my presences is not needed at all.

mummy asked me what grade do i want to take until. i wanted to reply: to my current grade. but loads of people tell me not to stop and carry on cus very wasted. arrr... then she talked to me about university and stuff. irritating!
piano lesson was all about chit-chatting with teacher. she pulled me back into reality. she say until i feel scared about my future although i have not given a thought about my future. arrr! now i made up my mind to work hard! and she concluded me after teaching me for a few years. she said im the kind of relax person (i think so too). she even told me to kan jiong when it is time to, especially when my exams are nearing. i do kan jiong, but i dont really show. whatever it is, i was really being pulled back into reality rather than to live in my own world.

alumni practice was cancelled all thanks to the school. the key to the store room wasnt with the security, so there's no way we can have practice even though we have the room key. -.-
and i think the security guard is of no use. he was sleeping when i walked in! whats the point of having him right? and with his attitude, i almost quarrelled with him. i was already in a bad mood and he still give me attitude. -.-

what's the point of having a comm if you decide things on your own without letting us know? we dont ask for much. at least inform us. we have the rights to know. you dont run the band alone. that's why we are in a team. we should decide things together as a team. we dont do one man show.