VA-NI-SA! tts ME!
i understand tt ppl do change.
but shuld i call it a disappointment?
its like..i noe this person since sec 1.
she was innocent, kind & all tt.
i always treated her as my buddy but i duno abt her.
but mayb due to smth, i feel tt she have changed,
be it for someone/something, i have no idea.
nw, im nt sure if i noe her anymore.
she easily willingly changed herself for someone/something.
where have her old self went to? i dun c any bad in ur old self.
y the sudden change? izzit gone for gd?
u werent lidat last time.
i think by saeing this, it might affect our friendship.
but i think it affects me greatly, cus i care abt u.
pls spare a tot for urself even if u dont care hw ppl look & think of u.
hoping to see the old u back agn.
tt B.F.P.O.S you.
i noe i shuld nt b saeing all this, but i think u have went off limits! & i have enough of u!
jus bcus u have the top few posts,
but tt doesnt mean tt u use ur power to threaten ppl & show em attitude!
u are just basically showing no respect to ur other mates & u want em to respect u.
oh manx! is this some kind of a joke?!
pls. 这个世界不是为你而转的!
wake up & face reality manx!
want ppl to respect u? show em the respect they own fisrt!
fancy a leader scared of being scolded by ppl above. wow!
wats a leader called if u dun kena scolding & learn frm mistakes?
everyone is NOT perfect. im nt, NEITHER u.
so stop having tots tt things can oways go as smooth as u think/want.
noe-ing tt person have some meeting wif impt. ppl,
u still forced tt person to leave the rm & join in the marching.
& u stayed in the rm to slack & prac piano.
wtf!
so wat if ur exam is cuming?! do u think its the rite time to do all this nonsense?!
r u brainless or jus plain dumb?
this isnt the way to treat ur mates. r they ur dog/cat?
nt happy abt wat i sae, go tell ur sibling(s), friends, family or watever the sh*t it is.
let em all cum find me for all i care.
today.
so-so loh.
FRC, yh & i were crapping abt our past.
den as usual, felt demoralised during CL lesson.
& so pai seh cus tt tcher!! *argh!*
F&N, tcher nvr cum
so eunice & i toked & toked, laughed & laughed!
den slp during EL lesson.
aft skool gt geog remedial.
tot tt u wuld nt go, but u showed up late for a few mins.
hehex! XP
jiamin pei-ed me cus hx & sm nvr cum.
she tot me maths during geog remedial?
lolx! hahax!
aft tt went for band, but i was studying.
den had all tt fun & nonsense wif em!
met mr t. outside the G.O while studying.
this was a lil of our conversation.
me: hello mr t.!!
mr t.: (walked towards me) wah! doing maths arhx?
me: of cus lah! i practice maths everyday leh! dun play play arhx!
mr t.: (laughing) wah! sure arhx? so gd?
me: of cus! anw. bye!
mr t.: (walking away) bye.
me: mr t.!! (showing tt hand sign) yo! check it out manx!
mr t.: (walking off putting his hand bhind his back showing tt hand sign)
ming, i, mu & ms c.: (laughing all the way)
den ming was like, "actually his nt bad arhx.. quite funny.."
lolx! actually. okies lah. depends on his mood loh.
anw.
jus heard frm my bro tt my big bro is injured! he sprained his leg!
& he gt a long holiday as wat my bro sae..
gosh! im worried for him.
thinking abt u,
tot tt age might b a prob.
so it might b nvr.
we will jus have to wait for fate to cum.
hoping it cums soon..
i stopped , Thursday, August 16, 2007 10:44 PM
manx!
really missing those wonderful days of my life..
im yearning for them to repeat agn manx!
NA(squared)PORK! those stupid actions & expressions!
gosh! im jus wondering if they r gone for good..
haiix!
feeling dam demoralised manx!
hw wuld u feel if u were the only person in ur class getting tt particular grade?
this is hw im feeling nw.
im all alone aft the splitting of classes.
& nw, i dun feel like re-taking CL anymore!!
tot F&N coursework is TOTALLY out of my life alr..
& nw..its back into myhands?!
GOSH!
darn wif F&N!
im supposed to b doing my F&N nw.
but..im SLACKING!!
looking at the thingy JANE TEO did for me & didnt study for exam,
it sort of motivated me & cheered me up frm tt CL result!
so touched! thanx babe! BEST junior i ever had!
thanx for everything u have done & those precious memories!
thanx LOTS gal! YOU GO GAL!
so jus face the fact tt ----> WE ROCK TGT AS 1!
manx! GOSH!
saw him play bball...so...UNDESCRIBABLE!
mayb.. cute, cool, etc.!
woohoo!
okies. im jus 发花痴-ing here!
so dun mind me. hehex!
pls jus allow me to jus do so for a moment or so.
*argh!*
pls stop racking up the past!
its really getting me to nowhere.
its unbelievable to me too.
but hu cares? its all over for so long alr.
jus let it remain as it is nw.
there's so much i can ask for.
so near yet so far..
all i can do is to watch u frm behind..
when can u be the one holding my hand
guilding me through everything tgt nt letting go?
i stopped , Wednesday, August 15, 2007 10:44 PM
okies! its really been a long time since im here.
GOSH! hw sh*tty can life be?!
im starting to feel back to my usul self..UN-motivated.
felt real bad cus i actually lied to my parents many times alr.
manx! if they wuld understand me better, nth of such things wuld happened! *i confirm!*
all i want is a break! u canot expect me to b studying non-stop like a freak robot rite?!
i totally hate my kind of life!
but its SEC 4 nw~
im trying to slack less & work hard more! dont u c?!
anw.
collected MT "O" lvl result today.
2 word: disastrous! & disappointing!
expected to gt a better grade like B3?
ended up... haiix!
& i cried. all of a sudden.
didnt expect to cry de. but too much disappointment in myself alr.
1st time i cried over results. GOSH! embarrassing.
* im so nt gg to tell my parents abt my results!*
thanx LOTS to zl, chew, eunice, hx, hx, amanda, sam, zc, ming, jm, joshua, neelam & many more! (sry if i missed out ur names, cus i really culd nt rmbr much)
appreciated it LOTS! LOVE ya ppl!!!
anw. u sort of saw me crying i guess.
oh manx! such an ugly sight!
went out wif bros & mum to shop!
but nt my stuff lah.
& combined $ wif bro to buy smth for big bro as be-lated bday preeze.
woohoo! he was so happy lah! hahax!
i had a hard time convincing him nt to buy,
but in the end last min my bro tot of buying it for him.
oh well. i love my bros LOTS anw!
i stopped , Monday, August 13, 2007 9:30 PM