HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AIZAT!

im loving nurul syuhadah! thanks so much for your help and ideas last night! i have to admit. my brain was dead yesterdat when i was editing the write up. i was falling asleep while editing. madness. so i gave up, anyhow thrown in first, then went to bed.

freak! i was freaking tired that i had to force myself out of bed or i will be late for the meeting. meeting was fine cus most of the imortant things are done i guess. then band. met farhad in the canteen. he kept saying i was drunk during the chalet. lol. i just had a couple of sips only. and i wasnt drunk.
sight read scores. can really see me 3/4 dead. so running notes, anyhow. then we did fate of gods. played many wrong notes. my brain was not sending the rigth signal to my fingers. i screwed up almost everything. even for the solo for first suite. argh! it was stressful, unlike on tuesday. argh! i was freaking tired and moody. im so sorry if i gave anyone attitude just now.
after practice, planned to go yuying. but band ended late, so slacked at cuaseway point with syu for awhile. skipped the ice cream treat. and i finally bought the drama that i was watching all the while! WOOH! very expensive, my wallet seriously burnt a super large hole! didnt think that i would ever spend $80+++ on dramas eh? but my big brother going to share with me, so half price~ oh yah! ZIQI AND GANG WALKED TO CAUSEWAY POINT TOGETHER WITH SYU AND I!

heading to yuying tomorrow. its teachers' day celebration! i hope the band play well and dont throw their own faces. no. im supposed to have faith in them. lets just see how much they improve in a week.


when can i stop worrying for you guys?
im freaking worried just by looking at the situation of the section.
we never encounted this problem so far,
so never let it happen.
i hope we didnt make the wrong move.