moday blues! argh.. feeling super tired. i think i slp too much alr.. slp at abt 0130hr and woke up at 1130hr?! tt mus b the reason! nothing on today, so slacking at hm! haha! omg. then for the rest of this wk, im so gg to be busy as a bee! okie.. woke up, ate breakfast den changed my bed sheets for both of the beds in my rm! while having breakfast, kena frm my dad agn. so its like i nvr gt a gd start for the day. every day of mine mus kena frm someone before i start my day. wtf! den aft lunch officially start my slacking! haha! and i finally ripped tt disc so i finally gt those pieces into lappy. woohoo!tue: speech day rehearsal at yysswed: might go outthurs: band at yyssfri: speech daysat: band at yyss (west coast for rehearsal in the morning den back to yyss)sun: band performance at west coastytd, sun.overslpt and rushed to meet my darling flautists! luckily i nt late, but "heng", rachel and angeline were even earlier! shocked when i saw "heng" sitting on the floor duno doing wat to her feet. and the evil rachel is taking photos of wat "heng" sticking plasters! lol. den they started wif their aunty-ing agn. haha! forgt to bring camera along! dam! so we jalan jalan ard while waiting for siyan. den lunched at long john tgt. i didnt noe tt my darlings can b tt high! omg. can compete wif us alr seh. den jalan jalan aft lunch while waiting for jasmine. aft tt we went into some shop which sells sufer girl's stuff. and our whole section bot a bag each! woohoo! so we r gg to use it on sat tgt as a section! hw cool can tt be eh? haha! had a great time laughing in tt shop! aft tt went to gt flowers for 老爹 and water frm carefour. den headed to VCH. concert was okie. aft tt went dinner wif brid they all at bugis. all those photo taking by the road side! haha! went to action city den headed hm. had a great time laughing wif my darlings. im thinking of organising an outing wif yy and henderson's flautists to the zoo! its been a long time since i went to the zoo.. haha! wat a place for an outing. miracles do happen, but you still need to work hard.
don't only count on miracles to happen.
work hard now and enjoy the end result.
at least you know you did ur best no matter what the results is..
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somehw, i dun feel like im part of the family at all. everything anyone asked me to do, i wuld normally do it for the sake of nt getting black faces and all that. they r seriously too much man! watever i do, i will gt blamed and scoldings for nth at all. for example ytd. when i was on the fone, my mum asked me to go and shower and scolded me for nt packing my rm as it was in a mess. okie, fine. im on the fone, so i decided to pack my rm 1st. aft awhile, when i was still packing my rm, she scolded me for nt shower and still toking on the fone! wat's wrong wif ppl nwadays man.. i did wat she wanted me to do and i gt scolding. and my dad and bro! lidat oso.. they all seemed to be finding fault wif me can! izzit wrong toking on the fone?! izzit wrong using my laptop and watching tv?! izzit wrong to shower?! y cant they jus blame themselves for things nt rite rather than to vent their anger all onto me?! izzit so fun to find fault wif others?! y m i so suay tt i can nvr gt a gd day? i seriously rather stay out wif my frens than to stay at hm and let u all scold me like nobody's business. reading is gd. they asked me to read so i read, but can u actually believe tt i can gt scolding if i read too much and nvr do other things? so its nt tt i want to have a huge gap in between us and nt b close like every other family, but the thing is do i have the choice? im nt tt dumb to try to mend the gap up by letting u all scold me all u want and me still wif a smile. im NT ur slave!
i stopped , Monday, March 24, 2008 4:20 PM