you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

haiix..LOTS of things happpened today manx!

piano prac.. -argh!- i think i sumhw sort of screwed it a bit lah! o manx! i think i dun reli have percentage of passin nw.. o manx.. hahax..i went to skool late cus of piano prac manx! 1st time late for skool..but den wif reason..hahax..actualli it was so-so lah..jus hope tt i will pass loh..hahax..i zhuan dao leh..hahax..the examiner ask me smth..den i sae sry..den he tot i said 6 n he sae correct..wahahax..

den tuition..i was quite nervous lah! after so long den have a tuition..summore is a guy cher manx! wahahahax! had a toking session for 1/2 hr.lolx. he superb cute sia! omg! wahahaahx! oso a bit weird lah..hahax! i think tt his too kind le..hahahx..hao xin chang de ren..hahax..wah..hard to cum across these type of ppl manx!! haiiix...tmr my very 1st tuition lesson start..dun feel like gg leh..haiix..no chioce..hahax! hope time jus pass fatser loh..lolx!

haiix..tmr i think im gg back to PCPS..haiix..LAOPA clinton..aiyoh..y mus go to america..aiyoh..stay here loh..my LAOMA oso here mah..both stay here tgt loh..simpler mah..aiyoh..haiix..

i stopped , Wednesday, August 30, 2006 10:16 PM

haiix. its been some time since i continued to sort of count dwn to my piano prac. if im nt wrong..the last time was 10+ days ba..den nw its onli 2 days?! omg! i think im still nt prepared yet lah! haiix..hope everything turns out well on wednesday..hope i dun gt so nervous tt day loh..hahax! praying hard manx!

today.duno y in the morning..frm the start frm the 1st lesson of the day..i was playing wif zhenling the whole day manx! laughing n laughing non-stop! wahahahax! den i think ms pok was quite pissed lah..hahax..usual..hahax! den gt POA common tez. omg! i nvr studied can! den my life was saved due to gladys. THANX U SO MUCH MANX! I LOVE U LOTS!! den sectionals..met berince in the music rm to prac piano..hahax..kept on lahughing oso..hahax! den when she left..guitar club came..left the rm n procede to the canteen..hahax! slacked today lah.. =X haiix..hahax..spent most of the time palnning the shirt thingy n doing sum stuff..sianx!

didnt expect to fall sick on friday manx! den sat went to skool..but den slacked lah..reli nt well tt whole day..but den cus of band..i went to skool..hahax! jkjk. i need to finish sum stuff..hahax! sat sectionals wif mr phua..hahax! watched jane, yan ming n siyan struggled..hahax! but den i was feeling reli bad manx! karma ba..hahax! =P luckily nw alot better le..hahax! all fine! yeah!

ALL THE BEST TO PPL TAKING PIANO PRAC!! INCLUDING MYSELF!! JIAYOU!!

i stopped , Monday, August 28, 2006 10:47 PM

-argh!-

today the common tez begins..wahahax..but the main ones r only for 2 days..wahahax.. haiix..tokin bout common tez..haiix..chem was reli vei sucky lah..superb difficult manx!! although im nt good in chem..n oways felt tt its tough..but den even other ppl oso sae so lah! omg! physics n englich was so-so loh..i think tt 2 still can make it lah..hahax..after papers..toked n played ard wif bing mao zhenling n alyssa..chatted wif maureen..wahahaax! taught my student neelam chinese..lolx! hahax! slept in POA lesson..so sianx lah..i dun even noe wats da cher toking bout loh..wahahahx..im so dead..mondae got POA paper..-argh!-

tmr is maths n geog papers.. OMG!! my 2 worse subjects lah!! although i did study..but den i think i have forgotten most of em le lah! im feel so dead nw..hope tmr papers will turn out fine cus i ling shi bao fuo jiao de..haiix..regretted manx! haiix..

tmr i think gg to bernice huse to help her in her piano..duno gg where lah..shes deciding..wahahax..i think she asked the wrong person to help her lah! im very scard tt i make her worse lah! -argh!- feeling so problematic nw..

jus nw..reach hm..studied geog..den prac the piano..haiix..i feel so useless lah! im like nvr go at doin anything lah! haiix..fate..hahax! cum to think of piano prac..quite happy manx! 1st time being late for skool..lolx..wahahax..zhenling oso sae wanna b late wif me..haiix..dun wanna hai her sia..hahax..

BING MAO/ LAOPO ZHENLING..FASTER RECOVER HORX!! HAHAX!!=P
HAPPY B-DAE JING YANG!!! (=
EVERBODY!! JIAYOU!!! =X

i stopped , Monday, August 21, 2006 11:34 PM

haiix..tmr got english n science papers manx! omg! i keep on studying physics n chem lah..lolx! im weak in both..gotta buck up manx..cus is combine..so even if i result good n the other 1 is nt tt good..the worse 1 will pull my results dwn lah!-argh!-

went to grandparents huse for luch onli den came back hm to study..sianx! but den got spend a lil time watchin tv..wahahx..dam funny show sia..wahahax..stayed in my rm for a long time trying to memorise the formulas for physics..den oso studyin chem..omg! so difficult lah! hope i can pull through all the papers including my piano prac..so problematic sia..have been muggin for dis 2 daes..hope to get good results for exams lah..cus im like gg to have a maths tutor lah! wth.. i hate having tuitions lah..im like so busy liao le den still want me to b busier..lolx! nvm..for the sick of results..jus go n c hw loh..lolx..hahax..

im tired!!waiting for everything to b over..haiix..after nxt wed den can relax manx! im so worried for my piano prac..canot fail manx..if nt have to retake nxt yr..but den all the songs will b diff lah..omg! mus jiayou le!!! mus pia for my piano prac..haiix..everydae sit at the piano n prac for hrs manx!! lolx! i think i will go crazy lidat lah!! but den i have no choice!!! -argh!-

hope tmr i dun get a cold like wat i get during every exams..mus slp early..wahahax..if nt..it will b like every other exam daes!!! wahahax..

jiayou all peps out there!! takkaires!! haahx!

i stopped , Sunday, August 20, 2006 8:35 PM

haiix..jus two more daes to da common tez..im so dead lah! den 11 more daes to piano prac exam.. omg...

today..s usual..nvr go out..wanted to go sentosa to go c peixin perform at foutain of youth de..but den i dun think ani1 got go cus of the exams..haiix..den i studied fer the exams in the afternoon..morning after breakfast went to NTUC to get lots of stuff wif my bro n mum..lolx! my bro was like super nosiy lah! making so much of noise manx! hahax..den bought lots of stuff..but den forgot to grab sum snacks! omg! i have to survive w/o snacks for a wk or so manx! haiix..den saw yoo jin at NTUC when i was leavin..wahahax..her bro was so hyper lah! wahahax..den my bro sae tt yoo jin dun look like korean..lolx..hahax..

studied n studied after lunch..did nt even bothered to reply sms manx! hahax! feel like being isolated today..wished tt no1 wuld care bout me fer todae can! haiix..jus no mood to do anything today..haiix! quite worried bout my exams..-argh!-

yesterdae. band.hahax..usual lah..sectionals was quite fun manx! wahahax! but nw canot do lidat anymore le..canot punish anymore le..haiix!wth! hw can da 2 aliens learn lidat?! haiix! den after sectionals go back band rm..den mr faizal read to us the comments tt the judges gave us fer the NBC.. wah..i crossed my fingers all the way manx! i was wishing tt they nvr toked bout bar 56 onwards fer the part when me n aaron played tgt..but den in the end gt tok bout it.. got good n got bad..haiix..its all over le..jus have to learn frm mistakes..(= den borrowed da picc n flute back home..but i dun think i will b touching em..

haiix! i think im reli feeling strssed..im jus feeling so tired..dam tired..dun feel like bothering bout anything..even the exams..jus feeling veri tired..haiix! mus reli pia fer all the exams le!!

jiayou fer ur common tez ppl!!! JIAYOU!!! (=

i stopped , Saturday, August 19, 2006 9:50 PM

OMG!!!! its jus 13 more days to my piano prac can! den im like here still slacking oways lah.. omg.. and common tez is jus nxt wk lah..wah..im like gg to die out of stress manx! haiix..y must it oways happen likdat?! -argh!-

wah sianx..today's lessons were quite boring..den ZL n me was like tokin n tokin lah! enjoying ourselves can! hahax. den oso disturbed mr lee hong zhen.hahax.so fun lah! hahax! sumtimes i wonder..wat m i to do w/o my friends lah..i treasure em lots manx! thanx so much for being my friend n tolerating all my nonsense! wahahax!

PE lesson..o manx..salsa agn..s usual..den partnered wif ian n jun wen..lolx..i duno hw to dance lah! can sae tt im reli a noob in dancing..hahax! nxt wk..cher gg to choose 20 ppl frm the whole sec 3 lvl to dance in stage if im nt wrong..lolx..hahax..den the dance cher will b back to coach those lucky 20 selected ppl..wahahax! the dance cher is like dam good lah..he tot our class n 3E 1 step tt da other classes nvr learnt lah! wahahax! still sae our combine class is his favouite 1..wahahax! so honoured manx! hahax! salsa is fun lah to b honest..but den i dun think im those type of ppl hu dances lah..hahax..mus go find partner for nxt wk lesson..lolx..sianx! summore it mus b ur class de leh..lolx! totally diaox.. i jus wanna watch ppl dance..i onli noe hw to admire..hahax..

after skool stayed in skool to help latha do things..lolx..all in a mess..cus of me! wahahax! den after tt rushed for piano..wahahax..reached there so late can! den stayed there for a long time..sianx..den yan ming n me was leaving the skool..muzamir came over n ask me if i can help to play the piano for the choir..lolx! NO WAY MANX!! I HATE EM MANX!! JUS CUS NORMALLY WE TAKE THE KEY 1ST.. HU ASK U WANNA DIAO PPL!! DIS IS WAT U GET IN RETURN!!! WAHAHAX! PISSED OFF MANX! IRRITATING SIA!!

end here for nw..so pissed off thinkin bout it manx!! -argh!- irritaing!

i stopped , Wednesday, August 16, 2006 11:05 PM

argh! im like doing this band contact no. thingy for bout a wk liao lah..den until nw still got sum blanks lah! wah piang! can die doing all this lah. all the sai gang. lolx! hahax. den my bro was quite angry tt i until nw still doing .. sae wat its a waste of time..wahahax..

monday blues manx..mondays lessons are jus so boring can! =P wahahax..but den half way..zhenling n me was like gg crazy lah! =X wahahax! although it was the most boring lesson of the day..but den duno y so crazy leh..wahahax..we were jus reading a mag during POA n nt listening to the cher lah..wahahax..den the zhenling keep pushing me..i omost fall off the chair lah! cus i very slpy n tired..den no energy..wahahahax..den during reading..we oso keep playing..wahahax..den duno y after the mr leehongzhen cum back frm the national camp..den bcum errm..a bit niang can! =Xwahahax..zhenling oso thinks so lah..hahax! den those ppl hu came back frm the camp bcame more tanned lah!hahax..

today cum back hm super duper early lah!wahahahax!den did sum slacking..den. started using the com le. so sianx. so superb sianx lah! i need still need to prac piano lah..but den i jus have the mood..i jus feel like slacking can! but den all the exams r jus ard the corner lah! hw to slack lidat?! haiix! I JUS FEEL LIKE SLACKING MANX!!

so cool sia! sort of my 1st time failing a english tez can! wahahax! 7 1/2 marks over 25..wahahax..tmr got english tez agn..sianx diao..den still got geog tez lah! haiix..english dun need study de..but den geog..haiix..gotta go study ltr..sianx diao..hahax..

missed the fireworks on sat manx..saded sia..hahax..cus of miscommunications..haiix..den so saded liao den today duno y so many ppl keep toking bout it lah! zhenling n me was like -argh!-..wahahahx..gotta wait for nxt yr's dis mth..den can get to c agn..mus catch it tgt wif zhenling nxt yr manx!! its a promise!! =X

end here for nw..im feeling so sianx..(x

i stopped , Monday, August 14, 2006 6:53 PM

haiix!today went for the english programme thingy..quite interesting lah..although sum parts i dun reli understand..wahahax..its sort of like a play loh..hahax..sianx..i think i looked like a mad woman at tt time..cus i nvr tie my hair cus its wet..lolx..regretted nt gg to cut my hair b4 gg off! long, messy n irritating if nt tied up..=X

suppoesed to go n watch the fireworks today afetr the thingy wif edmund n friends de..but den a lot of ppl nt gg le..dam irritating manx..den in da end..nvr go..lolx..went to PS to look for **** wif dearest huixin..den went home..den reach da yio chu kang station le..called mum to pick me up frm there..den my dearest ZL wanna go catch the fireworks..den ask me if i can go out agn..wah! i almost killed myself manx..although i wanna catch the fireworks thingy badly..but den..im not allowed to leave le loh! my mum dun allow sia! =X dam saded! haiix..den went hm..eat..watch tv..den went to type out the exco meeting thingy..have to e-mail it to mr faizal..lolx..hahax..

THANX MY DEAREST HUIXIN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME!!I LOVE U SO MUCH MANX!

so missed my dearest ZL manx..she nvr go for the english thingy..haiix..
MISSED MY DEAREST ZL SO MUCH MANX!!

den gotta do band stuffs as uaual! hahax..luckily im nt chosen to do the blog for the tour..wahahax..GOOD LUCK BRIDGET!! thanx yan ming so much for trying to saboing me..but u failed!! wahahahx! so cool manx! but den its oso good lah..cus can get to stay up a lil later to blog on the tour blog..wahahax..put me in the grp yah? hahax..but den the main pupose for the tour blog is for parents to noe wats gg on so far for the tour n all tt lah..
aiyoh..all tt i can sae is tt theres nth to worry bout manx..ur child r in great hands wif the chers ard..wahahhax..i will put dis dwn if im the 1 bloggin the tour blog..wahahax..=X

i stopped , Saturday, August 12, 2006 10:14 PM

haiix..sianx diao..im like feeling super duper stressed nw lah..my piano prac is end of the mth..30th..sianx diao..im sure to fail de..sobbx..den is like after my common tez can. hw to study n prac piano?! argh. im like so luan nw lah..

yesterday national day..but den still went for piano lesson can..lolx..hahax..den stayed dere for bout 2 hrs +..so sianx..den went hm slp n study..wahahahax..so guai lah.hahax..den got my cert for my theory exam..wahahax..i noe the results le..but den nw den collect the cert.lolx.hahax.1st time got a merit..wahahax..quite happy..cus tt time spent a lot of time preparing for the theory.wahahax..tried lookin for my other grades cert..but den all like..gone le leh=X lolx..hahax.siao liao..mus go find em all.

today nvr go out..wahahax.slept late last nite.den wake up late dis morning.den wake up le..watch tv..den prac piano..den im on wif my studyin..hahax..studied f&n can.hahax.sianx diao lah.den im like so dead.i need all the info frm the SLs!!=Xargh! regretted informing em late manx..lesson learnt..hahax..haiix..

i so have the feeling of slacking nw can. jus dun feel like studying or doing anything nw lah..hahax.. jus feeling so siao liao. canot slack le! exams cummin. reli nid to study le! argh! i think i need to face reality manx!! lolx..hahax..

missed my ku-kuest ZL n friends so much manx!!

i stopped , Thursday, August 10, 2006 5:12 PM

HELLO!!wahahax.im like feeling so high today manx!i feel tt i need to go to IMH manx!wahahax.*hello intrusion!!!! -hanis was here-* wahahax.its so crazy in here manx.lolx.hahax.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN!!!STAY HAPPY, PRETTY N FUNKY KKZ..?wahahax.promise me yah?lolx.hahax.

haiix.today chase the bday gal until so tiring.wahahax.but den i think it was quite a success.hahax.so cool manx.hahax.although got celebrated ppl bday in skool b4.but den i think today's 1 was a good manx.wahahax.

POA is getting sianer n sianer day by day can.wahahax.den today cher nvr cum.hahax.darling ZL n me started writing the names of 2E '05 on the back of my foolscape during english lesson.wahahax.we were nt reli paying attention in class lah..cus dam sianx.hahax.the main thing is tt we culd nt reli rmbr every1 in the class.lolx.hahax.o manx.our memories r failing.wahahax.its like so cool loh.wahahax.den we jus write n tok n think n write n tok n continue lah.wahahax.den we like left out i think bout 2 ppl loh.hahax.so sry arhx.hahax.but den i written le.so.hahax.

its like so cool manx!wow!wahahax.my maths.haiix.so saded manx.it over 25 marks.den i like only done like 1 qn n left the rest blank.den i only got 1 mark lah.haiix.so saded loh.haiix.my studies is like so dead of i dun start to pia.wahahax.i dun care le lah!im reli gg to try to concentrate on my studies n piano prac.haiix.end of the mth is my death day manx!hope im mentally prepared to fail.wahahax.den national day still have to go for piano lesson.haiix.sianx diao!

hope tmr most of the ppl turn up to visit ms lim.hahax.hope tmr can go J8 1st b4 gg to pcps lah.wanna go there to c the thing tt i can sae i find it cute manx!in mini toons.wahahax.its like so cute loh.dis soft toy.omg!hahax.saw it da other time we went to eat at J8.hahax.hope its still sold there.feel like checkin out da price of tt manx.still owe my bro a bdae present lah.hahax.im like so broke nw.only can c n nt buy.wahahax.cool manx.hahax.my 'conffin money' is used to buy the arts fest things lah.i feel like an atm loh.lolx.hahax.i wanna go n a shoppin spree.hahax.very long time nvr go shoppin le.=P

stress is all im feeling nw.i guess.help?

i stopped , Monday, August 07, 2006 5:29 PM

haiix..i feel like slappin myself on da face manx..i thik i reli nid to wake up..i duno y but i feeltt im very slack..slackin frm the begining of the yr..den mid-yr did very badly..haiix..den nw..common tez cummin..den piano prac oso cummin..wat to do nw? argh..if i paia my studies..i will sumhw neglate my piano prac..den if i pia my piano prac i will neglate my studies..argh! haiix..

slept at bout 1 last nite..den wake up at 8..rushed to skool for physics remedial..lolx..hahax..waited for my dearest ZL..den chatted wif the drinks stall auntie for quite sumtime..den last for lesson for 15 min..wahahahax..so cool..tot tt mr tay will scold..but den nvm..wow manx..miricle manx..wahahax..den oso nvr tuck in pe t when i walk in front of him..den oso nvr scold..still sae wat wkend nvm..wahahax..so good..i think if every sat got remedial i oso dun mind..wahahahx..so cool loh..lolx..hahax..

came hm n fell aslp while watchin tv..wahahax..den wake up to eat..den watch tv again..den started using the com le..suppoesed to b doin h/w de..but den i dun wat to do..so..chatted wif clinton..wahahax..chatted for very long time..tot tt he reli changed for the better..he changed BIG TIME manx..tts good lah..i oso did changed..i bcame more siao..wahahax..

had pizza hut for dinner manx..so cool..wahahahx..my mama ordered..ate n used the com..chattin wif ppl..wahahax..omost messed up the table..wahahax..all the best to lucify..hahax..although i didnt watch..

hey ppl frm 6J '03..listen up here..errm..our good friend here (not me) has done a site for 6J '03..wahahhax..n his our very own CLINTON..wahahahax..cool rite..trust me manx..he had reli changed for the better..wahahax..so i think the site will b placed here..if i rmbr..hahax..or go check it out frm clinton..wahahax..pls have a look at it when its done..thanx..(=

pls go to dis website..i better put it dwn 1st..or i will forget all bout it..lolx..hahax..
http://republicofroyal.tripod.com/6j2003/

i stopped , Saturday, August 05, 2006 8:31 PM

wah..sianx diao..da arts fest date change le yan ming oso nvr tell me..lolx..jus nw den noe..wth..but den nt bad lah..i htink we still nid more time to prac..wahahhax..especially me lah..wahahahx..sianx diao..all the stress cummin up..i heard tt end of the mth is my piano prac..wahahax..sure fail de..wahahax..den oso got common tez cummin up..den no time to prac..den will sure kena frm piano cher de..cool manx..wahahax..

dun1 continue le..if nt my dearest yan ming sae like compo lidat..lolx..hahax..tts why my english better den u mah..wahahax..my dearest yan ming pls read dis..wahahax..kiddin..

f&n did muffins today..i did nt do much..most of the work is ZL n zhichao do de..wahahhax..but den the food was nt bad sia..wahahax..didnt expect it to turn out tt good..wahahax..reli nt bad sia..i did nt eat lah..is ayn ming tell me de..or did i try..?..lolx..hahax..i forget le..wahahax..so cool..my memory is getting better..wahahax..forgettin stuff lately..wahahax..so cool..

wahahax..so cool manx..band got a new score..wahahhax..picc solo..so cool..but den im nt playin it..i decided to choose my baby jane to play..wahahax..hw i wish i could do tt..but i think i have to play..sianx diao..luckly have nt get the scores to try yet..but den its like diff to play loh..canot get my high F s usual..frm F to high F..keep on having tt in tt score..lolx..hahax..i think tt score supposed to have two or more picc players i think..but i dun c da diff..i think all the same loh..looked through the score..so siao siao..wahahhax..haiix..

i stopped , Friday, August 04, 2006 11:49 PM