NA*squared* PORK!!!!sianx!! i think im so gg to fail all my subs for common test..lolx! & i've been falling aslp in classes this few days!! omg!! wats happening?!aft common test days, went for some crap motivational tok..& the few of us tried to gt excuse slips frm the chers..but FAILED!! forced to attend tt tok..i think im more depressed than motivated lah..lolx! the leaders were superb cool manx! wahahax!i think im getting the stress nowadays..cus my h/w r piling higher & higher each day!! & im like either no time to do, too tired or no feeling to do..lolx! gosh! so tts hw i got my common test marks..lolx! plus i still gt band stuff!! SYF!! 20+ more days left?! isn't time moving a lil too fast?! & this friday will b my last camp lah! den aft SYF..there goes..to my flute~ haiix! dam tired arhx! im so dead lah! im having problems with the attendance & everything!! im like doing more than i nid can! its unfair!! & nw im landed wif LOTS of probs!! sat. captain yusri (duno hw to spell) came to sort of conduct us & helped us wif lots of stuff..very fun sia!! he'a a very funny person..made us laugh non-stop! lolx! but i was half dead at tt time..cus i jus rushed back frm piano lesson..left during lunch time for lesson.. den his cold jokes sort of kept me awake..lolx! learnt alot tt day..(=got back most of our common test this 2 days..manx! i practically failed all except my chinese can! wah..dam sadded sia..still kena frm maths tcher sae i oways tok in class..neelam was tching me can! i seemed really hopeless in studies manx! den this sat is my piano theory!! wah piang!! stressed lah! den still thinking wanna stay overnite on friday during camp anot..but aft exam on sat..im sure gg back for band prac!! yeah!! haiix! sadded thing is tt the band is still nt working towards their goal!!! im asked to change their mood lah! omg! im no superwoman..but i can try my best!! & if there's no choice..den NA*squared* PORK will have more business!! wahahax! ming & i will den physco ppl...wahahx! im feeling evil..lolx! sometimes im jus being disappointed..too disappointed to sae anything much..especially the band!! i noe tt they r tired!! like im r nt lidat..haiix..they jus nid to b pushed..i just need tt 1 special person who understands me & can help me solve my probs..
and i'll b more than thankful to that person..(=
im just looking into the dark sky..
counting the stars every night..
wishing that days will pass faster as i count them..
but i'll just let time let my feelings fade away slowly..
pls tell me that by adjusting the clock, time would pass fatser..
i stopped , Tuesday, March 06, 2007 9:52 PM