argh!!!!early morning went to shop for CNY stuff wif my mum. there was SO much to buy, but my mum stopped me frm taking almost everything tt i liked. lol. bot sweets for em too! den lunched wif mum den went to grandma's huse to pass her those CNY stuff. im super tired today. now i noe, teaching pri sch ppl is VERY tiring.. yes. they made me laugh and made me mad & need lots of encouragement. its fun, but teaching really needs hell lots of patience. woots. im starting to think tt i canot teach until i refill my patience. totally exhausted. didnt expect em to high until tt stage. or m i old alr? & i realised tt flute section ppl r really the crazy type of ppl. when they laugh, the "laughing gas" will spread to one another and everyone wuld start laughing. lol! woots! tts us!anw. i think there's smth wrong wif my mum. monday, she asked me smth while we were watching tv. lol. wat a conversation manx.mum: so.. any boys chasing aft u?me: no.......................... y?mum: no lah. cus at this age u ppl always have this kind of thing wat..me: (thinking) lolx.mum: huh.. unless u so fierce tt nobody want u..me: diao........mum: see last time when ur da gor gor have gf, always spend time wif his gf.. & now u see ur er gor gor.. spend so much time wif his grp of frens which more than half r gals..me: (even more diao-ed) so wat.. u want me to stay at hm more often or go out more often?mum: no lah.. jus asking only..this is madness! cus im nt working, so im dependent on my mum on my survival! she noes im nt working and she's nt giving me pocket money!!! she's so forcing me to go gt a job lidat manx. i think she had given up forcing me to look for a job aft mths and she's using this method so she no need to nag at me everyday! evil! actually i sort of have a job. i teach, but i dun ask for pay.. so does tt counts? lol. tmr is the release of results! dam! im nt really scared abt it for nw. im heartless. i jus feel like slping. wait tmr den i gt the stress! my senses r retarded. and ppl r wishing gd luck here & there. thanx so much! appreciate it lots! but i really have no confidence. 0%! jus hope i can gt into the course tt i want. tts all i ask for.. & i wanna go shopping! dam! have nt even buy a single CNY clothes! waiting to go wif my bro, but we jus canot find time!! he gt to go back to camp & i gt my activities. manx.. i go wif him to help him look at his clothes. but i dun c y he needs to follow me.. lol.
i stopped , Wednesday, January 23, 2008 9:59 PM