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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EUNICE!!

im bored...

dam bored at hm & im trying not to go out so much too.. cus go out = spend $$! argh! & im kind of saving up for smths.. & was supposed to go out wif my gals ytd!! miss them loads can! its been quite some time since we met up!

sat.
really tortured myself & tcher by playing the piano. omg. anw. it was her who wanted me to play the piano, so nt my fault! haha! den went for band. played those marching pieces for speech day. dam fun disturbing rachel seh! nw i noe hu i can disturb in the band other den those few.. im feeling EVIL! wahaha! aft band went out wif weng, jianwei & siyan. had ben & jerry before heading hm! woohoo! supposed to gt smth frm yamaha but den it was closed aft our ben & jerry.

sun.
went to grand's place for dinner. both yi chuan & my bro were dam crappy tt nite! wonder wats wrong wif em.. den send my bro back to camp! & he dam pro seh.. sneaked in his laptop! hope dun kena caught arh.. slp ard 3+.. duno y culd nt slp seh..

mon.
SHOPPPING! woohoo! went shopping wif my mum & bro. & went shopping wif a running nose! keep sneezing nonstop. dam! i think cus mnt enough slp. wat a day man! & ended up only buying my stuff. went to far east to gt some t shirts.. tot of getting a skinny jeans, but... i think i will hardly wear.. den headed to paragon cus my bro wanna go crumpler to check out laptop bag or smth. den went to taka for a break. blisters agn. den my dad picked us up at J8 den went to buy dinner. den only aft dinner den i realised tt we culd have gone to PS to gt my stuff frm yamaha! dam it man! my memory's really failing! nw i think i have to wait till nxt mon when i go out wif my gals.. argh!! jus before i went to bed, i burst my blisters! heard tt it will heal faster tt way..

tues.
stayed at hm. SLACKING as usual.. was woken up by weng's msg.. den my started my profession.. COUCH POTATO!! woohoo! actually watching tv is quite boring at times..

im putting on weight alr.. omg. i've been oways wanting to go on a diet, but it oways seem to fail! & i really wanna go o japan wif the band in dec man! hope RP have holidays in dec! *praying hard & fingers crossed*


i stopped , Tuesday, February 26, 2008 5:32 PM


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JASMINE!!

dam it man! i think im stressing myself up. im jus feeling troubled & i canot think of wats the thing troubling me! sometimes i really want sch to start asap so i gt things to occupy myself, but i feel sianx when it cums to sch.. omg. nw i have no idea wat i want.

wed.
woots! slacked at hm! real bored. watched tv for the whole day. makes me feel like gg out to work! wanted to spend my time by slp, but scared canot slp in the nite. lol.

thurs.
went for band as usual. nw den i noe super lot of ppl gg into rp. lol. den had games wif the recruits. & before tt, 1 of my section's recruit injured herself! omg. reminds me of last yr when angeline fell. den left early to grand's place for dinner. woohoo! so many ppl. & my niece dam cute. keep eating nonstop.

today.
went for band as usual. sian! rachel arh.. aiyoh! duno wat she's doing 1 seh.. den did the alumni band stuff. omg. calling some unknown ppl to me. den marching till it rained. den went back into the band rm & look for scores which r simple yet nice. lol. hard to choose man! weather very unpredictable nowadays.. but it saved me frm the peak hrs! hehe! walking under the rain is cool! made me think loads! oso duno think abt wat.. lol.

tmr. piano lesson in the morning. sure have to play piano.. dam it! have to take prac exam this yr. dam it! aft tt gg for band prac. woots. mus slp early alr.. im bcuming a panda!


i stopped , Friday, February 22, 2008 10:02 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST DARLING!!

I LOVE PEACHES!! lol.

sian diao big time!!


man! i gt posted into a sch i dun really wanna go, although its in my top few choices. so nw i have to go to sch wif my bro when sch starts! so i will gt the same treatment as when im in pri sch agn.. when my bro's frens c me, they will go: "eh.. hi, samuel's sister!" omg. anw. its gd so my parents dun need to make an extra trip, but my perfered choice is np. oh well.. i seriously look open (看开) alr.. whichever sch & course i gt into, i still have to study. so y nt jus pia this 3 yrs & change course when i gt into uni.. this is wat i think & advices ppl give me. & heard tt loads of ppl r gg into the same sch too..

anw. i love my relatives!! they r all very concern abt me seh.. omg. im seriously very touched! but the sadded thing is tt i wont b having holidays in dec & i canot go japan wif the band! dam it! jus have to pray hard tt i will have holidays in dec! *fingers crossed!*

& i finally turned dwn the job offer!! omg. all my excuses! so sry & thanx for the job offer. im seriously too lazy to work. i love slacking my life away. i'd rather live off my parents than to work for nw. its jus abt 2 more mths b4 i start sch, so i wanna enjoy! cus i plan to work super hard for the nxt 3 yrs! (if im able to do it)


i stopped , Tuesday, February 19, 2008 7:11 PM


tmr is the posting result!!! hope i can gt into the course & sch tt i want.. *praying hard & fingers crossed!*

im feeling super tired. last wk was like sort of filled wif quite a no. of activities.. lol. but den i enjoyed it! especially cus its been quite some time since i met up wif my frens. & im using my bro's laptop to blog nw. lol. he offered his laptop to me b4 he left for work jus nw.
fri.
went to play pool wif darling, yimei & neelam. woohoo! i think we were laughing more den we played. enjoyed wif all those laughters! aft tt went sake sushi for sort of lunch wif darling & yimei. our target was 30 plates. lol. it was tough. almost gave up half way cus really very full, but darling's determination kept us gg. lol. we were super full aft the meal. we split up at the traffic light outside sch. i went back to sch for band. den aft tt went to mac wif em. they & their nonsense man! i was drained out by the day's activities & my mind wasnt functioning tt fast.was being bullied. lol.

sat.
went for piano lesson in the morning. i was there suffering! aft finishing my h/w which was overdue, my tcher asked me to play the piano & i nvr prac at all! i played till i almost died b4 she released me. den headed to sch for band. bot loads of choco for my section (u ppl mus love me for the chocos man!)! den lunched wif ming they all. aft lunch, had combine outside the band rm. took the picc to play wif my section. omg. i can hardly play it nw! but hu cares anw. i still can play flute okie alr. den aft tt marching. den left sch wif jane. supposed to meet neelam at duno wat time, but den i was more than an hr late! but he was the one hu asked me to charge my fone b4 leaving sch cus low batt alr, so canot blame me. hehex! but anw. i was super pai seh when i reached ps cus he was kind to meet me & bring me to darling's chalet & i made him wait for so long! so sry! den went shopped for darling's present. den headed to pasir ris for darling's chalet. was dam tired. trip was dam long. den dinner wif darling they all at BK. den went back to look for the boys. wait for em to finish their last game of pool. lol. i was super tired & was practically staring into space while waiting. aft tt went to the chalet, den shimin & i went to BK to sit & crap! chat for quite some time. den went to the park wif eunice they all. memories of last yr when the band went to pasir ris for the sunrise thingy! (yuying band members,u shld gt wat i mean.) den it reminds me of last yr's SYF. dam it! den left wif angeline to the mrt station to catch the last ride hm. & we missed it! so asked my dad to pick us, cus my mum 死死 oso dun let me stay overnite. shld have asked my dad instead. had cold war wif my mum aft tt. i understand where she's cuming frm, but she's really unfair can! allow my bros to do things lidat & i canot. pissed off!

sun.
went to grand's place to have 鱼生 & lunch. den went to my other grand's place for dinner. very sianx, very tired. was still having cold war wif my mum. & i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed or tt i dun have enough slp. i gt fustrated over small lil things! sry if i showed black face to anyone for no reason. & i love my bro!! cus he's working at botak jones, so he sort of have free dinner or smth lidat. he ordered some chicken hotdog thingy & da bao hm. & he waited for me to finish my shower & shared it wif me! he sae he didnt want to start 1st cus he scared tt when i finished my shower, nth wuld b left. lol. so sweet of him! woohoo! its very nice man! nxt time mus go & patronise him!

my cousin offered me a job. pay & all tt nt bad, very tempting. but im jus too lazy to work! all my aunties keep asking me to go for it. aiyoh.. if u all want the job, i let u have it. cus im so used to my slacking life nw. lol. my cousin msged me this morning asking me when can i start.. i feel like rejecting her, but very pai seh. i seriously dun feel like working at all!! i love my slacing life! so im sort of praying hard (i mean seriously super hard) tt the job is taken by some other ppl! hahax! & im still thinking abt the flute exam thingy. i feel like taking, but im forced by my piano tcher to take my piano prac this yr too! scared canot cope seh. & still have many other things tt make me think if i shld really go for it.

& im so gg on a diet! i have put on weight this chinese new yr! & i can sun bian save up for some of my other stuff! cus i have a feeling tt i wuld over spend this mth. so dieting can b a gd thingy aftall! hahax! & im quite into comics nw cus of my bro. & i canot believe tt i actually watched pucca on kids central. im reviving my chilhood!

*all the best to ppl having common tests!!


i stopped , Monday, February 18, 2008 2:57 PM


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

woots! this day was quite planned. lol. was forced to wake up by my mum cus we gg out for lunch which was nt planned or rather i noe nth abt it! went to J8's din tai fung for lunch & to sort of celebrate his bday on the actual day for once! woohoo! i osrt of forgotten abt his bday, too tired till forgt alr. when we were at J8, i culd nt think of any reason y we sudden go out for lunch. so i asked my mum & she was like "its ur bro's bday lah! hw an u forgt?!" & my bro was like "yah lah! u bo xim!". lolx! dun try to hao lian jus cus u can watch M18 shows!! hehex!

aft lunch went back hm, watch a lil tv den headed to sch. supposed to meet mu at the void deck near sch at 1515hrs, but i only left my huse at 15oohrs & i need at least 20-30mins to reach sch. opps! sry! surprised to meet ming at the bus stop. was quite surprised tt mu gave me rose! lol. i was really surprised. den went for band & there recruits were ard, so culdnt do much. tried looking for tcher for the results of the proposal. dam it! waited for so long still no reply! i slpt dam late last nite cus im sort of worried for the results can! i lose my slp for no reason. lol! dam! den aft band, dinner at KFC wif siyan, weng, suhailin, birdy, azmir & mu! sadded tt jane culd nt cum wif us. but at least we toked abt everything under the moon while pei-ing her wait for her mum! den so sweet of azmir & mu to pei me wait for bus! hehex! thanx ppl! & thanx for ur gifts! im so gg to give back gifts this yr! nvr had the chance to return gifts to ppl hu gave me. opps! & nt long aft i reached hm, my some of my aunties, uncles & cousins came to my huse to bai nian! my niece dam cute can! walking here & there nt wanting to go hm.

& im still thinking if i shld take the grade. gt loads of things to consider manx! i feel like taking & at the same time, oso dun feel like taking. toked to jane & birdy abt it.. but came to no conclusion to if i shld take or nt. argh!! still thinking abt it..

& i so wanna go japan wif my darling juniors end of the yr wif the band!! dam! we were toking abt it jus nw. miss those times we high-ed tgt! i jus really really hope my parents allow me to go can! & im super broke for this mth! trying to save as much as possible! & i think i wanna go on a diet! i really put on weight this new yr! shit!


i stopped , Thursday, February 14, 2008 10:14 PM


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!!

this CNY quite quiet.. so different frm the other yrs. summore nt all my relatives were there..sianx! all i did was eat & eat & eat whenever i step into some1's huse. im so gg on a diet!

CNY eve.
woke up early to do some last min shopping at amk hub. den went over to grandparent's place for lunch. slack ad & went back hm, aft tt went back to grandparent's place for reunion dinner! woohoo! dam shiok! but wasnt full so aft reaching hm, i cooked instant noodles for my bros & i. den duno y gt so many bees cum to my huse. lol.

初一.
woke up early & headed for my grandparent's place. den went ard to collect angpaos. reached back at grandparent's place at ard 5+pm & slp! dam tired! when we were at my granduncle's huse, he gave us a piece of paper. it saes:

说说就好

说了又不听

听了又不懂

不懂又不问

问了又不做

做了又做错

错了又不认

人了又不改

改了又不服

不服又不说

den one of my auntie sae tt she wuld read tt to my cousin everyday cus the whole thing is saying abt her. lolx.

初二.
went to my other grndma's place for lunch & slacked there! den went over to my uncle's huse den headed hm. went to my auntie's huse aft dinner den aft tt all of em came to my huse. my bros went crazy tt nite. they were having so many gay poses for the family photo taking. dam lame ppl!

初三.
woke up real early cus meeting them to go 老爹 huse bai nain. den jane called & sae tt only can go his huse aft 12. sian! so the whole grp of us headed to heartland KFC for lunch! den at 老爹 huse the grp of us gambled! so unfair! 1st few rounds bcum banker alr. summore i oso nt very sure hw to play! i lost more den i won can. den we went to 老爹 rm to watch 1 miss call! nt scary lah. jus disgusting & gruesome. den 老爹 ordered 12 pizzas. madness! den aft tt went to city hall wif siyan, brid & weng to buy his skinny jeans. den walked to bugis for pepper lunch as dinner! brid's dad is a super nice person! he send all of us hm! thanx loads!

初四.
went to grandparent's place for lunch den headed to ps to watch movie at cathay wif zhen ling, hong zhen, kok hao & xiu quan. kung fu dunk & tt toufu song! lol. hahax! enjoyed! den headed to kovan for dinner a KFC. pei-ed kok hao gt his stuff. den went mac to sit & crap. very long time nvr meet alr, miss all of em! lol.

valentine's day is on thurs & im still thinking if i shld gt a bday present for my bro cus its his bday on tt day! i duno wat he likes & all tt manx! so suay to b born on tt day. price of almost everything will rise for tt day.

shld i go for it? very 烦 arh! there's lots to think for, but i feel like gg for it. lidat i wuld need to buy a flute, & i think it wuld take me yrs to save up for 1. need to have live piano accompaniment for 1st 2 pieces, so have to trouble some1. & i dun like aural tests!!! omg.


i stopped , Monday, February 11, 2008 2:45 PM


woots!

dam! didnt really slp well last nite. duno wat happened. den forced myself to wake up at abt 11+am cus i dun1 to b the last to wake up like every sunday. lol! aft tt went to my grandparents place for lunch! slacked ard den went back hm to clean up my rm! every1 cleaned up their own rm anw. its like child labour can. i cleaned the ceiling, changed the bed sheets & cleaned up my window! had hell loads of fun cleaning up especially wif my big bro ard! dam funny lah! didnt went to my other grandmother's place for dinner cus of the spring cleaning. i think i shld go & gt a job which requires me to work on sundays too. cus my bro skipped all the cleaning cus of his job! manx! my neck is aching! & is fbt shorts tt bad? jus cus i hardly wear tt short of shorts, doesnt mean tt i canot wear can! dam fucked up wif my parents. & they only noe to complain & complain! accidents do happen okie!? stop blaming other ppl for everything! when u do smth accidentally & its our stuff, do we complain, make hell load of noise & blame u?! fucked up manx!

fri.
went for band cus need to finish the proposal. & its done wif the help of ms chan! woohoo! thanx so much! i love u! & the recruits came in today. emo came dwn cus of her bro too! congrats to her for the JPSAE thingy! hahax! anw. it rained super heavily tt day can! although theres shelter to the sch backgate, but it was flooded! dam! but i still walked & the water went up to my ankle! & mind u, i was wearing slippers. aft band, i was stuck outside my huse. i dun have keys & no1 at hm. luckily my grandpa came over & opened the door for me. thanx so much! & my bros really tot of me lah can! my big bro gt keys, but he gg to watch movie wif his frens. he offered to cum hm immediately aft his movie to open door for me. & my bro asked me to go find him wif his frens till sum1 reach hm. but the thing is tt he's at bugis & im at kovan! but really thanx them loads!

sat.
went for piano lesson in the early morning. kena forced to play the piano & i have have nt touch the piano for donkey yrs alr! its was a killer.. den aft went for band. lunched wif those peeps. den aft tt was combine in the rm. nw i noe tt my playing is super bad! super terrible! side reading really deproved hell loads! omg. aft band, showed mp the proposal. & omg. it was graded fail!! so poor mu, have to go hm & change it. den went to mac wif jason, mu, rid, jianwei, siyan & wengguan for dinner & to tok abt the things to change for the proposal. crapped loads! toked abt the techno version of as seasons change & all the nonsense! & kena made fun of the same things agn! hearing the same thing for 4 yrs its boring. pls try smth new nxt time. lol. den azmir & mu pei me wait for bus for very long. thanx so much! den went hm for 2nd rd of dinner! my big bro dam gd lah! he helped me finished my remaining food as nt to waste it lah. woohoo! paiseh if u r putting on weight. lol. hahax!


i stopped , Sunday, February 03, 2008 8:56 PM