you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

wah..sianx..i think being in the performers grp oso not bad lah..but den...nid to prac the songs..den keep playing and playin until sianx diao le loh..hahax..but den i slacked..wahahahax...helped my dearest yan ming to take fotos..cus her cam no batt...wahahaax..den kena said by lizhen tt wat i have no sense of artistic..lolx..hahax..of cus lah..if nt i go art class le mah..lolx..hahax..lame sia..den oso no time le..den i jus anyhow snap sum shots lah..u c..only ur instru. snap so special loh..o manx..hahax..wateva lah..hahax..got the pics can le..yan ming nids em for her powerpoint job..wahahax..good luck arhx..but den i nva take much leh..den i think sum of em blur..hahax..i wanna take a pic of the flute n picc again..!!!...the shot was nt sae very nice..

sry horx..jus nw went to heartland wif bridgy they all..den nvr tok to u much..hahax..was busy entertaining em wif yan ming..hahax..lame sia they all..like kids lidat..hahahx..so funny sia..sry horx..hahax..thanx for keepin me company oso..hahax..busy day le..can rest u dun 1..mus go walk walk wif us..hahax..aiyoh..takkaires horx..

yesterday ZL PS me...nvr cum skool..aiyoh..hai wo so lonely sia..hahax..but den nvm lah..got mc can le..nid to give chin huat..hahax..n thanx so much for ur chocolate horx..hahahx..huixin passed it to me..den i cum look for u after awhile cus i was helping yan ming do her stuff..wahahahx..thanx so much yah..hahahx..missing u so much..u better cum on monday..hahax..dis is a warning..lolx..wahahahax..

sry horx..dis few days u waited for me..but den i was like very busy wif band stuff ba..hahax..so sry..hahax..but den i think i will b getting busier..haiix..i nid rest...!!!!...hahax..nid to pia for common test le..den oso gt the arts fest. thingy cummin up..haiix..busy sia..no nid wait for me de..hahax..nxt time jus go back 1st loh..mus study..wahahahax..thanx for waiting..(=

i reli canot do w/o friends..band...n...u..wahahax..

i stopped , Saturday, July 29, 2006 9:40 PM

o manx..the attendance thingy is killing me..!!..argh..im an idiot when using the computer to do things..argh..make me do so long..summore i nvr wear my specs..lolx..hahax..i very scard my degree go higher..choy..lolx..

haiix..sianx..POA got new teacher..mr lam left le..sianx diaox..his lesson can slack..den nw..duno bout the new teacher..lolx..hahax..haiix..but then if i think i reli canot make it..den i gg call mr lam give xtra lesson le..wahahax..

tmr got band prac..!!yeah..!!i so so so miss my flute n picc loh..wahahax..but den got prac nw cus wednesday got performance in the hall during assembly..lolx..hahax..den wear full u..o manx..warm sia..hahax..but den can leave class 1 hr earlier..wahahahx..nw..haiix..duno hw le lah..got soli part wif aaron..sianx diao..hope i dun like NBC tt time so nervous..haiix..den playing picc when playing double eagle..wahahahx..mus go lian again..all the high notes..sianx diao..

ALL THE BEST FOR BRIDGET'S PIANO PRAC TMR..!GOOD LUCK..!JIAYOU!

i stopped , Monday, July 24, 2006 10:16 PM

getting busier liao..siao liao...still got piano...

preparing for arts fest...jus sort of finish puting ppl in positions..lolx..hahax..diff sia..but sum of em no choice..have to jus put em anywhere..lolx..hahax..but i think tt day would b quite fun lah..wahahax..arts fest..yeah..im duno y im put in the performers grp..lolx..hahax..shld b yan ming loh..she like plays so much better than me loh..hahax..sianx diao..

no band prac dis week..so we band com use the room to hold our meeting..wahahahax..shiok manx..air-con..wahahax..but den i was like copying n copying wat they all sae loh..o manx..my hands after tt was like so suan..hahax..but den quite disappointing arhx..many ppl did not attend the meeting..haiix..both yesterday and today not much ppl attend..haiix..disappointing manx..anyway..but i think we did quite alot during dis two days of meetings lah..mayb cus we have no choice de..cus we gotta hand in the proposel by monday..wahahaax..cool manx..its like my 1st time doing this kind of things loh..lolx..hahax..

sianx diao..nw got holiday h/w to chiong..lolx..hahax..holiday ended like so long ago le loh..hahax..but den no choice..gotta do..haiix..still have POA n chinese i think...hahax..canot rmbr..got STM..hahax..

jus nw on the way to the music room to go for meeting..aiyoh..saw huixin n friends helping LCN to do things..lolx..hahax..den luckily meixian told yan ming n i tt huixin want to quit the exco..o manx..i was like..NO WAY U ARE GOING TO QUIT MANX..!!!..hahax..both of us tried to talk her into not quiting the exco..aiyoh..huixin arhx..pls arhx..dun scare me lidat can anot..?..u got into exco means tt u got leadership qualities loh..dun look dwn on urself can..?..i noe a lot of things have happened..but den cheer up kkz..?..pls stay in the commitee..yan ming needs u very much..so does the band..hahax...pls arhx..

during lesson..so sianx..during chinese lesson..so tired..not even paying attention to the teacher..wahaahx..then ried to keep myself awake by disturnbing SHIMIN..hahax..dam funny manx..den after tt is physics..keep talking to my dearest zhenling..wahahahax..den geog..shimin cum and disturb me back..den huixian not here today..so sianx..hahax..den f&n..lolx..hahax..nth much to do loh..hahax..sianx diao...

huixian..takkaires arhx..i want to c u for geog lessons..!!!..hahax..huixin..cheer up..n pls continue to stay in the band com...=)

want to stop here le..need to do things..lolx..need to rush proposel..but i oso duno hw to do lah..hahax..=P

i stopped , Friday, July 21, 2006 6:35 PM

haiix..jus 3 more marks..to a gold..77.36..haiix..sobbx manx..but den good job lah..at least we got a high silver..nxt year SYF will be a better grade..!!.. congrats n good job..
congrats to SSW..hahahx..87..gold..well done..

haiix..its like so saeded..wahahahax..practicing for duno hw long le..but i dun think its veri long lah..den in the end jus 3 more marks to gold..thinking of it jus makes tears wanna flow..haiix..i feel tt its disappointing manx..haiix..but its all over..next year SYF will be better..!!..MUST be better..lolx..hahax..actually after knowing our results..i quite saded de..but den when i go n take a long nap..n woke up receiving my bro's msg..i was dam dam saded loh..haiix..i tot after i slp..i will forget bout being disappointed le..but den he made it worse..he made me rmbr it..o manx..dam saded..but its all over le..wat to do..only can work hard for nxt yr SYF..

wah..jus nw cry until like siao at VCH..wah..tried to hold back le..but den saw yan ming n jane crying..den in the end..ended up crying wif em..haiix..cried very badly i think..den while walking to the other side..to wait for bus..saw SSW..saw my bro n friends..wah piang..they oso saw me..n when im in tears manx i think..argh..haiix..i think i nid a long good nite slp..trying to forget it..thinking of it will only make me wanna cry my heart out even more manx..haiix..i will nvr forget dis date..nvr..i hope..STM..

i think mr phua is rite..in life there are many 'ifs' in everything we do..like after a competition..i think its true lah..i tot o many qns..n they all started wif the word 'if'..hahax...n the result will be the same amount as the amount u worked for it..hahax..

haiix..tmr..its back to studyin n piano le..i oso dun when is my piano exam..o manx..sort of given up hope on tt le..i think i can be prepared to retake it nxt yr le..sure fail de..dun care le..jus gg to try..if i have known tt im so busy..i dun think i will take da exam..haiiix..

never forgetting dis day.....

i stopped , Saturday, July 15, 2006 10:33 PM

haiix..today so sianx manx..da lessons before recess all got teacher cum..but den the lessons after recess was superbli sianx..same theacher all da way for bout like 6 periods..lolx..hahax..if t change teacher still kkz..but den da teacher relief our class like for da rest of da day..lolx..sianx diao arhx..geog still kkz..cus i there copying h/w..wahahax..but den f&n got 3 periods..den after tt 1 important lesson..CME..hahax..i ended up slping frm all 3 f&n periods n CME..wahahax..dun y so tired dis few days..haiix..slp for quite long manx..den huixin told me tt the teacher took photos with his hp..den i heard tt he took me while i was slping..lolx..hahax..so bian tai loh..o manx..but i could nt bother to ask him to delete..very slpy..dun wanna care bout him..hahax..but den reli did think tt his a bit bian tai lah..wahahax..

wah..today band prac..busy sia..got full dress rehearsal..den kene frm conductor after tt..cus not up to standard or nvr meet his requirement..lolx..hahax..but i sort of think tt we deserved it loh..sum ppl keep on slacking..n dun treat NBC seriously..hate it when ppl does tt..den keep absenting themselves when da NBC is less den a week oway..haiix..duno wat dis ppl are think bout manx..haiix..quite busy jus nw..running here n there..doing so many things..haiix..sry to keep u waiting jus nw..paiseh..cus we in the hall kena scolding..hahax..veri veri tired nw..tmr nid to collect the information slip..den i thin got two ppl dun have summore..o manx..

wah..so slpy le..so lazy to blog le..hahax..

i stopped , Thursday, July 13, 2006 9:12 PM

dis is wat i owe my DEAREST ZL: I LOVE YA LOTS MANX..!!!

jus nw pe did salsa..lolx..hahax..danced wif gals all da while even though got change partners..wahahax..cus me n quite a few ppl is extra de..so jus dance wif gals when change partners..wahahax..lucki manx..keep playin around..wahahax..den da instructor asked ZL to dance wif him..wahahax..i onli xiu shou pang guan..lolx..hahax..

haiix..today got da english project thingy..den still nid to present to the whole class..aiyoh..my grp oso nvr do de loh..den ms lee brought the whole class to the com lab..luckli arhx..den can do..but den she found out tt we have not even started on anything..den kena frm cher..lolx..hahax..den in the end we only did 3 slides..wahahax..very good le loh..wahahax..den when we present..GoRO jus anyhow sae things..wahahax..if we pass mus thanx him lots manx..den oso heard a sort of bad news frm chairman..haiix..so sorry to hear bout it..

so busy today manx..da two majors nt here for sectionals today..den sort of asked me to take care of everything n tell em dis n tt..lolx..hahax..so busy manx..but den at least today ppl are better den yesterday de..wahahax..ran frm class to go take a look at em after da remedial ended..lolx..hahax..so tired loh..den i think when im sort of incharge of today..got sum things crop up lah..like da boots thingy..o manx..they sae is today send to us de loh..den in the end..haiix..den still kena touched by LI ZHEN..o manx..its btwn me n her onli..so pai seh manx..
anyway..band members..pls jiayou for da NBC..pls dun give up..u still got bout 2 more days to go..we can do it de..have faith in urself..nvr give up manx..pls take it seriously..i dun wanna loose hope cus of tt two aliens..haiix..tt two gone case le..dun wanna care bout em le..jus hope we will do our very best..n achieve a good grade..simple..

after NBC..is dwn to PIANO..o manx..on the verge of givin up hope on tt le..wahahahax..duno izzit too stressed anot..wahahax..everythime got important things..all cum tgt de..irritating manx..haiix..

so sianx..duno y today feel especially tired..reach skool den slp..during assembly..oso slept..haiix..

i stopped , Wednesday, July 12, 2006 9:45 PM

1 week le..wahahax..

so sianx..today sectionals..got quite irritated wif da 2 sec 1s..keep on moving around w/o telling us at all..quite pissed..they give me a feeling that they are not interested in the NBC..caught em in the canteen when they are supposed to be practicing near the BB court..i used to think that they are quite ok de..but nw..i think my impression have changed..haiix..den oso duno wat they tokin bout..tokin in their alien language..aiyoh..den still drink green tea den play flute..wah..i almost killed myself manx..haiix..too disappointed in em le..dun care bout em liao..given up hope le..haiix..jus duno wat to do to em..haiix..

jus nw prac my 'solo' part..using 1 breath..aiyoh..almost died manx..tried many times..nw i think can le..but den no breath to play da veri last holding note tt da whole section is playing..wahahax..yan ming tell me tt i can jus pretend to play tt note..den they play..while i rest..wahahahax..feel so shiok manx..but den canot pang seh em..so mus prac..wahahax..

today skipped piano lesson..wahahax..cus of maths remedial..yeah..ms pok saved my life manx..cus if i go for piano lesson..i sure kena de..i nvr even touched da piano for bout 1 week..wahahax..den summore my exam cummin le..scard sia..haiix..

sorta skipped recess today..cus went for da duno wat health check up or sumthing lidat..haiix..b4 leaving da class..hong zhen sae tt we go check our brain..wahahax..i think ME n ZL shld lah..wahahax..i think our screw loose le..wahahax..n ALYSSA CHEW JIA YU u veri good sia..nvr tell me..1 mth over le den tell me..hurmp..wahahaax..congrats arhx..wahahahax..

i stopped , Monday, July 10, 2006 8:27 PM

haiix..3/7/06..jus love dis day manx..darling..love ya..

so long nvr blog le..haiix..so sianx..n so busy dis few daes..haiix..no time to prac on da piano at all..spending most of my time in band..wahahahax..n trying nt to neglate u cus i think im reli spending most of my time on band..nw..everything is bout da NBC 1st..wahahax..nxt is U n my piano exam..after tt is...i oso duno..lolx..hahax..but everything to me is equally important i think..lolx..hahax..

today go beach road wif juniors..friends..n of cus U..but den didnt reli spent alot of
time wif u..so sry..cus i was sorta da one hu told da sec 1s tt we are sorta bringing em there to buy their boots..hahax..so sry horx..but den we still got er ren shi jie..wahahahax..but it was only when u were sending me hm..haiix..while waiting for da bus to go there..shi hui,melissa,yan ming they all keep on saeing so loud..wat hold hands..i so pai seh leh..hahax..but den we ended up jus laughing..wahahahax..i think..lolx..hahax..when we were leaving..ming yan gave me a task..to send alfred hm..den da ferlyn(nu er)..aiyoh..so naughty sia..hahax..keep on disturbing us..aiyoh..hahax..in da end..went all da way back to skool..cus alfred stay opposite da skool i think..lolx..hahax..den after tt we headed back to da bus stop n wait for bus..wahahahax..i feel like spending more time wif u today..but den i gotta sorta rush hm..cus i after tt i gg to my aunt's place for dinner..so sry..but den i used my fone to call u when i was there..wahahahx..cus i was reli reli sianx..n felt like slpin..but den im nt at hm..den u oso felt sianx..den tried to keep u company..but den u seemed busy..cus nu er keep on msging u..wahahahax..i nvr reply her..tts why she nvr disturb me..n den she was asking bout other things oso..wahahahax..n tt thing can so called b related to u..cus its ur buddy u two are toking bout..wahahahahax..nw den i noe tt my frlyn nu er is so noisy..wahahahahax..o manx..sad case manx..i got a noisy nu er..lolx..hahax..

so sianx..i gotta pia for da NBC..scard sia..haiix..hope i dun do any mistakes on tt dae..hahax..den mus oso go n pia my piano le..haiix..i seemed so busy..den nxt nxt tuesday gotta go for sum SYF primary skool presentation thingy..wahahahax..cool manx..hope i jus dun fall sick during dis important period of time manx..canot afford to fall sick..reli veri busy..argh..duno if its called stress anot..lolx..hahax..(=

stopping here for today..late le..i came outta bed to use da com de..cus i reli veri long nvr use da com le..been cummin hm at bout 7+ -8+ dis few days..

n thanx for waiting for me in skool on friday..u had nth on yet u waited..hehex..thanx..(=

i stopped , Sunday, July 09, 2006 12:32 AM