freaking annoyed.

the start of my day wasnt very good. i was very very tired and i was trying ways and means to stay awake. new team was fine. i was the anti social one cus im tired. faci is VERY long winded. our team presenting halfway, she stopped us and gave 3 examples. irritating. W47K seem to have their ways and means to try to end class early! lol.
in class halfway, i remembered that i have not contacted the remaining few alumni members! so i got down to work. messaging and msn-ing in class. then i was quite irritated with some of them. it killed my mood for the day, so i wasnt in the right mood to study. during the last few presentations, team one was gossipping in a convo! that brightened my day! we were gossipping about the faci! wahahaha! all those crap! now they know im not the quiet and normal girl. i lost my "good girl" image. damn it!
after school, went home. freaking tired, so i tired to sleep. my mum and big brother kept making so much noise.

im feeling the stress, for the wrong thing. everything seemed to be piling up and craps are coming at the wrong time. i seriously have to get things moving. or maybe i will be more motivated if i could keep my mind off EVERTHING for a day? and please dont anyhow use my name without me knowing and after that scold people for nothing.

many thanks to neelam and syu! LOVES!

what do you take me for? why cant just people mind their own things? its my job to ask them to come back and stuff. you also said its my choice to call whoever i want. of cus im not so dumb to call back those who have not touched the instruments for years. i appreciate your help, but you dont seem to trust me and my judgement. you kept telling me what to do. can i ask you to please re-read about ALL the job scope. if i dont know, i will ask. if you want to take the job, by all means. we must as well have you alone to run the whole thing. what you are doing now is just annoying me. im not like you all having holidays now. so just do your things. its more than enough. the day when i throw everything back into your face, it means that i have enough.