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goodbye.

there came a time where i thought i want time alone or maybe for a moment.
and now seemed to be the time.
too many things had happen.
sick of all those crap.

i might be come back, i might not.
we shall just see how.

simon is a fat fishball.


i stopped , Wednesday, June 24, 2009 12:07 AM


i knew it wasn't going to be that simple.

so proud of myself today.
i reach home early and i finished my work before 10pm.
but somethings just never fail to spoil my mood.


my life will not be controlled by anything or anyone.
i very well know what's holding me back, but i wont allow myself to waver.
all these things made me a "heartless" person.
i dont wish to know,
neither do i wish to care.


apologies doesnt mean a thing to me anymore...


i stopped , Monday, June 22, 2009 10:31 PM


everything was just an illusion.

congrats to all yuying concert band members for the promotion!
may you guys strive hard and soar to greater heights!
not forgetting the new exco and sub comm!
hope you guys work well together and bring the band to a higher standard!
many loves from me!
so love me back!


"can a banana swim?"
yes, cus mine did.


i stopped , 12:08 AM


HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

i think i woke up on the wrong side of my bed yesterday.
was really moody till the moon came up.
all thanks to the entertainment from the crazy, fat, self-proclaimed "cute" cat and not forgetting those hilarious shows.

im so proud of myself.
i manage to do some things that i wanted to do and i helped my mum with chores!
weeeeeeee!

randomize..
i really salute those in the entertainment industry. they get little sleep and yet they can still have the energy to host and stuff.
and the internet connection seems faster in my room than in the living room!


i stopped , Sunday, June 21, 2009 12:11 AM


neither here nor there; nowhere.

when the "sian-ness" strikes, nothing will go right.
boredom kills, nothing helps.


i chose to head this path and i will carry on, not turning my head back.
leave me out and count me out.
appreciated loads.


i stopped , Saturday, June 20, 2009 2:06 AM


有时候，心里想的东西和脑里想的东西却不同。也不知要随哪。

im going to set my priorities right from now onwards.
studies comes first no matter what, so im going to put in effort although its kind of late.
i still have 9 weeks and 1 day to work hard for!

its the first time i really studied for UT. im surprised too, but i think cus i really am a goner for that module. so die also have to study.
im glad i studied although there are still parts where i dont understand.
oh well. all the best to me!

dumb bitch. you spoiled my day.
although its partly my fault, but get your facts right first.
dont anyhow blame others and still giving that f face.
and look for your manners immediately after that.
i have blacklisted you, dumb bitch.

treat people the way you want them to treat you.


i stopped , Thursday, June 18, 2009 11:23 PM


always my wishful thinking.

i managed to do it alone! so proud of myself!
thanks to the windworks people and the nice taxi uncle!
the nice people in the world made me thought that no bad ones existed, but it was just my wishful thinking.
they were the ones who made me consider so much.

im sorry for throwing my temper at you. it was uncalled for, but i really could not take it. everything came all at once. i am busy - take it or leave it.
the only thing i can say is dont go overboard.
LOL.
but seriously speaking, its the first time i threw my temper at someone thanks to the swings.

im supposed to be studying for friday's statistic UT, but... i ended up on youtube.

well, let me tell you a secret.
im in love! ^^


i stopped , Wednesday, June 17, 2009 10:46 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NURUL SYUHADAH!

i shall post it in chinese. next time i will do the special one as promise. =)

我越来越爱SS501!
每一个都那么的帅！他们有能歌善舞！一级棒！

今天有考试。虽然会做一些题目，可是大多数都乱做。算了吧！下一个考试就要靠好一点。

okies. that's enough for now.
i want to get my yogurt! i have been craving for it since a very long time.
and my plan is to sleep before 1am for this week.


photographs are captured memories.


i stopped , Monday, June 15, 2009 11:38 PM


somehow i just don't understand.

UT tomorrow is such a spoiler.
im supposed to be studying, but i have no mood to study.

my voice is always more "man" in the night.
and my mum is so going to force me to drink the damn cough syrup again.

sometimes i just laugh at myself thinking how foolish can i be.


i stopped , Sunday, June 14, 2009 10:41 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HYE YEON!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BAIZURA!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, HONG ZHEN!

its finally over! what a relieve.
many thanks to people who have helped me in one way or another!
many thanks to those who came!
whatever it is, thanks!

the plan failed. i guess i was in the wrong mood. arrr! whatever. there's a barrier there, forever. but its over already. what's done is done. so.. let it be.

now its time to try not to cough so much at home, so i can avoid the damn cough syrup!


phrase of the day: we rock, you stone! =)


i stopped , 12:37 AM


i need all the luck i can get.

the final race. just give it all then i can have my break, hopefully!

my mum prepared a cup of cough syrup for me and its currently on my laptop. im trying to avoid it, but im trying to keep my laptop balance cus its on my lap. total gross-ness.

i have a kinder joy in my bag! so happy!

okies. wish me luck. i need it ALL.


i stopped , Friday, June 12, 2009 11:14 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MR FAIZAL!

i could actually last a performance with just 2hrs or sleep? cool uh. once again, thanks to the cough. best.
i will pull through this week. after that, i think i will wash my hands off it. i have my reasons to it and i hope i will not waver once again.

im losing my voice.


SS501 - Never Again

Why didn't you tell me that there was someone else by your side
Even though it'd hurt me so much i'd want to die
I was the one being in the way, standing between you and him
Honestly, i think i did the right thing letting you go
But it's still hurting deep inside

I don't wanna love again
Baby, i don't wanna love again, i don't want it to find me once more
I don't wanna love again
Baby i know i'm being too selfish wanting someone like you, yeah

The last words i want to say to you
Always come out differently than i plan
You were my everything
But your cruelty devastated me
I was the one being in the way, standing between you and him
Honestly, i think i did the right thing letting you go
But it's still hurting deep inside

I don't wanna love again
Baby, i don't wanna love again, i don't want it to find me once more
I don't wanna love again
Baby i know i'm being too selfish wanting someone like you, yeah
I was a fool for not leaving before, yeah
I'll erase all of your memories, yeah all at once

I don't wanna love again
Oh i don't wanna love again
I don't i don't i don't baby
I don't wanna love you, can't you see my darling?
I dont wanna love again
Oh i don't wanna love again, without having you

Baby, i ought say that is over now.
i don't need you anymore.


i stopped , Wednesday, June 10, 2009 10:05 PM


never again.

sleepless nights thanks to the cough. not forgetting the damn hot weather. arrrrr!
i hate cough syrups to the max!
hope gulping down loads of water will help much!


your one sentence left me speechless, totally.


i stopped , Tuesday, June 09, 2009 11:17 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD!

the swell became worse and it looked like some water retention. LOL.
oh well. hope it recovers asap.

im hooked on HK drama now thanks to my aunties and cousins. korean drama will be put to a pause meanwhile.


i stopped , Sunday, June 07, 2009 10:37 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KIM HYUN JOONG!

arghh! fever, sore throat and now a swollen eye. what's going to be next? lol.
so brave of me. i still put on my contact lens. woooh!

just because i wore my slightly over-sized band t with FBT shorts and tied up my hair, my piano teacher say i look like secondary school kid. sadded sia.

i finally met those kids! including those lil ones! i didnt spend much time with all of them. sian. want to disturb them also cannot. they all looked so tired. oh well. all the best, kids! =)
my first time not staying overnight at yycb camp. woooh!
oh yah. sorry for throwing temper. the weather is just irritating me. its freaking hot.

if only i could just play as well. =\
i need motivations!

each time i think of you, i wonder how are you. i hope you are fine. i hope nothing of those they said are true. i wish you all the best.


i stopped , Saturday, June 06, 2009 11:42 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEANNIE!

i came back home with an aching body, sore throat and fever.
but i had fun thanks to some.

Lee Pil Mo rocks man! he's just so cute! go catch "My Too Perfect Sons" on KBS World and you will know how cute is he! the show itself is also damn funny! heh~

hectic day tomorrow.
i got piano lesson and im going back to yyss after that! weeeee! =)

well, im not sure anymore. i think i would just take things as it is. i dont see a need anymore.


i stopped , Friday, June 05, 2009 8:30 PM


all the best to those taking Os mother tongue!

NIE concert yesterday. and i was being bullied although i was the eldest there! BLWG is a big bully! lol.
dinnered with the kids at PS then headed to kovan for desert! nair was the joke of the day! with that lil hole in his shirt!
i missed my juniors!

just shut up if it does not concern you. i dont care who you are. just shut up! dont act as if you are very good. you guys are just freaking turn off.

2 more weeks to freedom! i am waiting for it!


i stopped , Monday, June 01, 2009 12:04 AM