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i love thursdays! with my power rangers!

okie. thanks so much for those who showed concern about the previous post. thanks! appreciated it loads! and i owe viki 10 cents for consultation fee.

woohoo! there's practice later. somehow i hate competitions as we put in alot of effort for the competition. after the competition, slack. later going to practice merry widow and first suit. alamak! killer. and im praying hard that i will stay in 2nd flute! i dont want to go to 1st flute!

and im so going to miss W14H's nonsense. we are left with 1 week and 3 days. after that we will split class. im going to super miss my power rangers! i have just started to warm up with them and now we are going to separate soon. super crap.


taggies reply!
HUIXIN - aiyoh. i was just kidding lah. relax lah! haha!
Raymond - wahahaha! linked! and i love your power ranger links!
Rachel - aiyoh.. take care hor! LOVES!
Bridget - wahaha! thanks! and i will pysco my mum! its in december, so still have time!
syu - thanks babe! haha! yah.. i will! also dont know can pass anot leh..
HUIYU - sure anot? haha! practice hard hor! you buy the book for me then okie loh.


i stopped , Thursday, July 31, 2008 3:37 PM


im freaking pissed.

im already fucking stressed up cus piano practical exam is next friday. and im seriously nowhere near a pass. teacher tested me just now and i failed terribly. so i stayed there for 2 and a 1/2 hours practicing the piano. then back home only at 9.30pm. and my fucking mum spoil my day as usual. fucker.

she never fails to spoil my day and make me go to bed angry. she came to telling me that she is going to book the korea trip tomorrow. its on the 21st december to 29th december. i said okie cus i have nothing on in that week. so i said before that week, i go japan with yuying concert band on the 15th december to 21st december then transit to korea to meet them there. and she dont allow. what the fuck. she said okie yesterday lah. she claimed that that is the only time left. fine. im free on that week what, but cant i go japan the week before? its not like is on the same week right? you are willing to change the date if others are busy, but not for me? some kind of fucking bias asshole. im not expecting you to postpone the trip, but i just want to go japan with the band. and you said that we will go there next time. fuck you. its a total different place that we will be going! the band is going there to watch a marching competition, masterclasses and going to those music areas. and if we were to go as a family, you will want to go sight seeing! dont you get it?! you think the competition and masterclasses are held whole year round? use your brain to think, not your butt. you never listen to my side of story. not everything tat you say is correct okie. you are just depriving me of what i want to do. im willing to work for the very first time to pay for my own trip and you also dont allow. what the fuck. im not a kid anymore. i can survive a transit to korea.
i want to go to malaysia with the rangers and you dont allow. i understand as its not a big group and quite dangerous cus all girls. fine. but im going to japan with a huge group of people! still got teachers to look after us and you also dont allow! im bound on going to japan. if you dont allow, i wont care. if not i wont go to korea either. take this option or leave it!
such a lier, so you cannot blame me if i lie too. its justa day since u agreed. bastard. i hate you to the core! asshole!
dont act as if you understand me well. the fact is that you dont at all. some kind of a mother you are.


i stopped , Wednesday, July 30, 2008 9:43 PM


BRING ME THE CONTAINER!

i love my power rangers!

okie~ i think its time for me to post some pictures. i have many accumulated from so long ago. but for now, i shall only post pictures taken today with my power rangers! all of us were here today so we decided to cam whore a little. haha! crappy pictures, but who cares as long as we are enjoying it! okie. im so irritated with posting pictures here, that's why i hardly post pictures here. i will put it on my multiply, so if you wanna view my unglam pictures let me know. i will give you the url for my multiply. =)

*WARNING!*
if you are allergic to bullshit or unglam pictures, i suggest you dont continue viewing this post and just leave here.




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i stopped , 3:27 PM


i started my day quite okie. but my clock went mad and i have to rely on the clock in my phone. but i was early for school. leave my house excatly at 8am! then UT was... i have no idea. i just anyhow answer. wanted to study, but in the end i was busy with msn. LOL.
science module was okie lah. i had no mood to do anything. so thanks to the rest of the memebers in team 3! saw that guy again during the first break at heaven! woohoo! haha! then during second break, we went to eat brownnie at E1 canteen. they were crapping lah! then we went back to class and sat outside the class and continue the crapping! we only chiong at the last half an hour. james lim was mad today. he asked the class questions which cannot be answered lah! idiot sia! then after school, we went mac-ed at causeway point! that was the most kuku part of the day! we were laughing non-stop! and one thing to take notice! never sit infront of clarissa when eating! then headed home. elle, sannie and i were talking about going to malaysia during the holidays, but mummy dont allow. damn it! so i changed my mind and want to go japan! she didnt say no. so i take it as okie! but im afraid it would clash with RPWS's concert or something and the overseas trip mummy is planning. we are going to korea in december. and from what i can remember, the japan trip ends at 21st december and the trip to korea is in the 21st too! alamak! G.B gave a suggestion that i sort of transfer my flight to korea instead of going back to s'pore with the band. dont know yet. see how. and i met jeremy lai just now! hot!
so i have to look for a job! anyone with lobang, please let me know. i want a job with flexible days and hours. thanks!

and my day was ruin by stupid inconsiderate people! fuck sia! make me walk one bus stop. freaking far lah! idiotic people block my way and i could not alight the fucking bus. the bus driver must be deaf too! i pressed the bell still at my stop and the driver just closed the door and drive off. WHAT THE FUCK! i was freaking pissed lah! i said excuse me to those idiotic people blocking my way and they didnt move at all. fucker sia! and the damn bus driver! some kind of a good service.

all of a sudden, i feel that im hating piano. it seems to be getting on my nerves. i didnt want to take exam this year in the first place. but i also dont want to fail and retake. damn it. anything to help me like paino back?


taggies reply!
Huixian - soon yah? im going to have my hols soon! i wanna meet up with u too! i got loads of things to say!
Bridget - comp was fine and i know u ar jealous that i went to sentosa! hot stuff!
Nicola - wahaha! of cus lah! im a nice friend right? haha!
elle - i not big bird lah! no niao ren! i ran already. i was stucked at the damn lift. slow like snail!
HUIYU- yoyoyoyoyoyo!
simon - da ge, sorry lah. typo error! haha!
neelam - canot hope! MUST! haha! okie lah. still surviving loh.


i stopped , Tuesday, July 29, 2008 8:13 PM


yeah! its sunday, but tomorrow is monday.. sadded!

yesterday.
had materclass with douglus bostock! he is some hot stuff! he didnt scold us in anyway, but after he left mr yusri scolded the band. lol. he wasnt in a good mood. G.B called me during the masterclass lah! then i called him back. we crapped for that few minutes and i had to rsh back into the dance studio. he told me something which i dont believe. after that went back home to get changed and out i am again. met lina and 老爹 at ang mo kio's mos burger. then headed to esplanade! i chosed to help up at esplanade rather than to go for piano lesson. i didnt regretted cus it was experience that i gained. and i made new friends!
we reached there super early and i was slacking. and i sang the singing part of gloriosa to lina and 老爹 heard me! oh my goodness me! so embarrassing lah! theni was asked to do ticketing with another two girls. we had loads of fun! lynn was with her radio (walkie talkie). we were crapping here and there. then after the ticketing thingy, went back to back stage and slack! met veronica tan. we crapped. and i saw hot ACS (I) guys! woohoo! there were many eye candies here and there. then helped up in the packing and stuff until it the last train ride was gone! so i cabbed home with veronica tan. i reached home at 12am and my dinner was nearing 1am. lol. damn tiring! cabbed again?! my wallet is going to have a huge hole soon! im saving for japan!
and i skipped the last chance to see my china relatives before they go back to china. im so sorry! i know you all were waiting for me to take a picture as rememberance, but i was stucked there.

today.
went to school so early in the morning for the exchange with the hong kong band! cool sia they! damn freaking pro! then we exchanged msn. and they all using facebook! but i dont. sadded! there were some hot ones. in conclusion, they very cute! haha! i miss hong kong!
then slacked in school while waiting for the bus to arrive. syu and i were somewhere near the conference room there talking. i lied on the comfy bench. then mr yusri came over and talk with us. when i said that douglus bostock is hot, he told us something that G.B told me! oh my goodness me! then when we reached sentosa, i saw 老爹 then i went to confirm with him. he was just laughing and laughing. then when i walked a few steps off, i heard him asking mr yusri if he told me the truth. argh! so its true! so disappointed man. then after everything, went back to school. i tried sleeping in the bus, but they were all keeping me awake! haha!
dinnered with the whole group of them and we chatted about something which were bothering us. then headed home.


i stopped , Sunday, July 27, 2008 10:58 PM


today is... saturday.

friday.
as usual, went to school for lesson. ass sia! i was late by 2 minutes! i should not have ran to class man. cus late how long also still minus 0.5 from my daily grade. lesson was easy~ and the way we did our third meeting was cool too! haha! after school went to ang mo kio hub woth syu to get my jeans and shirt. thanks so much babe! i love you! then train-ed to newton and cabbed to ACS barker. i took a taxi! can you believe it?! im more of the type who saves and rather take bus than taxi! okie. whatever it is. then met yuying people and RPWS people. they all didnt know that im going there to help up. it was last minute decision. but i do have a ticket though. but they never give me. sadded! then i was at the circles seat tearing the tics. boring lah. then i heard gloriosa outside the door. like a theif or peeping tom like that sia! then i had a pose while listening at the door. and the guy in charge of the other door came over to see me cus i made no sound and he could not see me at his side. he saw my unglam pose! oh my goodness! their gloriosa was power pact man! the door was vibrating lah! then during interval my dears came to look for me. so sweet! then that damn guy who was in charge of the other door. can go in to listen already never let me know! ass sia! until rachel called me then i went in. but still have to stand at the door lah. so no point. the wakie talkie thing damn irritating. its heavy and the ear piece is freaking uncomfy. i still turn to full blast when im in the hall. then after the concert, waited for dont know what. i went back stage and met mr yusri. i think he was shocked at why i was there. haha! then cabbed to ang mo kio with lina. my cousin finally come back from france! met up at the gathering at my grandparents place. my neice damn cute and greedy. i was eating a chocolate and i stick half of it outside my mouth. then she looked at me and bit my chocolate while in my god-mum's arms. damn cute! then went back home.

im so sleepy and tired that my eyes are -_- now. and i dont know if it should be a good thing or not. im skipping piano tomorrow to help up at esplanade. im so going to practice real hard since im less busy after the competition.


i stopped , Saturday, July 26, 2008 12:13 AM


weeeee~ RPWS got a sliver for SIBF!

was too tired to post yesterday already. early morning wake up to go to school for UT. after UT left class immediately to slack with syu they all at storage room. then met my power rangers for first break. then have to head to the dance studio for warming up and all that. then have a quick change and we went to the tunning room. freaky lah! i tried to calm myself by disturbing people and zoe was the victim! cus she was beside me, so i chose her. then we were waiting for our turn to go on stage. we were stuck at this ally. so i told zoe im going to rape her! hahaha! performance on stage was fine i guess. there wasnt as many people as SYF, so its okie. but i was still nervous and my fingers were stiff and cold. so i skipped some of the running notes. there were times when i did "silent movie". and damn it. my fingerings for high B natural was wrong! so i played the first one but not the second one. sadded. but the results was what i expected! anyway. WELL DONE RPWS!
thanks for your encouragements and well wishes! =)

we were quite pissed cus of one bloody POS. spoiler. then photo taking outside TRCC and we went into the theatre to sit in for the competition. i sat in for two bands then left to meet the yycb people. went for the SYF they are evil people! i waited at clementi mrt station for 1+ hours! they got the wrong place and all that. tsk tsk tsk.. i could have sit in for a few more bands lah! my feets ad legs hurt like siao man! im so not cut out to wear heels. very lucky never fall off the stage. ha!
the primary school bands were FANTASTIC! and mf danced with pei xin band! action only sia! then i told some of them that if mf dont dance with them in the coming concert, they dont play! wahahaha! cool eh? im like the leader lah! then after the concert, chatted with the flautists. i miss them LOADS! then headed home!


i stopped , Friday, July 25, 2008 2:21 PM


today is the day. make it or break it. but im sure we will make it!

GO GO GO RPWS!


i stopped , Thursday, July 24, 2008 10:04 AM


im feeling freaking fucked up now. adding on to it, stress. it is not the best time to irritate me and piss me off at this point of time. SIBF and everything is stressing me up. why does it always have to do with music. all the time. im starting to doubt myself on my passion.

my day was not very perfect today. i slept late night cus i was on the phone. was feeling tired the whole time. then slight change of group again. but elle and i are still together~ the power rangers and hungry monster were mad today! we keep laughing like nobody's business. i think even my "hubby" also cannot take us sia. I LOVE MY GIRLS!
then after school, band. i was tired and things were screwed up. now, i total understand how it feels to have someone, who always sit beside you, missing for a practice. and i always listen to her when playing gloriosa. so she wasnt here today and i had no one to listen to. so i screwed things up. like practically everywhere! and today is the last practice before competition on thursday. well done and congratulations to me eh?
its super demoralising lah. and it is stressing me out.

didnt expect my G.B to actually understand me sort of inside out. he could tell that im feeling stressed and not well just from my voice. cool eh? thanks for the call anyway!


im no longer the old me who you can bully to distress.
dont take me for granted.


i stopped , Tuesday, July 22, 2008 11:15 PM


HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

yesterday's weather as very shiok to sleep in! but i could not sleep. i have no idea why too. haha! reached school and i could not remeber which team am i in, so asked kumar. i hate sitting in the middle table. no freedom and privacy! and kumar likes to walk as he talk, so i cannot do much. then enjoyed the time spent doing the presentation slides. we were practically crapping outside the class while doing! presentation was.. oh my goodness me! i anyhow bombed for my slides. and so kumar had many comments here and there. then after school, followed syu to IT help desk to do her VPN thingy. then went to the usual hang out place and ate! oh my god lah! i sat opposite him! it was a challenge for me to finish my food. firstly, i forgot to tell the uncle not to add chilli into my noodles. secondly, he sat opposite me when eating and he did looked at me. oh man! i almost lost my appetite! then band. was tired yet want to high. played wrong notes and was caught. i was day dreaming lah. then after band, rushed to ang mo kio. met my grand auntie, my auntie and my cousin? that auntie of mine and her daughter are very noisy! they can really talk non stop! but her daugther is quite cute lah. she asked everyone for msn. i had to write using pen, so my handwritting was... BAD! its been quite some time since i touched a pen. then headed home. mummy was there the whole day entertaining them. so she was saying that they quite hip and all that. wahaha! EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!

tomorrow is cognitive UT. haix.. although i did not study for UT again (as usual). argh! then band practice~ tiring!


taggies reply:
SAMANTHA - yoyoyo!
HUIYU - so expensive?! i rather walk and take bus lah! kuku!


i stopped , Monday, July 21, 2008 11:36 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SHI MIN!

saturday.
as usual, piano lesson in the morning. teacher say want to test me. and so i hack already, let her test me. we only did scales cus scales are bad enough already. i could only remember those few normal ones. luckily she was not a bastard like the other time. so im fine. then missed sectionals with the yuying fluatists cus i was stucked at piano. then headed home. was supposed to entertain my little cousin, but i ended up entertaining myself. movie marathon. i watched kungfu panda, the simpsons movie and 200 pound beauty on my brother's lappy. then went to ang mo kio for dinner with my parents. and went to buy my clothes for thursday's competition. i might need to get new shoes~ depends.. and i feel weird in formal wear. look like some kuku.

today.
woke up at 11+am then went to grandparents place as usual. they were all so noisy. then i have nothing to do, so i tried sleeping. but could not. then went back home. i practiced my scales, but not all scales. practiced one piece only. my piano is still out of tune. the guy who tuned said that my piano too long never tune already, so cannot tune to the direct pitch. have to wait for another six months before i can tune again. then went to my other grandma's place. curry for dinner! woohoo! then chatted with yi chuan for awhile.

everyone seemed to be so excited about the grand-auntie of mine who is coming over to visit. and they are going to stay over at my grandparents' place, so my grandpa seem to want us to go over to entertain them in the night. maddness. they will be here for one week, so my aunties and uncle are going to take turns to bring them out everyday. i think our family's turn is friday, but sadded. i might be going for a concert.

its going to be a busy week for me~

taggies reply:
Yimei - thanks babe! i love you! =)
arief - i will if i have good things to blog about. im not the emo type okie.
HUIYU - still must rent bus?! im like the only one and i have to rent a bus? eat money sia! hahaha! so evil!
syu and ziha - IM NOT BUTTER!
AMANDA - hello! =)

elle - wahahaha! monster~~


i stopped , Sunday, July 20, 2008 9:09 PM


tiring day. changed team once again. cognitve was madness. all those crap here and there. too lazy to explain in details.



but let me introduce you all the power rangers and the hungry monster!















*kop-ed from jessie*
okie. i can only remember a few of their colours. BUT the middle one is the hungry monster! wahaha! she have no choice cus red is taken up~ and of cus, im YELLOW!

okie. after school sectionals. our last sectionals before SIBF. time passes so quickly. haix.. anyway. yah. we had our practice and our crapping session. some things that was mentioned are not supposed to be, but one thing. i dont like and dont bother entertaining attention seekers. so syu, please stop asking me to entertain her.



am i feeling too stressed or what? everything seemed fucked up to me. even my parents. i totally have enough of them already. keep pissing me off. i can manage my own time okie. its not for you to say if its late or not. im not some kind of dumbass. so you mean other than doing my rj and study, i cannot use my lappy for my other things? if that is what you want, then that is too bad. this is me. the unexpected me. live with it or hack me.
FUCKERS!


i stopped , Friday, July 18, 2008 11:53 PM


im stressed out. i need to rant. i want to meet huixin and huixian like asap.

computing module today. it fried my brain. i was trying to think of the codes and all that. it was a killer. and i think i brought more trouble to my team matesa instead of helping them in anyway. i was freaking tired and nothing could get into my head. okie. dont want to talk about it anymore. after school, rushed to ang mo kio for piano lesson.

my damn teacher is pissing me off. when i reached, she immediately told me that she will test me later. i told her i didnt practice and all that then she dont know say what. what the fuck. i dont even have time for myself and now you expect me to practice everyday? i reach home at 10+pm almost everyday lah! you dont expect me to be practicing so late at night disturbing my neighbours right? i am also human right? i will also feel tired after one long day! what the hell lah! i know she does not really like the idea of me in band cus im very busy and dont have time to practice the piano. whatever. then i purposely leave early cus im so not prepared for the test.
but on the brighter side, i met bernice! so long never see her already.

went home and was doing my own other stuff and my mum actually thought im doing my rj. cool. my acting skills good man. then i was on the phone and doing rj at the same time. thank god for the call man. it really took my mind off the stress wth all those crap! haha! but i wasnt really able to concentrate well that's why i took quite some time to complete my rj. BUT at least those stress got off my shoulders for the night, so who cares?


sometimes i was really on the verge of breaking down.
but i have no time to cry.


taggies reply!
Bridget - haha! its not my problem anyway. i have already graduated~ hahaha! good luck! =P


i stopped , Wednesday, July 16, 2008 8:42 PM


i was late for UT! and the my damn lappy took hell load of time to "settle down". to make things worse, there wasnt any file for the UT loaded! so i have to spend even more time to ask faci for thumbdrive and all that. then science module! damn james lim. he likes to choose me to read the problem statement. maybe cus i was busy MSN-ing before that. didnt have the mood for science today, but i didnt zhao class okie. then our ppt also any bomb. i was seriously bored, so i started playing games online. ha! halfway during lesson, my aunties called me! but the last team just started to present, so i could not go out to answer the phone. then when i start to think that its tuesday and they have sectionals, i start to think that something might happen during their sectionals! they were crapping that rachel got kidnapped and i have to go to rivervall hill to claim her back with $5K. alamak! no one would ask for so little lah! my juniors arh.. really damn kuku lah! then they told me the truth saying that they are planning for a section outing! then after all that went for practice in the studio. i was quite tired, so played a few wrong notes here and there. after practice went home. freaking tired. and cus of one message, i was quite pissed.
bridget, im so not going to give a damn about anything that is happening already. let her do what she wants, afterall what can you and i do? it would only be her fault if anything happens right?

it is the end of july soon and i still have not started in the band blog yet! shit. im like so dead lah. damn it. i already dont have time to practice my piano and i still have to do that. sometimes i think that we should not even have one to save the trouble of everyone. who knows?


taggies repy!
ari - hello hello~
HUIYU - i dont know how to get to that place! must provide me with guide lah. like what bus to take or so..
Rachel - you kena raped already arh? then i must think twice if i still wanna save you or not. wahahaha! and must wait for huiyu to tell me what bus to take. hahaha!
syu - heart pain? go see doctor. later heart attack how? haha!


i stopped , Tuesday, July 15, 2008 11:52 PM


im not wanting to be a wet blanket here. so im keeping all my comments to myself at this point of time. all i can do now is pray hard and pray hard that i can go japan with yuying. i have yet to talk to mummy about it. cus if i go to japan with yuying, i would not go overseas with RPWS(if they are going overseas). so..... yeah.

sunday.
didnt sleep well cus of the irritating fever. then i slept until 11+am. i think my fever subsided by then, but was feeling dizzy. the best thing is that we went out to J8 for lunch. cool man. then i met alot people, but i didnt say hello or anything. i saw yanyi and maureen, both were working. okie, 2 is not alot. but it totally reminds me of the joke zhenling and i was talking about last year. if i didnt remeber wrongly, we were saying that the taller people tend to hunch their back. and we could only name 2 people. LOL. cool eh? haha!
okie. then same thing, went to grandma's place for dinner and i kept staying in the room trying to sleep. then went home and slacked around. and mummy keep insisting me that im was still having a fever, but i was fine already! weird...

today.
went to school with an uncomfortable stomach. i think i kena stomach flu and hope i dont spread to any of my darling friends. and heard that kumaran understands chinese and i was speaking in chinese about him! oh dear! then i hack him. haha! and i remembered that my mummy gave me a banana to bring to school. so i was eating it while the other teams were presenting. and im the only preson eating. and a BANANA! lol. no one cares anyway. hahaha! and i didnt went for sectionals today. im afraid that i spread it to them. oh yah. and elle was addicted to the emoticon i sent her that day. oh my!
and my parents were talking about schools all of a sudden. then my dad asked my if i prefer my primary school or secondary school. of cus i say my primary school lah! my secondary school principal is some kind of hopeless shit. im serious. even my parents agree! they said that it was ever since they attended the sec one PTC. i always knew that they wanted me to study hard and transfer to a better school when im in sec 2. and im prepared to stay in the toilet for hours.
and i love my grandpappy! he went overseas and bought things back for us! although i have not eaten yet, but yah.. so sweet! and to my dearest w14H, all the best for the A.L tomorrow! you all can do it! im sorry i cannot make it cus of practice. i love you all still!

thanks everyone for your concern! appreciated it loads! =)

i have enough of crap. and im so keeping all my comments to myself.


i stopped , Monday, July 14, 2008 8:35 PM


slept at 2+am last night. and woke up with a flu, fever and sore throat. what a day!

piano this morning was fine. didnt kena as much cus at least i practiced, on my totally out of tune piano, a few scales. hmm.. 4 or 5 scales. ha! what crap! then i asked my teacher about my studies. oh my goodness me! im so going to chiong for my studies already! and im thinking of changing course when i go into uni. (i feel like i have seriously thought about my future... so not!) then left early and headed to yuying for sectionals. i thought it was just their own normal sectionals, but mf and 老爹 was there! he really said to scold me?! what?! argh! then they were practicing ocean glows in the canteen and i played with them. my fingers were stiff today, so had difficulty playing. so i started to disturb the section! wahahaha! i miss those torturing days by 老爹! everything is different now..the drinks stall uncle brought his grandson along. so he came to disturb their sectionals by wanting them to play car with him. he damn freaking cute lah! so i entertaned him. he fell while getting off the bench! scared me but he didnt cry. and after i gave him a sweet, he started following me around! the section and 老爹 was laughing at me! okie. then went to KFC for lunch with my three aunties! they crapped loads! and they bullied me! sadded! met yimei at the bus stop then headed home. i was supposed to be meeting varian for lunch? but i went home and forgot to message him. im so sorry! i had to rush home cus i have to take care of my grandma and cousin who were staying over at my home and my parents went to NDP.
i was very tired, so i slept on the sofa. i could not sleepy very well. keep waking up cus of my grandma and cousin. i was quite irritated cus im not feeling well and i could not get my sleep! argh!
on a better side, azmir said that i have grew taller! and angeline said that im slightly thinner than last time but shihui said i put on weight! contradiction! so who should i listen to?
mummy.. can i go to japan with YYCB in december? i so wanna go! please...

and my timetable has changed for next week! i have piano lesson on wednesday after school. damn!


if that is love, i rather not be in in one.


i stopped , Saturday, July 12, 2008 7:39 PM


okie. class was madness just now. even i went mad.

first hot topic of the day in W14H.
so much for setting ground rules which you yourself dont follow.
when faci was going through the worksheet questions, suddenly she have a msn window pop up. so she clicked it and it wrote : my need for your pussy now / my need for your pussy to come(im not very sure). and it was projected on the screen! so she was a little paiseh and trying to close the window. i think she want to quickly close the window but her fingers and lappy are just not responding to her. but in the end she closed the conversation and blocked that person. then immediately, W14H had our private meeting on msn! the whole class in one conversation talking about it!

second hot topic(or rather a everyday topic)
its about "peter". he is total crap! trying to claim credits for nothing he had done. and he always try to cut into halfway. then when we get stuck, he will look at others to seek help. its super what the fuck. we are not going to spoon feed you with answers. if you dont think, we wont care cus of your own attitude! so we used our usual source of communication. MSN. so three of us were talking online on how to not let peter know our points so that he wont snatch points. so we left the class one by one and head to the library. when we went back to class, we had to pretend. we only told him the basic of the things we want to present. and he really only do the minimum. he didnt think deeper into things lah! so we sort of helped him in his slides. we helped him cus we dont want it to affect our grades. then he cut in again. when he got stuck, he looked at us for help as usual. but i ignored him. i just look straight at the faci. ha!

after school had sectionals. i conclude that drinking tea and eating banana makes you high! got loads of energy, so went to disturb syu! my one and only target! wahaha! even the seniors got to take a peek of the high side of me. but im sorry to say, that is just a lil only. its not my worse yet. ha!


i stopped , 12:08 AM


so much for planning to practice the piano yesterday. im disappointed in myself and im sure to get scolding on saturday as usual.

yesterday.
our class theme was BLACK! all black! woohoo! coincidentally, mei lan wore black too! wahahaha! VB! my goodness me. i was quite tough, but mei lan is a super great faci okie. we didnt have to do ppt cus she went through right from the begining with the class. cool! i love her man! but sadded. i still have to skip her lesson next next wednesday. okie. after school, stayed back in class for awhile to ask mei lan about the codes. then rushed back home wanting to practice piano. i did practiced. maybe 15 minutes? after that i dont feel like playing already cus it is out of tune! disgusted. and i can say that im stressing myself out because of the exam. i dont want to fail. waste my time retaking only. but im too busy to practice! only wednesday and weekends available.

my schedule:
monday: school, sectionals
tuesday: school, practice
wednesday: school, practice piano
thursday: school, practice
friday: school, sectionals
saturday: piano lesson
sunday: not at home the whole day.

crap.


i stopped , Thursday, July 10, 2008 1:46 PM


argh! tired out. and should i be proud of myself?

went to school with usual tired and sian mood. to make thigs worse, UT! damn it! i was doing UT while hugging elle's sleeping bag. it was so comfy that i also fell asleep while doing UT! then became more high during the breaks until i zhao class cus i have no mood to do anything! cannot believe it right? neither can i! then slacked in the library with elle, leeting, jessie, nicole, daphne and clarrisa! cannot believe it that the guys cheated our feelings lah! they thimeselves were the one who wanted to zhao class first and ended up they didnt. irritating! then as girls, we crapped, talked and gossiped! ha! then headed for band after that. we practiced in the theatre. so-so loh. its not my day again today. i was feeling so tired that i keep playing the wrong notes!

oh yah! congrats to jaron for being the new ACM of RPWS! woohoo! i was seriously relived to hear that he gotten the ACM post. as i said, i want no posts in the band for thiese 3 years. and also congrats to weng guan and henry for being chosen to go to japan to learn some band stuff.

and i forgotten to add that i think i met ming shan(primary school classmate) yesterday at yck mrt. woohoo! but i dont know if i right or not, cus she looks so sporty now!


i stopped , Tuesday, July 08, 2008 11:06 PM


im just not me today. not my day today.

HAPPY YOUTH DAY! although i dont have any holiday and have to go to school as usual. boring!

and today is a SUPER bad day for me. its really oh my goodness. firstly, i only remembered that i left my wallet at home after i reached yck mrt. mummy was kind enough to pass me $28. ha! then when im walking to my class, i saw another person who is not any of my classmates. and i thought i was in the wrong class until kumaran said "morning" to me! then early in the morning, one by one the yuying band people come online and started talking to me. then weng guan the kuku made me want to laugh, but i cant cus im in class! so i um chio-ed. just nice, all those times when i um chio-ed the faci saw me! damn it. then i noticed that he start to "watch" me. argh! so i have to be a good girl. then after school went for sectionals. its just not my day today. nothing went right for me. even when practicing. oh my goodness. i just dont feel right with my embouchure. just could not pitch well. what a day!

and im happy! although huixian called out of nowhere when im in class, but i finally talked to my darlings on the phone! although it was gossips, but so?! i seriously miss thier voices okie. im so glad that our friendship is still quite strong even after so long! im so loving you all! they have to be proud cus this part is for them! haha! and this is like longer than the one on huixian's blog!


i stopped , Monday, July 07, 2008 11:15 PM


new blogskin! nice?! thanks so my deary huixin! I LOVE YOU MANY! =)

as requested by bridget, i will update my multiply with my crappy pictures soon. but if you want the camp pictures, im so sorry i dont have any.

STRESSED! one more month to practical exam and 19 more days to SIBF. im more stressed about my practical exam. im still no where near a pass can. i have not been practicing. i have forgotten everything. im in deep shit. the coming week also no time to practice except wednesday. damn it!

piano today was madness. i have not practiced for 2 weeks cus past two weeks no lesson. then my teacher told me exams would be in early august. and its like oh my goodness! my pieces, scales and everything are all crap. one more month. im so going to practice and make sure i pass. i dont want to retake. then i wasnt being lazy today. i took bus home after lesson. then reached home and sleep. then i continued with my drama!

okie. and i think i have enough problems. i just dont wanna throw it all at people. how i wish i could meet up with my dear huixin and huixian right at this moment. they are the people who really understand me the most lah. and i miss them LOADS! i have loads of things to share with the both of you man!


i stopped , Saturday, July 05, 2008 11:49 PM


3 days to weekends!

WOOTS! oh my goodness me! im so addicted to the drama clarissa recommended! so nice lah! only after getting the virus out of my lappy, then i can watch! i was watching during my weekends cus no piano lesson! so addicted till i planned to watch during lessons, but plan failed. the facis like to give problematic questions and i was too busy to watch already. i can only watch when im home early.

talking about that. i have to skip adventure learning on the 15th. its until 8pm, but i have practice. putting myself in a band member's shoe, SIBF is around the corner so have to pull up my socks! putting myself in a student's shoe, its sort of a module and i already have a "X" for being absent. although i do not really like high elements, but afterall i can challenge my limits and im sure going through it with my lovely classmates would be hell load of fun! alamak! classmates have been trying to psycho me about it just now in the train. most prob im going to skip the adventure learning.

today.
slept real late last night. thank god today no UT, if not im bound to fail. i woke up late today but was not late for school. ha! i thought my bro was going to school today and after that my mum would wake me up. then when my mum woke me, i suddenly remembered its wednesday! damn it! so i rushed here and there. to make the matter worse, traffic jam outside my house! argh! then headed to school with elle and si min. mei lan was absent, so mr thomas relief-ed. computing was madness! it was super tough with visual basic. im so sorry team 5! i was super tired today and did not contributed much. i will compensate you all!
syu told me her bro didnt have to attend school today cus its youth day? should i be proud to be considered a young adult? ha!

yesterday.
science. woohoo! teamed with elle, hazel, si min and yati! elle was all mad as usual. science was about chemistry. i have returned all my chem to my teacher? and i tried my best to speak up in class so my "hubby" wont comment that im too quiet again. and we were the last team to present, so "hubby" allowed to the rest of the team to bomb us! irritating. then after school, headed for practice but ended up sectionals. zi qi, shirley and sandy didnt came. sadded. 大哥 entertained us and i was with my theory! then after that headed home and did my rj. rj was a killer. i spent alot of time doing it.

tomorrow. UT, culture module and practice. going to be a long day. i miss studying with books and stationeries! looking at lappy the whole day is very tiring. its a killer! just hope that tomorrow's question would be simple! and hope tomorrow's UT have no calculation! or else, buang!


i stopped , Wednesday, July 02, 2008 8:04 PM


long time never update and syu is pestering me to update! im so lazy~



anw. let me welcome july and hope my life would be more exciting in the coming months. june was okie. two weeks of holiday and back to school. boring~ nothing much but the same old things happened in school. i think july would be more interesting for me cus of SIBF and its a sign too! im getting nearer to my HOLIDAY! weeee~ and i hope i can continue to semester 2, cus my grade are really atrocious!



okie. let me talk about VANESSA'S theory first.

how do you pronounce "ba"?

if its the "ba ba black sheep......" that kind of "ba", you are right!



then how do u pronounce "babbles"?

if u put "ba ba black sheep......" that kind of "ba" to pronounce, you are right!

how do you pronounce "ca"?

if its "ka", you are smart man!

then how do you pronounce "battercap"?

i think you should know alr.

so that's all about the PPG thingy. ha!


i stopped , Tuesday, July 01, 2008 10:46 PM