HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY CLINTON!yesterday.
communication module suck due to the faci. so i truely believe that the teacher does plays a part in a student's studies. LOL. what kind of a person is he man? oh my god.
but class seem to be getting better. its slightly more livelier and stuff. i do talk in class okie! like crapping with the closer group of people, but sometimes they dont get my jokes! damn it. so im like keeping all the crap to myself in order to keep myself away from being pai seh.
after school was band. kind of tiring, but distrubing syu and zoe kept me awake! and good news! IM PLAYING SECOND AGAIN! weeeeee~
i was a nice person yesterday, but child labour! im still 16! i carried syu's superbly heavy bag, filled with plenty of underwears, all the way to causeway point. its the life of being the youngest in the clique. sad life.....
i showed my true skill of multi-tasking! i was on the phone, RJ-ing and msn-ing at the same time! cool right?! after RJ, searched for the damn kungfu panda picture. and so many people were rushing me off to bed!
today.
cognitive! faci is nice, but module suck big time. the saddest thing is
NO ONE ENTERTAINED ME DURING LESSON! i was freaking tired and sleepy. was trying my best to keep my eyes open! webcam-ed with syu in class during second break! damn fun! hahaha! and i think my team mates thought that im mad or something. i kept smiling to my laptop and doing stupid things. and damn the mario game! lag my laptop like siao! i restart my laptop like so many times today. but i got new game! long lost pacman! very old school, but the thing is i keep on dying! so damn the game too! haha!
after school, met up with the sickly syu-lala and went home. and i slept when i reached home! didnt went for a jog. my "fats" are hurting worse than yesterday. and i was freaking tired! mummy only tried waking me up for dinner, but i carried on sleeping. after that, she didnt wake me up for RJ. luckily i woke up on my own!
and VANESSA SAVES HER BROTHER'S PHONE! he claim his phone was spoiled and tried all ways to make it work. so i said "take out the batt and put it back..." woohoo! the genius vanessa is right! it worked! ha!
im somehow getting closer to him like last time, but everything still stays the same.
i stopped , Wednesday, September 10, 2008 11:34 PM
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, ANGELINE TAN DARLING! (member of the aunties)saturday.
woke up early and head down to yuying for alumni practice. so many people didnt turn up for sectionals and even for the alumni practice. i was freakng pissed off. i was late already and the rest were even later than me. i understand that they are still playing their instruments at this point of time, but does not mean they are that fantastic and no need to practice already. if not why do we call for a practice right?
but the thing is that person who keep asking me to inform them wasnt there. i dont see the point for me to go down too if there's no one or most of them are late. just wasting my time. although im the younger ones there, but at least respect me lah. i can also be irrespsible here by not turning up for any practices. and you people are choosen cus i think you can make it and i will have less problems, but unfortunately im wrong.
after that, lunched at KFC once again. and everyone was saying that i sure take a long time to eat and sure be the last to finish. so i proved them wrong! i shut my mouth and just eat. i gobbled my food down. just dont understand why they eat so fast. damn it!
then piano! i just sat there doing theory. and until now, i dont know what am i doing. i just anyhow throw in answers and my teacher correct them if im wrong. ha!
then met syu and gang at tampines mrt station then headed to TP for SWSY concert. i think i had indigestion halfway through the concert thanks to my "lovely" juniors. after that went back home.
its not fun having only about 4 to 5 hours of sleep then out the whole day! super tiring. wooh! madness!
i stopped , Sunday, September 07, 2008 12:53 AM
freaking annoyed.
the start of my day wasnt very good. i was very very tired and i was trying ways and means to stay awake. new team was fine. i was the anti social one cus im tired. faci is VERY long winded. our team presenting halfway, she stopped us and gave 3 examples. irritating. W47K seem to have their ways and means to try to end class early! lol.
in class halfway, i remembered that i have not contacted the remaining few alumni members! so i got down to work. messaging and msn-ing in class. then i was quite irritated with some of them. it killed my mood for the day, so i wasnt in the right mood to study. during the last few presentations, team one was gossipping in a convo! that brightened my day! we were gossipping about the faci! wahahaha! all those crap! now they know im not the quiet and normal girl. i lost my "good girl" image. damn it!
after school, went home. freaking tired, so i tired to sleep. my mum and big brother kept making so much noise.
im feeling the stress, for the wrong thing. everything seemed to be piling up and craps are coming at the wrong time. i seriously have to get things moving. or maybe i will be more motivated if i could keep my mind off EVERTHING for a day? and please dont anyhow use my name without me knowing and after that scold people for nothing.
many thanks to neelam and syu! LOVES!
what do you take me for? why cant just people mind their own things? its my job to ask them to come back and stuff. you also said its my choice to call whoever i want. of cus im not so dumb to call back those who have not touched the instruments for years. i appreciate your help, but you dont seem to trust me and my judgement. you kept telling me what to do. can i ask you to please re-read about ALL the job scope. if i dont know, i will ask. if you want to take the job, by all means. we must as well have you alone to run the whole thing. what you are doing now is just annoying me. im not like you all having holidays now. so just do your things. its more than enough. the day when i throw everything back into your face, it means that i have enough.
i stopped , Friday, September 05, 2008 11:49 PM
solo-phobic (i seriously have one ever since after SYF'07)
yesterday.
enterprise im sure you will hate enterprise! damn the module and faci! i totally have no idea what is going on today. and the faci speaks like he's using a microphone to talk. so loud! he and his stupid ground rules and stuff. im so going to hate this module and faci. how am i going to survive this module man.. but on a brighter side, i grouped with nicole today! weee! and other team members were nice too! =)
after school, as usual band. didnt know that they brought forward the exchange! then first suite! oh man! the damn solo part. i hate solos. never fail to demoralise myself. i still sort of blame myself for last year's SYF. what an experience. i will never forget it. oh well. practice, practice and practice! but not for any solos. my own parts.
after practice, the whole band have to attend this piano recital. its cus no one from the school wants to go, so they dont want to lose face showing the pianist an empty hall. LOL. im feeling superbly demoralised lah! first was the solo part. next was the piano recital! the pianist seriously damn pro! her fingers can run like mad! chromatics and all that! makes me really think that im going to fail my grade 5. SADDED! argh! i must work harder (if i have the will power to do so)!
then trained home with the rest. damn it. im like so quiet, merely said a few sentences then jaron said i noisy?! im so not noisy okie!
i stopped , 12:03 AM
phobia of MSN. stress.first day of semester 2!
i have to accept the fact that im now in W47K, no more W14H. i miss W14H!
went to school as usual. i was in the same train as wilber i think. look freaking familiar to me, but i didnt care much. then met elle and sannie at woodlands. their reaction to my hair is quite big. so were the other rangers and friends reaction! very weird meh? whatever.
class was okie. so was group. the usual things that happen during first day of school. then i was freaking pai seh. i was the first to leave the class for break. i think the others in class dont hae the habit of eating during first break and stuff. i went out during both breaks summore! but when i reached class after break, i did the things i needed to do. LOL.
after school, met up with syuhadah to get my things. then cabbed to amk hub then bus-ed home. crap. i was having motion sickness. felt like throwing up in both the taxi and bus! and it was raining damn heavily. luckily i wore shorts and slippers to school, if not i will be cursing and swearing on my way home. then big brother have not went back to camp, so its my chance to bully him! haha!
you can come to me with your problems. i can lend you a listening ear or even help you if i can. but if those problems of yours are that childish, then u can make a u-turn back. i dont see why you scondary school people still can quarrel until like this. freaking childish. and i know who started all this. change your attitdue before scolding others man! think before you act! i have my stuff to do too okie!
i stopped , Wednesday, September 03, 2008 11:06 PM
down with a flu. argh! but im still watching drama! all thanks to 大哥, im addicted! confirm cannot finish watching before school starts. so i guess weekends would be drama days for me! ha!
yesterday.
went to grandparent's place in the afternoon den rotted at home. so i decided to watch nodame cantabile. woots! NICE!
in the night, brother's friends came over for BBQ so i had to shift to my room to watch. when i step out of my room, my brother told me that some of his friends are drunk. scary. then went out at 11++pm to meet huixin at the bus stop. when i step out of the house, i hear "that's sam's sister issit?". totally reminds me of primary school. all three(my brothers and i) were in the same primary school. if i saw any of their friends, i would hear "hello, edmund's/samuel's sister!". lol. then when im walking back home, saw my brother and his friends walking out. one of his friends said by to me. LOL. dont even know if he is drunk or not.
today.
woke up at 1++pm. fooh~ rotted at home watching drama. halfway through looked through and chosed the pictures to use for the boards. took me half an hour to look through all the pictures! then went back to drama. that's about it~
oh yah! i dreamt of yuying band yesterday. damn, what kind of a weird dream that was.
stop telling me what to do. i lead the life i want. so shut up. im old enough to think for myself. what crap. i think if you dont know why im not so close to you people and rather stay out than to be at home, go reflect. i dont do things the way you want it to be. the more you force, the more i go against what you want. and set a good example if you want others to follow. fancy scolding me for not putting back thing where i took it from. it slipped off my mind can? and look at yourself first. always putting the phone everywhere after using. hard time finding the phone when someone call. that's why i dont even bother to answer the house phone, let alone find it. so before you come and scold me, look at yourself first!
i stopped , Monday, September 01, 2008 7:54 PM