im not wanting to be a wet blanket here. so im keeping all my comments to myself at this point of time. all i can do now is pray hard and pray hard that i can go japan with yuying. i have yet to talk to mummy about it. cus if i go to japan with yuying, i would not go overseas with RPWS(if they are going overseas). so..... yeah.
sunday.
didnt sleep well cus of the irritating fever. then i slept until 11+am. i think my fever subsided by then, but was feeling dizzy. the best thing is that we went out to J8 for lunch. cool man. then i met alot people, but i didnt say hello or anything. i saw yanyi and maureen, both were working. okie, 2 is not alot. but it totally reminds me of the joke zhenling and i was talking about last year. if i didnt remeber wrongly, we were saying that the taller people tend to hunch their back. and we could only name 2 people. LOL. cool eh? haha!
okie. then same thing, went to grandma's place for dinner and i kept staying in the room trying to sleep. then went home and slacked around. and mummy keep insisting me that im was still having a fever, but i was fine already! weird...
today.
went to school with an uncomfortable stomach. i think i kena stomach flu and hope i dont spread to any of my darling friends. and heard that kumaran understands chinese and i was speaking in chinese about him! oh dear! then i hack him. haha! and i remembered that my mummy gave me a banana to bring to school. so i was eating it while the other teams were presenting. and im the only preson eating. and a BANANA! lol. no one cares anyway. hahaha! and i didnt went for sectionals today. im afraid that i spread it to them. oh yah. and elle was addicted to the emoticon i sent her that day. oh my!
and my parents were talking about schools all of a sudden. then my dad asked my if i prefer my primary school or secondary school. of cus i say my primary school lah! my secondary school principal is some kind of hopeless shit. im serious. even my parents agree! they said that it was ever since they attended the sec one PTC. i always knew that they wanted me to study hard and transfer to a better school when im in sec 2. and im prepared to stay in the toilet for hours.
and i love my grandpappy! he went overseas and bought things back for us! although i have not eaten yet, but yah.. so sweet! and to my dearest w14H, all the best for the A.L tomorrow! you all can do it! im sorry i cannot make it cus of practice. i love you all still!
thanks everyone for your concern! appreciated it loads! =)
i have enough of crap. and im so keeping all my comments to myself.
i stopped , Monday, July 14, 2008 8:35 PM
slept at 2+am last night. and woke up with a flu, fever and sore throat. what a day!
piano this morning was fine. didnt kena as much cus at least i practiced, on my totally out of tune piano, a few scales. hmm.. 4 or 5 scales. ha! what crap! then i asked my teacher about my studies. oh my goodness me! im so going to chiong for my studies already! and im thinking of changing course when i go into uni. (i feel like i have seriously thought about my future... so not!) then left early and headed to yuying for sectionals. i thought it was just their own normal sectionals, but mf and 老爹 was there! he really said to scold me?! what?! argh! then they were practicing ocean glows in the canteen and i played with them. my fingers were stiff today, so had difficulty playing. so i started to disturb the section! wahahaha! i miss those torturing days by 老爹! everything is different now..the drinks stall uncle brought his grandson along. so he came to disturb their sectionals by wanting them to play car with him. he damn freaking cute lah! so i entertaned him. he fell while getting off the bench! scared me but he didnt cry. and after i gave him a sweet, he started following me around! the section and 老爹 was laughing at me! okie. then went to KFC for lunch with my three aunties! they crapped loads! and they bullied me! sadded! met yimei at the bus stop then headed home. i was supposed to be meeting varian for lunch? but i went home and forgot to message him. im so sorry! i had to rush home cus i have to take care of my grandma and cousin who were staying over at my home and my parents went to NDP.
i was very tired, so i slept on the sofa. i could not sleepy very well. keep waking up cus of my grandma and cousin. i was quite irritated cus im not feeling well and i could not get my sleep! argh!
on a better side, azmir said that i have grew taller! and angeline said that im slightly thinner than last time but shihui said i put on weight! contradiction! so who should i listen to?
mummy.. can i go to japan with YYCB in december? i so wanna go! please...and my timetable has changed for next week! i have piano lesson on wednesday after school. damn!
if that is love, i rather not be in in one.
i stopped , Saturday, July 12, 2008 7:39 PM
okie. class was madness just now. even i went mad.
first hot topic of the day in W14H.
so much for setting ground rules which you yourself dont follow.
when faci was going through the worksheet questions, suddenly she have a msn window pop up. so she clicked it and it wrote : my need for your pussy now / my need for your pussy to come(im not very sure). and it was projected on the screen! so she was a little paiseh and trying to close the window. i think she want to quickly close the window but her fingers and lappy are just not responding to her. but in the end she closed the conversation and blocked that person. then immediately, W14H had our private meeting on msn! the whole class in one conversation talking about it!
second hot topic(or rather a everyday topic)
its about "peter". he is total crap! trying to claim credits for nothing he had done. and he always try to cut into halfway. then when we get stuck, he will look at others to seek help. its super what the fuck. we are not going to spoon feed you with answers. if you dont think, we wont care cus of your own attitude! so we used our usual source of communication. MSN. so three of us were talking online on how to not let peter know our points so that he wont snatch points. so we left the class one by one and head to the library. when we went back to class, we had to pretend. we only told him the basic of the things we want to present. and he really only do the minimum. he didnt think deeper into things lah! so we sort of helped him in his slides. we helped him cus we dont want it to affect our grades. then he cut in again. when he got stuck, he looked at us for help as usual. but i ignored him. i just look straight at the faci. ha!
after school had sectionals. i conclude that drinking tea and eating banana makes you high! got loads of energy, so went to disturb syu! my one and only target! wahaha! even the seniors got to take a peek of the high side of me. but im sorry to say, that is just a lil only. its not my worse yet. ha!
i stopped , 12:08 AM
so much for planning to practice the piano yesterday. im disappointed in myself and im sure to get scolding on saturday as usual.
yesterday.
our class theme was BLACK! all black! woohoo! coincidentally, mei lan wore black too! wahahaha! VB! my goodness me. i was quite tough, but mei lan is a super great faci okie. we didnt have to do ppt cus she went through right from the begining with the class. cool! i love her man! but sadded. i still have to skip her lesson next next wednesday. okie. after school, stayed back in class for awhile to ask mei lan about the codes. then rushed back home wanting to practice piano. i did practiced. maybe 15 minutes? after that i dont feel like playing already cus it is out of tune! disgusted. and i can say that im stressing myself out because of the exam. i dont want to fail. waste my time retaking only. but im too busy to practice! only wednesday and weekends available.
my schedule:
monday: school, sectionals
tuesday: school, practice
wednesday: school, practice piano
thursday: school, practice
friday: school, sectionals
saturday: piano lesson
sunday: not at home the whole day.
crap.
i stopped , Thursday, July 10, 2008 1:46 PM
argh! tired out. and should i be proud of myself?
went to school with usual tired and sian mood. to make thigs worse, UT! damn it! i was doing UT while hugging elle's sleeping bag. it was so comfy that i also fell asleep while doing UT! then became more high during the breaks until i zhao class cus i have no mood to do anything! cannot believe it right? neither can i! then slacked in the library with elle, leeting, jessie, nicole, daphne and clarrisa! cannot believe it that the guys cheated our feelings lah! they thimeselves were the one who wanted to zhao class first and ended up they didnt. irritating! then as girls, we crapped, talked and gossiped! ha! then headed for band after that. we practiced in the theatre. so-so loh. its not my day again today. i was feeling so tired that i keep playing the wrong notes!
oh yah! congrats to jaron for being the new ACM of RPWS! woohoo! i was seriously relived to hear that he gotten the ACM post. as i said, i want no posts in the band for thiese 3 years. and also congrats to weng guan and henry for being chosen to go to japan to learn some band stuff.
and i forgotten to add that i think i met ming shan(primary school classmate) yesterday at yck mrt. woohoo! but i dont know if i right or not, cus she looks so sporty now!
i stopped , Tuesday, July 08, 2008 11:06 PM
im just not me today. not my day today.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY! although i dont have any holiday and have to go to school as usual. boring!
and today is a SUPER bad day for me. its really oh my goodness. firstly, i only remembered that i left my wallet at home after i reached yck mrt. mummy was kind enough to pass me $28. ha! then when im walking to my class, i saw another person who is not any of my classmates. and i thought i was in the wrong class until kumaran said "morning" to me! then early in the morning, one by one the yuying band people come online and started talking to me. then weng guan the kuku made me want to laugh, but i cant cus im in class! so i um chio-ed. just nice, all those times when i um chio-ed the faci saw me! damn it. then i noticed that he start to "watch" me. argh! so i have to be a good girl. then after school went for sectionals. its just not my day today. nothing went right for me. even when practicing. oh my goodness. i just dont feel right with my embouchure. just could not pitch well. what a day!
and im happy! although huixian called out of nowhere when im in class, but i finally talked to my darlings on the phone! although it was gossips, but so?! i seriously miss thier voices okie. im so glad that our friendship is still quite strong even after so long! im so loving you all! they have to be proud cus this part is for them! haha! and this is like longer than the one on huixian's blog!
i stopped , Monday, July 07, 2008 11:15 PM
new blogskin! nice?! thanks so my deary huixin! I LOVE YOU MANY! =)
as requested by bridget, i will update my multiply with my crappy pictures soon. but if you want the camp pictures, im so sorry i dont have any.
STRESSED! one more month to practical exam and 19 more days to SIBF. im more stressed about my practical exam. im still no where near a pass can. i have not been practicing. i have forgotten everything. im in deep shit. the coming week also no time to practice except wednesday. damn it!
piano today was madness. i have not practiced for 2 weeks cus past two weeks no lesson. then my teacher told me exams would be in early august. and its like oh my goodness! my pieces, scales and everything are all crap. one more month. im so going to practice and make sure i pass. i dont want to retake. then i wasnt being lazy today. i took bus home after lesson. then reached home and sleep. then i continued with my drama!
okie. and i think i have enough problems. i just dont wanna throw it all at people. how i wish i could meet up with my dear huixin and huixian right at this moment. they are the people who really understand me the most lah. and i miss them LOADS! i have loads of things to share with the both of you man!
i stopped , Saturday, July 05, 2008 11:49 PM
3 days to weekends!WOOTS! oh my goodness me! im so addicted to the drama clarissa recommended! so nice lah! only after getting the virus out of my lappy, then i can watch! i was watching during my weekends cus no piano lesson! so addicted till i planned to watch during lessons, but plan failed. the facis like to give problematic questions and i was too busy to watch already. i can only watch when im home early.talking about that. i have to skip adventure learning on the 15th. its until 8pm, but i have practice. putting myself in a band member's shoe, SIBF is around the corner so have to pull up my socks! putting myself in a student's shoe, its sort of a module and i already have a "X" for being absent. although i do not really like high elements, but afterall i can challenge my limits and im sure going through it with my lovely classmates would be hell load of fun! alamak! classmates have been trying to psycho me about it just now in the train. most prob im going to skip the adventure learning. today. slept real late last night. thank god today no UT, if not im bound to fail. i woke up late today but was not late for school. ha! i thought my bro was going to school today and after that my mum would wake me up. then when my mum woke me, i suddenly remembered its wednesday! damn it! so i rushed here and there. to make the matter worse, traffic jam outside my house! argh! then headed to school with elle and si min. mei lan was absent, so mr thomas relief-ed. computing was madness! it was super tough with visual basic. im so sorry team 5! i was super tired today and did not contributed much. i will compensate you all! syu told me her bro didnt have to attend school today cus its youth day? should i be proud to be considered a young adult? ha!yesterday.science. woohoo! teamed with elle, hazel, si min and yati! elle was all mad as usual. science was about chemistry. i have returned all my chem to my teacher? and i tried my best to speak up in class so my "hubby" wont comment that im too quiet again. and we were the last team to present, so "hubby" allowed to the rest of the team to bomb us! irritating. then after school, headed for practice but ended up sectionals. zi qi, shirley and sandy didnt came. sadded. 大哥 entertained us and i was with my theory! then after that headed home and did my rj. rj was a killer. i spent alot of time doing it.tomorrow. UT, culture module and practice. going to be a long day. i miss studying with books and stationeries! looking at lappy the whole day is very tiring. its a killer! just hope that tomorrow's question would be simple! and hope tomorrow's UT have no calculation! or else, buang!
i stopped , Wednesday, July 02, 2008 8:04 PM
long time never update and syu is pestering me to update! im so lazy~
anw. let me welcome july and hope my life would be more exciting in the coming months. june was okie. two weeks of holiday and back to school. boring~ nothing much but the same old things happened in school. i think july would be more interesting for me cus of SIBF and its a sign too! im getting nearer to my HOLIDAY! weeee~ and i hope i can continue to semester 2, cus my grade are really atrocious!
okie. let me talk about VANESSA'S theory first.
how do you pronounce "ba"?
if its the "ba ba black sheep......" that kind of "ba", you are right!
then how do u pronounce "babbles"?
if u put "ba ba black sheep......" that kind of "ba" to pronounce, you are right!
how do you pronounce "ca"?
if its "ka", you are smart man!
then how do you pronounce "battercap"?
i think you should know alr.
so that's all about the PPG thingy. ha!
i stopped , Tuesday, July 01, 2008 10:46 PM