现在我才知道。。。argh.. im seriously damn hungry right at this moment. and i have been skipping meals recently, but not on purpose.
the reason why i dont gamble often is cus i dont have that kind of luck. i tend to lose more than what i started out with.
and apparently, i went to jeremy's place to bian nian & gamble. lose money, but luckily it wasnt much (i think). but what is CNY without a lil of gambling?
went to yuying early to settle the scores with lina. felt so "librarian" for once. then headed to band room. they seemed so busy yet i went to disturb them. how nice can i be? i was so nice to buy food for them and glenn threw the soft toys at me! (okie, i started it first) -.-
then rushed down to amk hub to meet zl they all for dinner then to jeremy's place to bai nian~
woohoo~ tomorrow's piano lesson. 3 lessons in 1 1/2hours, but i know i will spend most of my tie talking instead. best. and i did my piano homework at home! like for once? =)
perhaps i was really too paranoid.
现在我才知道你为什么会这么爱他。
i stopped , Saturday, January 31, 2009 1:15 AM
potential (quit-ers) i saw.
yesterday.
went out to yuying to disturb them as usual. gossiped abit here and there with those "free" people like auntie heng!
rushed over to town to meet clinton. i hardly see guys who likes to shop. lol. chatted at starbucks while waiting for huixian. then headed to ps to find her~ (sorry, my phone had some "auto-restart" problem)
dinnered at ps. walked around for awhile then off we went. i was a kind soul. i sent huixian home & gossiped!
luckily i got bus to go home from serangoon mrt, if not i dont think i would accompany her home. LOL.
i stopped , Friday, January 30, 2009 1:18 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEREMY YEO JIA WEI!
*dont keep saying i bo xim leh..*watched love matters at amk hub with my family. its our tradition, but i was the first to break it! i have no idea why but i didnt joined them for the movie last year. LOL.
very funny show! go catch it! =)
and i met that couple there! surprised! its been a long time since i saw them. exams around the corner still got time to hang out seh~ so loving.
today was another session of eating nonstop. okie practically it goes for the first two days. -.-
thursday! but im afraid of the akwardness. i will always pull others along so the others will keep away the akwardness, but this time round. there is no one who i can pull along!
i stopped , Tuesday, January 27, 2009 10:51 PM
chinese new year this year is so quiet.
less visitors, less visitings. kind of boring. but my cousins and aunties made the trip fun. they were talking about some things (it rubbish to me though), but it was very funny. and the tradition went on. McDonald for tea break when we went back to headquarter (grandparent's place). good girl doesnt gamble, so i went to sleep.
many people like to ask me this question: why are you always so tired? -.-
actually, i also dont know why. too much sleep or too little sleep? lol.
yay! im meeting clinton on thursday~ wooohooo! its been years since we met. looking forward. =)
i stopped , Monday, January 26, 2009 9:23 PM
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! thanks to jun shen, we had an alumni band reunion dinner at his house after practice! and i got 5% of the knowledge for mahjong. i was PBL-ing or rather trying to learn by watching. in the end still need people to teach. LOL.
and i was such a good girl today. i reached home before 8am. as usual, i didnt have keys so i could not get in. and i knew that my whole family was still sleeping, so i just sat outside my house till someone wakes up. and my neighbours who were having their morning walks gave me the strange look when they walked pass me. -.-
its been long since i ton-ed. so i was freaking tired, but i kept going out. so i caught some sleep wherever i was. and its the first time i ate strawberries which are sweet! but i still dont really fancy them. LOL.
okie. toddles! gonna have a long day tomorrow, but im so not in the chinese new year mood at all. enjoy the day! =)
i stopped , 12:00 AM
last day of school. i wonder how will it be.its really great to have someone to talk to. even though its late and my parents were scolding, but i dont care. im not sure if that person understand what im pouring out or pretending to understand and just lending a listening ear. whatever it is, it sure did help to lighten my shoulders lots. thanks so much!
parents might not be that understanding after all. arghh. the passion seemed to be dying off. both sides seems to be a killer or maybe the real world out there is like that. i think the motivation to keep going in me died off after i graduated. im not sure anymore. i dont know what the hell is happening to me, but its like that now. must be due to the recession. LOL.
many things are bottling up in me. i got my reasons for not confiding.
and thanks so much for the cookies! i was really shocked and didnt see that coming.
but the chocolate chip one was taken away! >.<
i stopped , Friday, January 23, 2009 12:48 AM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, TAN SI YAN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, LOKE WENG GUAN! i love my 3 mummies and daddies! (they come in a pair, so i have no choice)
shopping with my 3 mummies yesterday after school was just damn fun! okie, i was freakingly picky when choosing clothes. actually i dont really know what i wanted to buy. i just gt the word "CLOTHES" in my mind. so my mummies helped me picked and ended up buying only one top, so die die have to go shopping again on friday. im not the kind of shopping girl, so i need people's help!
im going to make salad for my mummies! but we need to go picnic first. LOL.
oh yah! to my dearest yycb clique, im postponing the BBQ due to some situation occured. so sorry about it. will update you guys asap. =)
i stopped , Thursday, January 22, 2009 12:18 AM
the best damn thing ever.at this point of time, i think i need to sleep every few hours (people who knows me well enough, you should understand what i mean). i think i should activate the "goldfish-ness" in me again. i want to forget the things that should be forgotten fast and easily.
okie. i seriously need some sleep now. im feeling very fucked up now. i wonder what's wrong with people nowadays. F.P.O.S.
we need no star player. you think you are that good and we need you that much? NO. we only want committed people.
i stopped , Tuesday, January 20, 2009 11:54 PM
i love the wind!i decided to delete the previous post, cus looking at it just makes me feel even more stressed up. so if you read it, forget about it. if you have not, good.
its last week of school! and enterprise faci was kind of relax on us. so good! LOL. and i still have not done my shopping. shopping is just so troublesome. i hate crowds and im very picky. so it will take me quite some to get clothes.
im going to keep everyday positive and not get mad (i will try).
happy or sad, you still have to live the day. so why not live it happily?arghhh! my February's resolution:
-seriously diet
-dickies bagpack
-practice more
-love myself as much i do now (LOL!)
i stopped , 12:14 AM
i feel like a retard when you are around.im supposed to be burnt out and going to knock out any moment, but apparently im 0.00000001% more energetic after completing my RJ. and i swear my RJ was crap. i was only a quarter awake while doing it. LOL.
i cannot belive that im fooled by singying today. cant really remember but while packing up, i asked what day is it today/tomorrow and singying said its saturday i think. so i thought today is friday! so i went mad saying that tomorrow is saturday. then felicia was stunt and some people laughed. so i was the laughing stock for the day. BEST!
maths module today. had fun laughing at my gopal. LOL. i had nothing better to do and i went to disturb gopal. i was a good girl today! i did the graph thingy, but only cus my drama could not load and i have nothing to do. HAHAHA!
im packed; very.wanna date me out, make an appointment with my secretary!
i stopped , Thursday, January 15, 2009 11:57 PM
"sorry" is no longer in my list of words.to those who collected their Os result today:
be it good or bad, life still have to go on. now you know how important is it to study for this major exam. but its all over, so dont cry over spilt milk. those who wants to appeal, go get your appeals done. those who would get into their choice of course or whatever, congrats. as long as you did your best, dont regret it.
the main thing is to study hard in future no matter if your results are good or not. i support you all okie? LOVES!
i didnt broke my promise. i didnt get angry nor pissed off(what's the difference?). but i was seriously disappointed. speechless. i know its none of my business cus its your life, but as a friend, i cared. as always, i was taken for granted. it wasnt the first time, so im used to it. you seriously reminded me of the past.i have no idea why.
i stopped , Monday, January 12, 2009 10:36 PM
best of luck, people!tomorrow is the collection of collecting the Os results. dont worry so much people. if you have done your best, there's nothing to worry about. believe in yourself and be confident! i support you people all the way! =)
it reminds me of last year...watched Ip Man today. its like superb cool! i love it man! maybe i should change my hobby. i should consider taking up martial arts! freaking cool! maybe it can help me shed some weight. LOL.
(quite impossible)im seriously going on a diet and this time round, it better be a success! im going to cut down on everything! wahahaha~
stop being so childish.they might entertain you, but i wont.definitely.star players are out of my list.
i stopped , Sunday, January 11, 2009 10:06 PM
im so harrr-piiiii!i gotten my grade 5 practical exam results! if i have not asked, i dont think i would have gotten my cert and result. i thought i will fail it cus i seriously did extremely badly, but i was very surprised that i got a merit right on the dot! 75%! i think the examiner gave me MANY pity marks. my viva voce saved me cus i scored full marks for that.
so that means i can go on to grade 6! and my teacher damn kiasu. she made me buy my grade 6 practical book already, but im so not the kind who would practice. 临时抱佛脚 got me a merit. LOL.
and what's with people and branded goods? my brother just bought a shirt for $85. like what the hell? chinese new year need to spend so much meh? madness. and i still have not shopped for chinese new year! crap.
oh yah! i think i should just force myself to practice my parts. i think it would help. 2 more practices before the performance-cum-dinner.
and im forced to join in for the dinner.if its so easy to lie,
why is it so difficult to tell the truth?
i really dont get it.
i stopped , Saturday, January 10, 2009 11:34 PM
culprit.cognitive is as usually boring. but i was surprisingly hardworking. i did worksheet! and i got a few people in W47K addicted to the korean drama too. crap. i feel so guilty. it all started with me getting my brothers addicted and now i spreaded it to my class. HAHAHA! best.
i think i got a slight motivation/high to work already cus today is open house and i saw eye candies! although they are from secondary schools and even ITE, but its been a long time since i seened an eye candy in school. LOL. syu should understand.
oh yah. i got this year's open house t-shirt! (chelsea, please dont be jealous) i performed for the open house okie! dont play play arh. sitting first row and in the middle is kind of weird. HA! and i was entertaining syu, shirley and ziqi with my singing. LOL. i know the tune/melody, but i dont know the lyrics. so i anyhow make up the words.
okie. im tired. i want CNY to come quickly so i can get a rest cus after that im sure i will be busy with the Hong Kong trip preparation. arghhh.
oh yah! to my yycb clique, im intending of arranging CNY house visitings, BBQ and ton at my place. all on the 31st janurary. if you are interested, please let me know asap so i can arrange. for more information, ask bridget or me. =)
would you even understand me? popohagoshipso.
i stopped , Wednesday, January 07, 2009 11:30 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANNIE WONG!tragic. i understand how you guys feel when you have band practice on the very first day of school cus i went through it today. arghh!
wooh! i didnt know how i survived the whole day today with only 4 hours of sleep yesterday. crap arh! should have tahan and not sleep in the afternoon yesterday.
now im freaking tired.
still had HK trip briefing during band practice. practically nothing much went into my head, but i think i roughly know what is going to happen and stuff.
im finally meeting my rangers tomorrow for breakfast. hope UT will be fine so it wont spoil my breakfast mood. i miss them like hell loads! =)
deceiving myself ain't my thing.i finally recalled. he reminded me of someone; someone who was close to me once and it was you. then i remembered all the innocent faces of ours and the childish things we did last time. all i could do was to laugh at myself and those days. wonderful memories, i should say.popohagoshipso.
i stopped , Monday, January 05, 2009 11:53 PM
what a day.
im tired. maybe cus i slept at 3 and was woken up an hours earlier than my initial timing. thanks to a call and my mum.
crap. if that person just called me to wake me, im so going to kill that person! and my mum! arghh! i told her my lesson is 1045 and i think she heard wrong and thought it was 0945. she woke me up at 0930. even if my lesson is 0945, i would still be late for class! -.-
piano lesson was as usual, slack and chatting session. my teacher and i were chatting about our overseas trip. i was there for 2 hours and i spent about 30 minutes doing my theory. LOL. luckily im not taking theory exam this year, i would just die!
i think im just too addicted.i dont know what to say already arh. but im seriously not wanting to entertain crap. dont treat me like your maid, ordering me around. im already kind enough to be doing all these as a favour cus its not my job. what the hell man. maybe i should just not bother about all these problems anymore. they are just making my life miserable. ARGHHHHHHHH!
i stopped , Saturday, January 03, 2009 11:34 PM
sing me a lullaby and tuck me tight.crap. my brothers and i are freaking hooked onto the korean variety show that i asked them to watch. its really very very nice. it shows how sweet yet retarded couples can really be. aww... im changing my target and moving on to....KOREANS! HAHAHAHA!
my new year resolutions:
- study hard & stop slacking(if that is possible)
- buy a flute
- stop the damn pop ups in my lappy
- stop my lappy from being so laggy
- DIET
- stop overspending
these are all i can think of now. i will add more next time cus my list is really really very long.
i feel so busy that i dont have time for myself and people around me. this for sure i know im not thinking too much.
没有你，我也会过得很好。
i stopped , Friday, January 02, 2009 11:58 PM
just another day...im so sorry, i was too lazy to send out/reply new year greeting messages yesterday. so i hereby wish all/everyone,
HAR PIII NIII EEEWW EEE EAR!
may the year be smooth for all and all to have good health!
HUAT ARH!
and happy schooling, darlings! =)
my mum cheated me. i asked her what is the zodiac this year(meaning the coming one), she told me rat. BUT i saw ox on the tv advertisement! and her excuse was that the year have not come to an end in the chinese calender yet. -.-
new year is just every other day to me. but today was quite... well spent i should say.
lazing around and being a couch potato is my forte! but a miracle happened! i read the newpaper! foooh! then i went to complete 不良小花.
my brothers and i had bonding session! we were watching this damn funny korean variety show online. squeezed in front of my laptop when my bro's laptop has a wider screen compared to mine. oh well, cozy mah. LOL. the show is interesting and damn funny. we were so engrossed that i missed 小娘惹 and 一支梅.
im just so hooked onto korean dramas/variety shows recently.
syu, i know you sure highlight this area one! HAHAHAHAHA!
i stopped , 12:07 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!goodbye twothousandandeight.
welcome twothousandandnine.
its already an hour and nine minutes past new year in korea.
i stopped , Thursday, January 01, 2009 12:09 AM