im.... tired and freaking sad. devastated.was woken up earlier than usual this morning cus of some reason. whoever who read this post before i edited it, you know what happened. but i decided to remove it. shall keep it to myself unless you wanna know or something, then i will consider about saying or not. haix.. life still have to go on..... i was keeping myself occupied so i wont think about it. the plan of mine was quite successful until after our team finished presenting. then i started to think again. omg. thank god i had band practice after school to occupy me. i wanna aplogise to syu and huda for being "emo" to you all ever since band practice started. wasnt in the mood for anything, that's why i was thinking of going home after band practice just now. after band practice, dinnered at LJS with the band members. they were super high. then trained home with some of them. thanks for entertaining me cus i was really super quiet. i was crying when i was walking back home. it just came back into my mind. omg. i just could not take it anymore.. i could take it no more.i tried to hide the pain and show the smile.i tried very hard.im so sorry that they were some sort fake.i was really not myself today.sorry for everything.
i stopped , Thursday, May 22, 2008 2:42 PM