school's starting in a few hours time.

im so into Princess Mononoke! needless to say Joe Hisaishi! im trying to watch Princess Mononoke, but im fighting for internet speed with my brothers. so its loading like a snail. damn it!

i didnt know grandma missed me that badly. the first thing she said to me when i stepped into the house was: its been a long time since i seened you. OMG! i feel so bad. so i will try hard not to go out on sundays anymore.
today's weather suck big time. freaking hot! tomorrow onwards, i shall be free from the damn weather, but i have to go to school. damn.

why am i so fucking dumb? tell me, my friend?
now i know, this is our so called "friendship" after all this years. i really tried my best to let go the past and accept you once again, but i guess i was wrong and dumb enough to do so. what a fool i am. i promised myself not to be affected by you anymore, but afterall i still thought of you as a friend all this while.
but this time, its really my fault. i should not have placed any trust in you in the first place.
stop shedding (crocodile) tears, as if i were to care anymore. it wont affect me. i will just carry on with my life as it is.
"sorry" was once in my dictionary.

my guard is up once again thanks to you..

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