long time nvr blog le.. many things happened..28th june- secretly went for band prac w/o my parents knowing or they will kill me! very disappointed in some ppl. haiix! wat to do. ppl do change. haiix! & i can do nth abt tt. but to me, it really means alot to me. i really dun1 the band members or some ppl to suffer bcus of some ppl. dam sadded 1 okies..29th june- went for band agn..den kena bullied. during band injured myself. bruise until nw. pain seh.. den went to amk hub to meet parents & maid for dinner. 30th june- my dearest maid hu was wif us for 17 yrs, went back hm & nt cuming back le. missed her LOTS! cried badly lah! tt nite cried, a few days passed still cried w/o ppl knowing. dam sadded. i missed the times we disturbed each other & all tt. rmbring very sunday morning u will cum to sae bye to me b4 gg out. every morning wake me up & prepare everything for me. everyday w/o fail, watching tv wif me. & all the others. missing all the times we had tgt so dearly. hw i wished u nvr leave me. but i now 1 day u will go back & nt cum back. mentally prepared alr. but didnt expect the blow to me to b so big.evening, went compass to buy NEW FONE!! W610i!!! wahahax! dam happy..den aft tt went to my aunty huse for gathering.wanted to meet jane at her huse dwnstairs de cus my aunty stay opp. her. but in the end nvr..1st july- YOUTH DAY! nth much excpet tuition.2nd july- went out to study wif chew! although we did tok alot, but at least i finished 41/4 qns.! den went hm & study agn.today- sianx! study study study! aft skool rushed hm cus parents gg out for dinner wif their frens. i didnt noe i had to go along! always plan & nvr tell ppl de! smack their faces!! den they order all the spicy food..lolx! sianx diao! i hardly eat spicy food de lah! so i ate very lil. den came hm & use the com. nvr even do my h/w..lolx! its craziness!if i wuld fall sick,
jus leave me there to die & rot off.
who cares abt me anw?
jus so sadded.......
i stopped , Tuesday, July 03, 2007 10:16 PM