buckets of tears.now that mummy has returned back home,
im left with a bucket of tears of my own.
the sudden insecurity i feel without someone i can rely on.
even if the main purpose is for me to become independent,
i hardly know anyone here!
currently, im just feeling super scared and sad.
of what? i have no idea too.
all im doing for the whole day is cry.
just gonna cry myself to sleep tonight and carry on with my 3 chaps of reading (if that's even possible).
i stopped , Saturday, July 30, 2011 9:20 PM
just too reliant on you.
4 months; 16 weeks.
doesnt seem long, yet doesnt seem short.
i would love to countdown,
but it stresses me cus i know i have assignments and such to hand in as time pass.
i stopped , Friday, July 29, 2011 9:34 PM
always wishing you were here..i wanna prove to others that long distance relationship works out fine for us.
i always try to keep a positive mind to things between us,
but sometimes its gets tough and tiring.
and this is only the beginning...
i stopped , Sunday, July 24, 2011 9:01 PM
a whole new world.
i miss my home.
i miss the hot weather at home.
i miss hanging out with people i know.
i miss hanging out late.
i miss everything.
most importantly, i miss him.
not being able to celebrate our special day together and having to go to school for a full day is making me even more sad...
i stopped , Tuesday, July 19, 2011 7:34 PM