woohoo! super high today! oso duno y. mayb cus i cut my hair and it made me go mad? lol. okies. woke up early and headed to amk hub to gt my hair cut and shop at ntuc wif my mum. lol. dam freaking tired cus i only slpt at ard 0230hr! omg. den aft lunch went straight to yuying and it was raining at my huse! dam it! all thanx to my parents, i was late in meeting yimei. anw. den it was time to hyper!!! was really hell loads of fun wif yan ming and whoever hu hyper-ed wif us! wahaha! we hyper-ed all the way till "band prac" ended. performance of the band was so-so, but can sae tt they did improve a tini tiny lil bit. during the rehearsal, went to canteen to crap wi yimei and shimin! haha! den went hm.. sian-ed!i think im mad! fancy torturing myself by slping quite late and waking up early! omg. im seriously feeling very tired. but last nite slpt tt late cus i cant slp! was tossing and turning in bed, thinking abt some band stuff. sometimes i wonder y m i so enthu. even gt myself stressed up abt their probs! omg. i jus hope tt they can make it to SYF and remain distinction. i think i will cry my eyes out wif disappointment if they didnt sustain. wooh. but im still in a positive mindset!wanted to tok to the band jus nw, but decided nt to cus of duno wat tt i canot rmbr. im worried for em! feeling stressed for em too!anw. i duno if i shld regret cutting my hair. dam it! its like "wah! so shiok as the weather is quite warm recently!", but when i look in the mirror its like" omg!! i think i really put on quite alot of weight as my face looks rounder! argh!!!". see the diff? omg. im worried! cus speech day most of my frens r gg! so if i go, i will have to find a hidding place! argh! kuku! i feel round, even when i look in the mirror w/o specs! bad bad! omg!
i stopped , Tuesday, March 25, 2008 11:06 PM