STRESS! anyone please lend me your confidence just for a night.

saturday is the day!

this sucks man. if i cant do it in front of the main band, i really dont know what is going to happen in front of audiences. i seriously still got loads of catch up, but saturday is it. im not prepared and im freaking stressed up.
but on a brighter side, i was laughing i front of them. seriously crap. all the freaking unglam pictures up only. im so going to be dead.
i seriously pray hard and hope everything will go smoothly on saturday. hope i do well and not let anyone down. no tears would be shed this time round! and dont make fun of me after the concert!

seeing the juniors having band camp, i was so tempted to stay overnight with them, but there's school tomorrow and i needed to submit the damn RJ. i wish i could stay overnight with them. arghh! i love band camps. those never ending fun and stuff!


i want a flute; a flute with wooden head joint.
and i will promise i will practice damn hard!
but for now, concert comes first.