im feeling freaking fucked up now. adding on to it, stress. it is not the best time to irritate me and piss me off at this point of time. SIBF and everything is stressing me up. why does it always have to do with music. all the time. im starting to doubt myself on my passion.

my day was not very perfect today. i slept late night cus i was on the phone. was feeling tired the whole time. then slight change of group again. but elle and i are still together~ the power rangers and hungry monster were mad today! we keep laughing like nobody's business. i think even my "hubby" also cannot take us sia. I LOVE MY GIRLS!
then after school, band. i was tired and things were screwed up. now, i total understand how it feels to have someone, who always sit beside you, missing for a practice. and i always listen to her when playing gloriosa. so she wasnt here today and i had no one to listen to. so i screwed things up. like practically everywhere! and today is the last practice before competition on thursday. well done and congratulations to me eh?
its super demoralising lah. and it is stressing me out.

didnt expect my G.B to actually understand me sort of inside out. he could tell that im feeling stressed and not well just from my voice. cool eh? thanks for the call anyway!


im no longer the old me who you can bully to distress.
dont take me for granted.