wooh! what a hot weather today! cannot tahan seh.. and my mum dont want to open the freaking window?! its very stuffy!woke up at 11am cus i want to watch tv. ha! what a reason right? haha! while watching tv, syu called me. i was wondering who would call me on sunday! then she was saying that the audition piece is merry widow! wth! so i quickly went to check my email. omg. i passed the interview and the audition piece is really merry widow!! argh! wtf! then went to change my specs frame. so sadded! i wanted to change to plastic frame, but the uncle say cannot cus its a different type of lens. argh! so from purple frame to black frame! wahaha! never wear black frame before. my mum wanted me to take the red frame, but i wore red one before. and im not used to the specs yet.. going to collect my other specs on wednesday! after that went to grandparent's place for lunch. then came back home. as usual, watching tv. then headed to my grandma's place for dinner. i felt panic through the day! then i msged mf after dinner asking about the scales and all that cus i dont really understand what they meant. so later have to flip through the scales. argh! im worried! and adding to the stress, tues have UT!! and i have not study yet.. LOL! shit. i feel so slack. i think im going to concentrate more on my studies. cus i have been too enthu in band during secondary school and i faired badly for Os. learnt my lesson. but im still hoping i can get into band. *contradicting myself* studying is no choice for me, so i have to like it. but music cannot be compared to anything in my life. just praying hard that i can get into band and do well for my studies at the same time..wanted to pon school tomorrow cus wanted to go yuying in the afternoon to celebrate ms lee's birthday. but cus of the audition in the evening, im going to school. and i cannot be a bad girl. haix.. im so sorry that i cannot make it. and so sorry that i "bombed" you all yesterday..i have enough preoblems in my mind now..and im all stressed up..
i stopped , Sunday, May 04, 2008 10:10 PM