its saturday now and two more days of holiday before school starts again! (oh man...) i totally hate this feeling.i want longer holidays! and i ahve made up my mind to pon school on wednesday so i can go for the last day of yycb camp. i was asked to think of games. ha! die!(i meant the members!)friday.i have been sleeping very late for about a month or so already? and its continuing. lol. slept at around 1.30am and i was woken at 9.15am! (argh!!) the worse thing was that i was woken by a call! mf called so freaking early in the morning just to ask if im free in the afternoon and wanna if i wanted to go down to px. lol. after that i started to message people and i went back to sleep. forced myself to wake up at 11+am. then had lunch anf headed down to px. actually i didnt wanted to go over cus the weather was freaking hot(damn it!), but i still went with jianwei. ha! then headed to yuying. had happy meal from mac for dinner! was having great fun playing with toys with bridget, jianwei and mf! then thought about the games for band camp then practiced with the band. we played "play that funky music", "bring me back to life", "tempest", under the flag of glory" and another piece. after band, went for prata then headed home.oh my goodness me! tomorrow still have piano lesson. and alumni practice is cancelled again. i think i shall put my saturdays free until everything is settled. im quite pissed off with the damn michael sim. some kind of pain in the ass. trying to act like he is in-charge of everything. the school now is bad and i seriously dont see any improvements since he came in. typical school man. everything also money money money. the P approve lah, so why should he talk so much? argh!and i have ben saying that i want to go jogging to lose weight all that, but until now i hav not even started a sngle thing. cool eh? the lazy me is not moving! and i think my dieting plan will fail as usual cus i have been eating junk food. prata, mac, kfc.. oh man.. must control already. im so going on a diet and jogging!! must motivate myself!anyway. after what this person said, im also wondering why am i so enthu in band. im constantly thinking if band would bring me anywhere although its my interest. but if you think carefully, band seriously cannot bring you anywhere far. so sometimes i really do think if i be less enthu and concentrate more on studies(which is a confirm must). people say im a band freak, but im not! i just enjoy the times with the members and my juniors. i never felt anything like this before lah. but then the question comes back again. band really needs alot of commitment and i have given loads in the four year in yuying. i feel that im tired of being too commited yet it is my interest. im so contradicting myself. i just whished i have more days in a week so i can really do what i want. i need more time! music, commitment, time and everything..... haix!
i stopped , Saturday, June 14, 2008 12:47 AM