long time nvr blog le. very busy seh. last wk of holiday had band prac frm tue to sat. love it cus i didnt do much but to watch ppl, guide, help & SLACK! wahahax! concert under the stars have cum to an end. but i wished tt time wuld go slower cus i really enjoyed the time i spent with my beloved juniors & band mates! & i cut my hair until dam short last fri.
over the holidays, had band camp! graduating ppl can choose to stay overnite or nt. but i chose to stay so i can spend more time with my darlings! had lots of fun during camp! especially with my section & those 2! love them so much! 1st day of camp went early in the morning to disturb the ppl in the leadership camp with mu & ming. 1st nite nvr slp. was busy toking to tt 2 & went out with lina to buy stuff. den in the end nvr slp! den 2nd day was still quite energetic! helped mu with morning exercise. but the rest of the day was half dead? den 2nd nite wanted to try to stay wake agn. but in the end fell aslp with mu outside GO. lolx! den nxt day give out flyers for the concert. parterned mu agn! i always tio him 1 loh.. lolx!
last wk band practices. love them! played with 2! did stupid actions & all tt! & nw i think my juniors noe the true me! omg! i showed them my true colours by playing a fool like nobody's business with tt 2! hahax! really missed having band prac with all of em! missed those wonderful times when we went crazy!
anw! wanna congrat all the exco members! hahax! dam happy when i knew brid was gg to take my place! i have faith in her tt she will do a gd job! & tt neh! librarian! mus drill her to multi-task alr! she's gg to have to think of a way to cope wif her librarian thingy & the section! so gg to kill her if anything happens to the section! & gg to teach her to play the picc. so if she's nt bad, im so gg to push her to play tt picc solo! wahahahx!
nw tt skool reopened alr..dam sianx! its back to mugging agn!! *argh!* & its like 'O's r cuming nearer & nearer! & my 'O' lvl MT oral is on the 9th july, which is nxt nxt monday?! dam fast! nw im expected to go hm rite aft skool. im so used to staying in skool aft skool lah! jus haging ard wif those band mates & juniors! they jus brightens up my life! =D
duno y lina they all keep asking me for my pri skool CCA. its like so shameful to sae lah! lolx! they have been toking abt pri skool CCA recently. oso duno y.. but to think tt ming actually tot tt i was in SWIMMING?! lolx! my skool oso dun have swimming club. siao!
nxt time den blog abt investiture & concert under the stars! cool! =)
Labels: mugging in progress
i stopped , Wednesday, June 27, 2007 10:57 PM
fuck my mum lah! dam pissed off wif her. still curse me tt i fail my "O"s. wat kind mum is this?! instead of encouraging me, curse me fail! hw i wish she culd stop poking her nose into wat i do! i have my litmits. the F&N coursework is due on fri. i still have tmr to complete it. & tmr other den tuition, im free the rest ofthe day! den at tt time i canot finish it meh? u think i robot arhx?! jus admit tt u 1 me to study 24/7. watever i do jus canot please u and dad. u want me to read to improve my EL. fine. i read. & when i read, u make so much noise saying tt i nvr study. fine. i study. i study till late in the nite. u SCOLD me for nt studying earlier in the day & studying till so late. wtf do u want frm me?! im nt here for u to scold okies?! nw im the only 1 left in secondary skool among my bros, so u have to control me. u give my bros so much more freedom than i have. its jus so UNFAIR! my bors can go out till late. & for me, 10+pm alr calling me mad as if tt im running away frm hm lidat. being concern is fine. but being TOO concern is wat i meant KAYPO! & she show her way of being concern by SCOLDING?! wat kind of a method is tt?! all u want me is to gt an A1 for ALL subject although u tell me jus do ur best. ALL LIES! LIERS! all u noe is to ask for results and compare wif others. only noe hw to put the blame on others or rather me. y nt blame urself? its jus freedom tt i want. dam fuck up!
*sry for being vulgar.
11 june.
band prac time! wanted to sit wif jane. ever since the juniors joined us, we have been separated. but den i asked angeline hu does she want to be taught by. cus if jane sit beside me, jane will have to teach her cus there's NO WAY im gg to leave tt corner sit! hax! den she choosen me. den 2nd flute so little seniors, so jane went to 2nd flute to teach rachel & jas. cheryl came too! i left at 10am for f&n. den when i went back tt time was lunch time & the keys r wif me! den when i came dwn, only left few ppl like ming. den brid da bao for me! THANX! den band prac agn! so many chinese songs. sianx! den during sectionals cheryl & i were slacking & playing other pieces, while jane have to teach the juniors! wahahax! den combine. flutes kena scolding frm mr f.! wah piang. but in the end still okies lah. aft band got a lil surpriese for mr f.. we bot a bday cake & sang bday song. the cake was supposed to be brot hm by him. but in the end we ended sitting in the canteen eating tgt. lolx! den was asked to copy the trombone part for them cus dun have the score. i copy until dam ugly. but they still printed it so assume tt its fine.
12 june.
big bro's POP! so i have to go to skool myself. very tired. slp at 2am & woke up at 7am. & brid was A.M for the day!! mu PS-ed me!! & i was thinking if i came ltr for band prac, den the band members wuld be stucked outside until tcher-in-charge came! wahahax! hw cool can t be?! hahax! den pulled jane back to 1st flute cus tt day gt siyan to teach. & cus i wanted to sit wif jane! but in the end teach angeline. so no choice. den i was having the usual of runny nose + sneezing cus of lack of slp! lolx! den slp during sectionals. den i was MUCH better! den section lunch! hax! was toking nonsenses! den aft tt went to mac to buy food & to meet mr f.. lolx! den walked back to skool & combine! played the usual chinese songs + other new pieces. den sectioanls agn. i was practicing on the picc for tt partcular piece. a lil complicated. den combine agn. played some pieces den when the juniors turn to play i was slacking~ but poor jane gotta play wif them! wahahax! aft band helped mr f. do smth & tok. lolx! wasnt happy wif the librarians tt day. wat kind of attitude is this?! no scores den have to print ourselves? pls b more professional. den kenneth koh sae tt i complain abt everything. lolx! hax! i admit i complain, but nt abt everything! im nt trying to pick on her. but tts the fact. anw. canot wait for the band camp~
today.
woke up dam late. aft go for piano lesson. did killer theory. dun even understand den jus anyhw do. end up all wrong. lolx! den tcher printed other scores for me to play cus im nt taking practical this yr. woohoo! she printed 专属天使. hax! can play a lil of it. & disappointment. got back my theory exam result. 85/100! dam sad!culd have done better! haiix! nxt yr gotta work harder! nvr told any1 abt it expect my maid. didnt bother to tell my parents abt it. gotta find my other certs. duno where my mum put.den called mu & we planned to go for the camp in the leadership slot to sort of disturb them. mu wanna practice his drum set parts. den aft tt we study tgt!
anw. there was once when i was walking hm frm the bus stop, i saw this guy cycling. he looks like him. i look at him, he look at me lah! lolx! very alike. but i guess it shld nt b him, cus he was skinny when i saw him in HK, but tt boy was a lil fatter. hahax! opps!
i stopped , Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:43 PM
its craziness! F&N mus b handed in by tmr? max. 40pgs, but im only at 16pgs?
thursday. had F&N. but i skipped it. i was quite pissed. its supposed to start at 10am den when we reached, they sae the time is changed to 11am. waste time only. den lots happened in between. so i deceided NT to go. so i slacked at mac wif neelam.while only 6 ppl attended the remedial. hw cool can tt be? lolx! den neelam waited wif me till ming & liang came! den we dabao lunch, went to skool & eat while ppl r having sectionals. hax! ming was super HIGH tt day. oso duno y seh. mu was on the drum set & ming disturbing him. dam hilarious! so fun!
friday. had F&N agn. didnt skip cus in the end i still have to cum to skool for sectionals. so jus for lesson cus tcher toked abt coursework part b. den aft tt went to heartland wif chew. toked lots of crap. aft tt meet ming & liang at mac, da bao lunch den went back to skool for sectionals. its 2 flautist juniors came only. dam the prefect thingy or else angeline culd have cum for sectionals. anw. we prac until sian alr, so we decided to have section bonding- cum-slack! hahax! den we sang "this old man" & played tgt. our juniors pai seh. dun dare to high wif us. hax! den we high ourselves. let them tried hobbits too! den when mr f. came, jane & i faster flipped the page & pretend tt we r teaching them. lolx! & i still failed to go back to 2nd flute! mr f. dun let me go back!! & he sae tt i have to play only the picc for the concert. so unfair! my flute had been dwn since SYF. aft it's gg to b repaired tmr, i canot play?! UNFAIR! so i told mr f. tt i will teach jane hw to play the picc so i can play flute for the concert & jane play picc. wahahax! but even if im gg to play picc for the concert, i will still teach jane to play the picc. dun1 her to be like me. had a hard time learning it by myself! & im dam airy nw. lack of practice. hate tt "fff" sound when i play.
ytd. tuition. tried my best nt to yawn so much cus my tutor said tt im tired. lolx! tuition is a BORING thing. so tend to feel sianx & yawn loh. LOL! den he went thru my maths prelim paper wif me. he did all the writing. i jus listen & tok a lil.
today. slacked wif my big bro while 2nd bro went for band prac. hax! USUAL. nth much for the day. except tt i have to finish up my coursework part A. dad came back frm USA wif sweets! but i wanted chocolates! anw. nvm..gt buy can le! hahax! feel so demanding.
tmr gt F&N agn. SIANX! mus complete the coursework part A and hand in. F&N's at 10am. so go for band at 9am 1st, den ps them go F&N. dam sianx!
anw. my 2nd bro is gg to sydney for band competetion! i oso wanna go~! hahax! think his leaving s'pore nxt tues. go for 1 wk! so his nt cuming for the 23rd concert. haiix! but my big bro tues POP le! hahax! so during his block leave, we can go out!
Labels: craziness world
i stopped , Sunday, June 10, 2007 5:50 PM
feel like my like is worse den anything one can think of. it SUX big time! izzit tt tough & stressful to b in sec 4? slacking jus a wee lil bit WILL kill! hw i wish i culd jus quit frm it! it kills jus thinking of wat is lined up for TOMORROW. feeling worse den a P.O.S!
anw. i think i shld b pia-ing to finish up my coursework. but im still slacking!! hax! the word *SLACK* seemed to be floating ard in my head.
i think i pissed ah seng off by saying "slap ur face arhx!" tt every1 in class turned ard & looked at me. lolx! actually im nt saying tt to him. cus i was doing my corrections, den he was mixed up wif "vanessa, alyssa, amanda, samantha & alicia" den i wrote smth wrong. very confusing meh? anw. wanna sae a huge SRY!!
went to skool at 10am for maths lesson. overall ok. learnt some of my careless mistakes. den went to heartland to have lunch wif ming. quite surprising tt she went for sectionals today. hax! den gt a lil prob while taking key. we tot tt tchers were still in sarawak, so we culd nt contact em until the staff frm G.O told us tt they came back ytd. lolx! so problem solved! den another prob. ppl rehearsing for cultural nite were using the rm. so we canot go in to take our stuff. den tt MU! ask me stupid qns. canot c tt ppl using the rm arhx? still ask me if the percussionist can use the rm & still ask me hw!!! slap his face arhx!! anw. den we played princess hr & a lil bit of this & tt, here & there. hax! den waiting for ming to leave tgt, ah liang gt prob. haiix!! aft tt scrribled some crap on ming's paper den pulled her off le.
went for piano. IM A HUGE SLACKLER!! nvr practice & nvr do theory h/w! luckily nt taking practical this yr. if nt sure DIE! anw. my tcher told me tt there's a new bk cuming up!! gt some great pop songs in there. so COOL! hahax! but im jus too lazy to practice. so i tot no point letting me play. hax!
reached hm. mr f. called. asked abt sectionals & all tt. den chatted for awhile. den im nt very sure wat was he toking abt. & he oso nt very sure wat he's saying! hahax! he was drained & so m i. anw. its understandable. i had this feeling before. hahax! den i was like watching tv all the way! hax! den on wif jane. chat like nobody's busniess although she had tuition half hr ltr. THANX!
i jus wanna b a FULL-TIME SLACKER in future! tts my dream job!
i might be disgusted for all you care.
but i do care about you.
i just to know the truth.
want to hear it from your very own mouth and not words by others.
can you give me what i want?
TRUTH.
Labels: big time slacker
i stopped , Wednesday, June 06, 2007 9:46 PM
duno wats wrong wif my com! its sooooo slow!!
ytd had F&N "O" lvl practical.it went bongkers! most of the things i did ytd went wrong! but luckily gt neelam & zl ard to help me. THANX SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME!
& we were told tt we nid to hand in our coursework part A on thursday! this is madness! i have nt even complete half of it lah! sianx!
aft F&N, chew & zl accompanied me till 2pm in skool cus gt sectionals. thanx so much dearies! den had to take keys for them. den i went cus jane told me tt she might nt b able to go. den i was worried tt there is no1 to teach my 宝宝s. den i went to see hw things were gg on. den i ended up teaching my 宝宝s but only 3 came. sadded!
aft sectionals sat at parade square wif brid & lili. den let them try my cooking. wahahax! so cool!
today wanted to go out wif jane & brid. but den they had maths proj. lolx! sianx! cus today is sort of my free day in this wk? hax! but nw im stuck at hm trying to rush my coursework but actually im doing other things on the com. hahax! guilty! & nw im still nt even halfway done & im stuck!
canot wait fot 11th june to come! tt the 1st band prac in this mth. i think i really nid a band prac or smth. i jus feel tt this is a holiday & i have all rights to slack! but haix! i hate sec 4 life!
i wanna go 2nd flute!! i really miss being in 2nd flute. rmbring all those fun tt ming, jane & i had last time. summore if im nt wrong, our alumini are joining us for the concert. den its like we will sure try to push them into 1st flute. den aft tt 1st flute so many ppl, so i can drop bak to 2nd flute!
i stopped , Tuesday, June 05, 2007 6:41 PM
sec3s, 4s & 5s!
sec 4s & 5s
flute section '07
caught in act cooking!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNWEI!!
mon:
MT 'O's! OMG! i think i really screwed it! duno wat happened to me tt day. i was sort of in a panic state. anw..all over..the most retake loh.. lolx! jane was so sweet! she msged ming & i saying all those encouraging words! so touched!
aft tt rushed hm to gt changed & watever cus meeting my 宝宝s at skool bus stop there at 3pm. ming & i left skool at 1pm. i reached hm at 1.30pm. den i called ming & told her tt i might b late cus i jus reached hm & i nid half an hr to travel to skool. instead of rushing, i was taking my time doing this & tt & even watching tv! hahax! until i was superb late den i rushed out of the huse.den i missed my bus! wat a day! & actually ming & i palnned to b late & let our 宝宝s wait. hahax! in the end every1 was waiting for me. hax! so sry! went to chalet & it was superb sianx! really nth to but to slack slack & slack! went hm at abt 11+pm cus nxt day gt lesson. sianx!
tues:
aft lesson, met jane & brid den we go white sands to eat & buy bday cake den wait for the shuttle bus. met jason they all & ming & lili. den go chalet & slack agn. den tt lifeguard. dam irritating. scolded jane, brid & lil lah! i feel like slapping his face! aft tt the flute section seniors which is US, took the boys rm. hahax! had a lil heart to heart tok. was cool! hahax! den jane, ming & i went to the play area to take photos. LAME photos! hahax!
aft BBQ celebrated jun wei' bday! his reacton was really funny! den we were rushed back to the chalet cus they have smth for the sec 4s & 5s. hahax! so touched! but den i was forced to sae a few words. & it was JANE TEO hu sabo-ed me can! wah liao!
den parents picked me at 10+pm & gave a cheryl & vicky a lift to the mrt station. den on the way picked my bro & friends up too! they were DAM lame & funny lah! keep on making me laugh!
wed:
went to skool early in the morning for lesson. den went back hm. den went for piano lesson.
thurs:
VESAK DAY! slacked at hm.
lili called me. unexpected. anw. she said smth which kept me thinking until nw. lolx! didnt really understand wat she meant.
fri:
physics lesson in the early morning. had F&N aft tt. but i skipped it. had a lil prob. went to eat wif CHEW! aft tt we toked for long! i was feeling really CRAPPY aft all tt toks. somwhw keep thinking abt it.
Labels: chalet '07
i stopped , Saturday, June 02, 2007 12:56 PM