fuck my mum lah! dam pissed off wif her. still curse me tt i fail my "O"s. wat kind mum is this?! instead of encouraging me, curse me fail! hw i wish she culd stop poking her nose into wat i do! i have my litmits. the F&N coursework is due on fri. i still have tmr to complete it. & tmr other den tuition, im free the rest ofthe day! den at tt time i canot finish it meh? u think i robot arhx?! jus admit tt u 1 me to study 24/7. watever i do jus canot please u and dad. u want me to read to improve my EL. fine. i read. & when i read, u make so much noise saying tt i nvr study. fine. i study. i study till late in the nite. u SCOLD me for nt studying earlier in the day & studying till so late. wtf do u want frm me?! im nt here for u to scold okies?! nw im the only 1 left in secondary skool among my bros, so u have to control me. u give my bros so much more freedom than i have. its jus so UNFAIR! my bors can go out till late. & for me, 10+pm alr calling me mad as if tt im running away frm hm lidat. being concern is fine. but being TOO concern is wat i meant KAYPO! & she show her way of being concern by SCOLDING?! wat kind of a method is tt?! all u want me is to gt an A1 for ALL subject although u tell me jus do ur best. ALL LIES! LIERS! all u noe is to ask for results and compare wif others. only noe hw to put the blame on others or rather me. y nt blame urself? its jus freedom tt i want. dam fuck up!*sry for being vulgar.
11 june.band prac time! wanted to sit wif jane. ever since the juniors joined us, we have been separated. but den i asked angeline hu does she want to be taught by. cus if jane sit beside me, jane will have to teach her cus there's NO WAY im gg to leave tt corner sit! hax! den she choosen me. den 2nd flute so little seniors, so jane went to 2nd flute to teach rachel & jas. cheryl came too! i left at 10am for f&n. den when i went back tt time was lunch time & the keys r wif me! den when i came dwn, only left few ppl like ming. den brid da bao for me! THANX! den band prac agn! so many chinese songs. sianx! den during sectionals cheryl & i were slacking & playing other pieces, while jane have to teach the juniors! wahahax! den combine. flutes kena scolding frm mr f.! wah piang. but in the end still okies lah. aft band got a lil surpriese for mr f.. we bot a bday cake & sang bday song. the cake was supposed to be brot hm by him. but in the end we ended sitting in the canteen eating tgt. lolx! den was asked to copy the trombone part for them cus dun have the score. i copy until dam ugly. but they still printed it so assume tt its fine.12 june.big bro's POP! so i have to go to skool myself. very tired. slp at 2am & woke up at 7am. & brid was A.M for the day!! mu PS-ed me!! & i was thinking if i came ltr for band prac, den the band members wuld be stucked outside until tcher-in-charge came! wahahax! hw cool can t be?! hahax! den pulled jane back to 1st flute cus tt day gt siyan to teach. & cus i wanted to sit wif jane! but in the end teach angeline. so no choice. den i was having the usual of runny nose + sneezing cus of lack of slp! lolx! den slp during sectionals. den i was MUCH better! den section lunch! hax! was toking nonsenses! den aft tt went to mac to buy food & to meet mr f.. lolx! den walked back to skool & combine! played the usual chinese songs + other new pieces. den sectioanls agn. i was practicing on the picc for tt partcular piece. a lil complicated. den combine agn. played some pieces den when the juniors turn to play i was slacking~ but poor jane gotta play wif them! wahahax! aft band helped mr f. do smth & tok. lolx! wasnt happy wif the librarians tt day. wat kind of attitude is this?! no scores den have to print ourselves? pls b more professional. den kenneth koh sae tt i complain abt everything. lolx! hax! i admit i complain, but nt abt everything! im nt trying to pick on her. but tts the fact. anw. canot wait for the band camp~today.woke up dam late. aft go for piano lesson. did killer theory. dun even understand den jus anyhw do. end up all wrong. lolx! den tcher printed other scores for me to play cus im nt taking practical this yr. woohoo! she printed 专属天使. hax! can play a lil of it. & disappointment. got back my theory exam result. 85/100! dam sad!culd have done better! haiix! nxt yr gotta work harder! nvr told any1 abt it expect my maid. didnt bother to tell my parents abt it. gotta find my other certs. duno where my mum put.den called mu & we planned to go for the camp in the leadership slot to sort of disturb them. mu wanna practice his drum set parts. den aft tt we study tgt! anw. there was once when i was walking hm frm the bus stop, i saw this guy cycling. he looks like him. i look at him, he look at me lah! lolx! very alike. but i guess it shld nt b him, cus he was skinny when i saw him in HK, but tt boy was a lil fatter. hahax! opps!
i stopped , Wednesday, June 13, 2007 9:43 PM