wat is life becoming into?!
some ppl are jus walking into their own grave. im sure they knew wat will the consequences be. but they still continued. den when they gt scoldings, they would make a hell load of noise & gt angry. wats the point doing all this? i jus dun understand. its jus childish.烦恼！recently i feel tt they are frm band & MT "O"s. i seriously duno wats gg on & wats gg on in their HEAD! omg! it is cus of exams results? pls lah, u wanna compare wif me? seriously speaking, i dun think tt conversation was jus a misunderstanding. u have changed. & actually nt only u..LOTS of them. FAKE FAKE FAKE! & there was once ming told me tt she saw all sec 3 band peps outside the hall duno doing wat. den i was like huh?! i tot they had a forum gg on? hw an they leave? dun want to participate in the forum & wanna slack oso canot do tt wat. den jane & brid told me the whole story. i was nt really happy abt it. i was dam dam disappointed. MT "O"s is jus 2 days away. its killer. im aiming for A2, but i doubt i can do it cus my prelim i gt c5. really disappointing. but hack! im so gg to work hard for tt A2. & jus for tt, i read chinese bks mayb 1hr+? hahax! normally i rather kill myself than to read chinese bks. hahax! & my bro told me: aim for the tree, fall on the ground. aim for the sky, fall on the tree. anw. went to amk hub for dinner & a lil shopping. & my mood was totally lost aft i went to this particular shop. i brot my band windbreaker out cus i nid to buy a button. half of it fell out. den i went to this dam old shop which sells beads. this type of shop sure gt sell buttons 1 mah. den i asked a man if he had this kind of button. but the button he took out was nt really similar to mine. & this was part of our conversation.he:u have to buy the whole box & u nid the special pliars to do it.i: orh..okies..but i jus nid 1 cus its jus half of it which drop off. (showing him)
he: but this button is nt necessary right? nt sae nid to use right? (walking back to the counter)
i thinking in my heart: if its nt necessary, do i nid to come all the way jus to buy the button?! if its nt necessary i would nt even want to step out of my huse & come to ur lousy old dam freaking shop!
i really almost sae tt in front of his face can! i was so pissed off! is this the way u do business? wat kind of attitude is this? its nt like if u give me wat i want i wont pay cus its jus a small thing & doesnt cost much. & i was having a lil mood swing. so i flared at my maid & mum at dinner. so sry! i didnt meant to. my day was spoilt thanx to tt dam freaking attiude prob man! aft dinner i cooled dwn lots & went shopping wif my bro, maid & mum! saw a very nice wallet for men but it cost $99! its real nice! cus my bro wants to buy a wallet, so i asked for the price, den i told him tt if i were to buy tt wallet, i will kill myself! hahax! den he was like aiyah..save loh..hahax! bot 2 clips! wahahax! hahax! & my mum bot 5 of my fav. doughnuts! felt satisfied for the day! hahax! think of many things today while reading & watching tv. tot of hw to give my dearest oboe junior a huge bday surprise during the chalet! hahax! i think it will b the best bday he have gt manx! wahahax! but i dun think i will gt to enjoy the chalet. gt lessons on the 2nd & last day of the chalet! so can only go aft my lessons & go hm in the nite. sianx! i doubt i will b having any holiday for this month.
my janeteo scolded me tt day..dam sadded! jus cus i slept during MT intensive lessons. thanx! cus aft tt i didnt slp during intensive lessons anymore. i looked like im paying attention, but my mind is partially off! =P
my past few days had been CRAPPY! keep on kena-ing frm my family members cus i keep on slping. lolx! i really feel tt slping helps to relief stress frm everything! when i slp, i nid nt listen to their crap! they jus duno hw diff is the present frm their time can! its really dam stressful studying. but they jus dun understand! wat's heir prob wif me resting?! im nt a robot which can work for 27/7 non stop!
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i stopped , Friday, May 25, 2007 3:58 PM