts my suxy world..

anw..i had in my dieting..so i hack care le..jus go & eat..hahax! den 1st 4 lessons kept toking to hui xian & shi min..so fun sia..hahax! denhad recess wif darling, andy & jeremy..hahax! toked lots of crap & had our food..den aft recess was 4 xtremely boring lessons..F&N!! 2hrs can! superb sianx..but den we went to com lab to do the stuff..& i forgot to bring my thumb drive!! stupid me manx! -argh!- den had to borrow frm ling..den assembly..duno wat IT tok..wah piang..i think they r jus wasting their time loh..oso nt much ppl listening excpet the sec 1s lah..

stayed in skool for lunch wif ming, li-li & jane..den went for piano..sianx! i did nt do my h/w..so i got lots of h/w piling up..den my t'cher sae i look very tired..den let me go hm earlier..lolx! but i dun think its earlier..hahax!

tmr gt band! yeah! den the sec 1s cuming for audition..in terms of choosing their instru..yeah! i wanna c which lucky boy cum into my section! wahahax! den jun wei gt company le..wahahax! den which 3 lucky gals cum to my section too! wahahax! cool!


i stopped , Wednesday, January 17, 2007 11:38 PM


the weather nw makes me miss HK even more!! the weather is like so cool this days!! miss those HK days wif the band mems..memories!! =D

okies! monday blues..but den still okies lah..gt neelam the entertainer sitting behind me is so hilarious manx! hahax! spent most of my energy laughing & disturbing him in class..lolx! today, my bing mao- alyssa nvr cum..sick..heard its quite bad..aiyoh..dear..take great cares of urself yah? continue..den had recess wif alicia & darling..on diet..so had only the yohgurt drink..was starving during lessons aft tt can! den aft skool had some tok..i really pity tt speaker manx! no1 was listening to him at all lah! haiix..i oso lah..playing & laughing wif andy, jeremy & darling..hahax!

aft skool..stayed in skool to look for some t'chers..but they all nt there can! lolx! den had 'lunch' wif ming..den while waiting for the heavy rain to stop..we did our h/w & played a fool..wahahx! superb fun playing wif li-li, brid & ming..hahax! den went hm wif yimei.. (=

sat was the CCA open huse..wahahax! was superb high wif ming & tt grp of ppl can! hahax! i was in-charge of the booth wif ming & supposedly azmir..den 'kicked' vivien 'out' cus mu sae i in-charge of booth..so i ask vivien to pull sec 1s over loh..so sry bout tt vivien..(= den we were singing, dancing & jumping all ard at our booth! den the co ppl came to snatch ppl frm us! den we fought back! they gt their own ppl, so do we! & we have more to fight u ppl back! wahahx! had so much fun..den to our suprise, 92 ppl had put their names dwn for bandwhen our target is only bou 40! * 3 cheers to the band mems for their hard work in pulling ppl!* den the whole thing ended at 1pm..den had lunch wif laoma, li-li & ming..brid lah! supposed to come along de loh..den last min back out..sianx!

ytd woke up at bout 10+..den went to J8 wif bro & parents to get some stuff..but forgot to buy foolscap paper!! bot smth for my lil baby niece..wahahx! nw i owe my bro more $!! i wanna gt my $ back frm the band fund sia..so long liao le loh..nw i broke liao..den summore nxt mth gt valentine's day & ppl bday..siao-siao arhx..den aft lunching in ahma huse..came back hm & have tuition..superb sianx! i admit tt i was nt listening to my tutor most of the time..i was jus staring into balcnk air & thinking bout other things..haiix..was feeling superb tired can!

nw im feeling the stress!! f&n..i duno which qns to choose..& its for 'O's can! if i choose wrongly, i duno hw to do..den its like im a goner for tt paper liao lah! so im superb worried nw..& i have to hand in part of the h/w on thursday! OMG! im panicing!! -argh!-

tmr gt sectionals..actualy can go out wif the class to catch a movie de..but den i rather go for sectionals..cus music rocks my life totally!! den wed paino..gt to memorise all the italian terms & french terms..siao liao..den thur gt band prac..fri gt PTC & band camp..omg! gt test agn! hope i gt 85% & above so i can b promoted..i wanna stay at CPL no more!! hope to gt double promotion sia! JIAYOU!! cus tt ranks gt points 1..important! & im so shit wif those italian terms can! im having a bad feeling bout this manx! haiix! jus gotta JIAYOU!!

nw im oways think bout band or the classroom..omg! & i have oways been thinking bout this..aft SYF..i will surely miss my beloved band mems..& mug like mad for the 'O's..& the exams r starting in may or smth lidat..& tt is bout mayb a few wks aft SYF!! hw to mug lidat?! i will go crazy if i were to chiong for tt exams manx!


U r the one tt i nid..
u r everything that i longed for..
without U..there might not be me..


i stopped , Monday, January 15, 2007 6:53 PM


im superb tired!! spending most of my time in skool is nt a really nice thing to do..have nt been blogging cus too tired liao..i nw oso no diff..but den have to do smth on the com..so have to cheng zhe..JIAYOU!

during band time..gt lecturing frm m.f for quite some time..den broke up for sectionals while the 5 of us playing senza misura..we were wif m.f for the whole sectional time..thinking & trying out the senza misura part..i was brain dead s usual..hahax! den proceed to the hall for sound check, but me, shihui, daniel + zhichao went ard to put up posters..lolx! den when we went up tot the hall, only play a lil den pack up liao..

aft band stayed in skool to continue the orientation stuff..sianx! im so dead..i ahve nt finish my chinese holi h/w sia..siao liao..have to hand in by tmr..omg! continue..den mu nw den noe a secret tt i have told ming & friends a long time ago..hahax! he so lag sia..hahax! den let at bout 8+..reached hm at bout 9+..hahax!

im so jealous manx! saw 2 couples in the skool when we were doing the orientaton stuff..hahax! brings back memories..but they r MEMORIES..HISTOY of my life..so shant think bout all this stuff..im too tired manx! im nw focing myslef to b awake..hahax! tmr will b a long day.. & im gg on a diet soon..im putting on weight & im fat!

tmr mus go skool so early..siao-siao..hahax! yeah! tmr is the day tt i have fun! hahax! im slpy..& im trying t cut dwn on wat i eat..hahax! i wanna slp..my eyes r jus closing by themselves..lolx!


hw i wish it was jus U & me..
accompanying me when im lonely..
helping me overcome all obsticals..
holding my hand guiding me through the darkness..
wipping the tears off my checks when im down..

U r the one tt i longed for..
but where r u?
im at a state of gg crazy soon..
wake me up will u?
i dun wanna go through all this pain agn..

its raining non-stop outside the window..
so it is in my heart..secretly..
so pls do me a favour..
slap me real hard in the face so i can wake up..

there's no me without U, darling..
stay by my side wuld u?
the useless & hopeless me is nth without u..


i stopped , Friday, January 12, 2007 9:49 PM


im feeling so dead..its jus he start of skool & i have tt pile of holi h/w nt done at all..OMG! i really regreted nt doing my h/w during the holi & nw burning mid-nite oil jus to omplete em! i jus feel tt im seemed to b oways regreting..haiix!

jus duno y im feeling quite sucky dis few days..feeling superb tired in class..wanna slp..but mus pay attention & ren! & i think this is bad..wats wrong wif me manx?!

anw..crapped wif darling today..lessons were quite boring today..den during maths & POA lesson, ling & i was quite attentive can! its like SUPERB RARE can! so if im paying attention in class, tt tcher shld b happy..lolx! hahax! but i have no choice but to pay attention..cus i regretted nt paying attention in class for the pass few yrs..den aft skool.. looked for shi hui to do the orientation thingys..den in the end we all ended up doing our own h/w..hahax! but den we gt do a lil of the stuff lah..hahax! siao liao..ms loh wanna c em..

mu came to look for me & told me smth tt really shocked me out of my life can! wah piang! i dont really wanna do it for camp..but i noe i was sabo-ED s wat mu told me lah..OMG!! ask me to do this kind of thing..but its nt really my job to do it loh..its the majors job to do it can! y i have to do it on the 1st day for 2 times? haiix..mus learn b4 the camp..if nt camp tt time sure kena punished until very badly 1..better to b safe than sorry..lolx! actually i dun wanna go for camp cus will kena tortured..but i wanna go cus we will b doing lots of fun suff lah..hahax!

okies! nw im in trouble..i have nt finish my chinese holi h/w..den jus nw li-li did a lil for me..hahax! ming sae i bully her sia..hahax! lolx! den siyan+ming wanna buy valentine's day prezzie for the section..den lidat i oso nid to buy lah! ming zhi dao wo hen lan duo qu mai..ming purposely 1 loh..haiix..im like oways reciving & nvr giving can! i oways take..den no time or lazy to buy for em..but x'mas & all tt i gt buy lah..hahax! sianx diao..

tmr gt sectionals..den i dun think im gg for the sec 1 games thingy..i wanna go for sectionals..hahax! sianx leh..every day in my life gt to do wif music..sianx! its gd lah..& nw oso practising for SYF..but den i think too much of it will make me crazy!! hahax! cool!


me being stressed?
not i hope..
i might jus b tired..

but it might help if i had u by my side..
guiding me through..
tts jus my childish dream..


i stopped , Monday, January 08, 2007 11:07 PM


okies..i noe i shld nt b blogging nw cus i nid to rush the chinese holi h/w..hahax! until nt even 1 set is completed can! hahax! so cool! shld have completed in the holi tts y its called holi h/w..lolx! but too busy during the holi liao..its jus band, band & more band! nw tt we have gotten the band schedule..i've gotten it all in my fone..so nw nxt step is to..arrange for tuition..haiix..geting sick of tt word liao..my parents keep repeating tt word..oways sae: have u arrange for tuition? i tot i ask u to put it on sunday 1st, den u can arrange it on other days ltr on? lolx! wah piang! anw..i oso nid to wake up!! SEC 4 LIAO!!

ytd band..wahahax! quite fun lah..hahax! but im still nt caring bout em..although im nt angry at all liao..aft band prac..went to eat wif ming, brid, jane & li-li..crapped so much can! hahax! had fun toking & eating..den went back hm..watch a lil of tv den m.f called..toked to him for awhile..hahax! partly crapping oso..den toked bout this & tt..den he gt 2nd line..lolx! den aft tt called me back..sianx diao..normally he wont called back 1 loh..hahax! den fell aslp..woke up le den went out for dinner & went to my aunty huse..crapped wif my bros all the while..hahax!

today oso crapped wif em..i woke up the earliest! hahax! once in a blue moon..den aft breakfast, went to grandma huse for lunch den went to popular to gt stuff..den went to lim chu kang area..went to the hydroponics farm tt we went last yr..& went to some fish farm for fun..hahax! saw this huge fish..wah piang! den my bro went to buy food to feed the fish..the aunty still teach him hw to feed the fish in a way gt excitment..lolx! in the my dad fed the fish..tt fish siao-siao 1 sia! so big & the action to grab the fish oso so big..siao-siao..gt a shock when it rushed to gt the food..den i gt splashed by the fish too! den went to my other grandma huse for dinner & did a lil of the chinese there..crapped wif my cousin & my bro..hahax!


tmr studying le..oso duno gt wat lessons..dun have time-table yet..sianx! den tuesday gt sectionals..wednesday- piano..thursday+friday+sat- band! all full manx! sunday is to 'rest' & do h/w..hahax! sianx!

I MISS HK LOTS!!! i wanna go there agn!! thinking of HK brings back gd & bad memories..haiix..& there r still probs which still canot settle..problamatic! i tot of seeking help..but i noe it will nvr help 1..we jus have to solve it ourselves..so nw..im having a headache!! thinking of ways to solve tt huge prob!! help me!!

im in a delima nw..
headache!


i stopped , Sunday, January 07, 2007 9:33 PM


skool reopen le..superb sianx! nvr had enough holidays yet..

had to bring the sec 1s ard the skool for the 1st day..y mus i b in tt grp?! if nt y mus they pick 1H instead of 1C?! oh well..nvm..first day wif 1H..made a few new friends..toked to em..they were suerb quiet and their class oso very lil ppl..4 gals nia..the rest all guys..den brot em for recess..den i nvr eat..cus i nvr bring my wallet dwn..but den darling came dwn wif my wallet during our recess time..so sweet of her manx! didnt regreted gg on wif 1H cus although they r a lil weird, naughty, attitude & watever u can think of, they a fun to b wif! played games wif em aft their recess today..alicia PS-ed me can! but i gt norhana + melissa ong..wahahax! intro-ed ourselves b4 plying games..den tt cheng lie! he tell the whole class tt they can call me wat 'aunty teo'! den when they play the game, i was asked to play..so jus play loh..laihan pulled me can! den some of the 1H ppl call me ahma..lolx! used to it liao..hahax! so let em call loh..missed my lessons jus to slack wif em..hahax! den im forced to wear tie & i forgot to return oso..if u wanna c by lvl..im the eldest there lah! i think im the only sec 4 there..sianx!

nw i gt a bruise on my knee..lolx! fell dwn while walking up the sairs to find tcher..lolx! missd a step den dwn i went..hahax! saw li-li entertained 1A today..hahax! dam funny sia..i stand outside the classrm oso laughing..hahax!

anw..i actually cried today..but only for a few sec cus i told myself i shld nt cry for this type of ppl..thanx ming for being by my side listening to my craps when i was dwn..cried cus i was superb pissed..was tt supposed to b a job of a major? toking all the while & expect everything to b perfect?! u have changed for the worse & nw i hate u to the core!! & i had enough of it! if u wanna have it this way, i rather step dwn & leave! i spend time to think of ways to do the posters for the orientation even though im tired..i dun mind if u dun use it at all if u wanna use the pervious 1 we drawn..i brot the crayons & colour pencils..intending nt to eat lunch so i can help shi hui finish up the stuff..there were u 2 crapping bout stuff & nt even helping, jus asking ppl to do!! still sae wanna scold the advisor which is me! u didnt even help up & u only noe hw to use ur mouth to tok! WTF! i so pissed i jus throw the things on the table & walked off..i feel sry for shi hui cus lots of things is she do herself 1 loh..den u jus complain tt things were too plain..ask u to do a better 1 den u start crapping..aft awhile den u all went to play land..WTF! nw i noe ur true colours..u ppl r jus plain BA****DS! i shld have jus quited my post last yr..so wat if im the advisor..u think we do stuff so tt u ppl can gt the credit?! NO WAY MANX! had a meeting ytd & i noe the band can improve on things..but do u think u r good enough for em to follow or for u to sae em?! NO!! & u 2 r jus abusing ur post! so i suggest u 2 f*** off! im totally pissed off! dun even feel like gg for band prac tmr can! but for the sake of my section, im gg back to skool for band aft the SP thingy..but i will jus attitude u for all i care!
*sry for the harsh words being used..totally pissed!

anw..apart frm me being pissed, quite enjoyed band prac today..cus its long since i met the yamaha picc..missed it lots can! & my flute too! hahax! den aft sectionals, lao daddy asked us to bring hm our instru. to prac..& ask us if we gt prac in the 1s place anot..hahax! of cus nt lah! hahax! den he sae if we dun have sectionals ourselves, den we have to go to his huse for sectionals..lolx! hahax! cool~ den aft band ming, jane & i were crapping bout wat will we do if we go to his huse..hahax! i dun think u will wanna noe..wahahax! but actually i dun mind doing so at all loh..hahax! we were duno saeing wat to him, den he still sae he give sectionals for free already very gd liao..hahax! =P

i nid to wake up too! i jus nid to concentrate on SYF & my studies!! nt gg to think bout any other things le..im too tired..but im gonna go for all of it! cus im like a total slacker!! pls wake me up!!

mus things turn out this way aft we jus left 2006?
are things supposed to turn out lidat for 2007?
its still the start of the yr can!

wat a disappointment manx!


i stopped , Thursday, January 04, 2007 9:18 PM