im superb depressed!!omg. i think im suay can. yesterday had tune-in session with RPWS. den today had interview for RPWS. their list were random. real random tt i was in the 1st group! and i was like nervous for the whole day ever since i read the email at the start of the day! den i think i screwed the interview.. i was damn freaking nrevous cus its my very very first interview. and there was about 5 people in the room watching and listening.it all started with the names, posts and all that. i think they had thought of many questions, cus two of them were pointing at the laptop before asking the questions. then,first question: what is music to you?me: (thinking)...... everything? [blah blah blah...]
second question: if you were the management of the band and the band is dropping(standard), what would you do?me: i would encourage them to practice more to improve. [what else can i say? force them to practice? c'mon! poly already leh..]
third question: do you have other commitments like another IG, work, etc..me: no..
forth question: then you only have RPWS as IG? why?me: cus i was in band when i was in secondary school....... yah.... interest...
fifth question: would you pay more than a thousand dollars to go for an overseas trip with the band?me: i can lah.. but it depends on my parents..... yah..sixth question: if you could not get into flute section, would you want to go to another section?me: hmmmm........... yah, can...... cus can get to learn another instrument........
seventh question: what would be your choice?me: (silence)........... don't know......... anything.....that was about all. and i was told that there was only about 3 questions?! yah right.. ha! but i know that i screwed it and im mentally prepared. so if i don't go onto the audition, means im out. and i don't intentd to join any others.anyway. thanks so much to those encouraged and comforted me! appreciated it loads! especially angel and derrick! and sorry if i went to anyone of you to complaint and crap.. thanks for your ears and eyes(MSN and SMS)! LOVE YOU ALL!!
i stopped , Wednesday, April 30, 2008 8:14 PM