HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLE LOW YI HAN!


its so typical for RP people to think you are not in school if you didnt go online for the whole day.

im feeling freaking lost and depressed and tired. i didnt even feel like talking to anyone, so i appeared offline for the whole day in class. i tried to put a smile, not wanting to affect other people's mood for the day. there was a smile, a fake smile. it was tough treating it like nothing happened.
should i private my blog? or maybe just dont blog until i pick myself back up?

i complained to mummy about some stuff. she also ask me to stand on my feet and fight back. she told me not to be bullied by others. well done. but i seriously dont know what to do now. not in a mood to fight back or anything at the moment.

hope i dont dampen their mood when i go out with them on friday.


一直以来都没想到事情会变成这样。
这一切都是我一个人自作多情。
我好傻。像个白痴，痴痴的等着。
等到眼泪干了，才会慢慢的觉悟吗？
无论如何，我觉得我还是应该为你开心。
该忘了你，对不对？