you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

hello! im back!! been too busy , tired & lazy to use the com..

these days have been filled wif LOTS of things..

22 march..
band prac yeah!! lao dad lend me his flute!! YEAH!! but den there was a slight prob..cus i was quite moody tt day..BUT the starting of band prac was still quite okies..until we went for sectionals..den it was rachel's bday..den we sang here bday song during sectionals..den we carried on wif sectionals..i took 3 of the recruits..den jane took 2 recruits..den i was tld tt mr f. wants to c the WHOLE main band flute section..den i ask em to go while i take care of the recruits..cus i noe they sure slack..so they left..den i have NO idea wat happened in the store rm until jane told me..& tt really pissed me off..
try having someone putting words in ur mouth..saying things tt u have NEVER say before..*totally pissed* & tt was wat happened to me..i was the VICTIM!! its okies if she wants the new flute..jus sae lah..no nid to use dirty tactics rite?! anw..i think i rather nt use the new flute..cus its nt s season s others..so..i oso dun1 to b bothered abt it..

23 march..
full dress rehearsal for speech day..lolx! wore half u to skool..den nid to tuck in..but LOTS of ppl didnt..den during band prac kena punshed by jason..haiix! den we were like superb late..cus sec 4s & 5s have chinese remedial..but its like we have planned everything & all tt..den hey pushed the time forward & destroyed our plan..& LOTS of em nvr eat their lunch! haiix! wat kind of lousy plan have the skool made? they nvr even consider abt their students lah can! anw..den prac the usual pieces..den had great fun wif jane & ming..
den we went to watch sunrise tt day..den i was the late sheep as wat they sae..cus the whole band was waiting for me ONLY..lolx! den i didnt slp at all..1st time sia..jus kept toking to brid & laoma..hahax!

24 march..
the sunrise was BEAUTIFUL!! den we played our pieces at the beach..ming nvr cum..so i had to play her solos..sianx! many tings happened..but jus dun1 to tok abt it..cus it only brings back BAD memories..
den went hm in the morning..did some POWER NAP..den went back to skool for band prac..den the west wind tutors came..i was real tired tt day..didnt really pay much attention to the tutor..its like..u ask me do wat den i do loh..

25 march..
performance wif west wind at bukit batok CC..lolx! the concert master conducted the band instead of the conductor of the band..dne the concert master is really a WOW!! dam cute lah! look like mix blood..hahax! i oso didnt noe his was a flautist/piccoloist lah! until ming they all sae..hahax! & he was the 1 hu was supposed to cum & teach us when the west wind tutors came!! y was he busy at tt times?! *argh!* & we play colonial..have picc solo..den mr f. ask me to ask the west wind ppl play the picc solo..but den non of em wants to play cus they r nt picc players..only the concert master is lah! i was thinking..if the cnductor of west wind conducts, he wuld b sitting beside me..& i culd have ask him to play the solo!!! *argh!* den i had no choice but to play..den aft colonial..he said well done to me..lolx! i think i was embarrassed can! cus i noe i nvr played well..haiix! & he's REALLY cute!!!

26 march..
opened the door for em to have sectionals..cus mu was sick..nvr cum to skool..sianx!i was really rotting in skool at tt time..

27 march..
SECTIONALS!! jane had the WHOLE section to cum for sectionals..she toked to us..den aft they left, only left ane, ming & i..we played a fool..laughing like nobody's business in the canteen & all the way to the band rm..hahax! FUN!! den we took our time to pack up cus i was holding the keys..den ms l. came..toked wif us..until 6.30pm!! & i nw understand my conductors MUCH better..hahax! its our secret! =P

today..
rushed thru my geog tex cus gt test in the 1st 2 periods!! but i was superb tired & i fell aslp while doing the paper..lolx! den i oso didnt understand wat the qns. was asking..den MT..i was ren-ing..hahax! den f&n..had relief tcher..den stayed in the library..den assembly..kena bullied by neelam, goro & hong zhen!! den EL remedial..was eally slping..too tired le..den piano! haiix! anw..im nt taking practical exam for piano this yr cus of the prelims..sianx!

YUYING CONCERT BAND!!
WE CAN ALL DO THIS TOGETHER!!
HAND IN HAND,
WE SHALL PIA FOR TT FEW MORE DAYS!!

*there can be miracles
when you believe!
no one knows what miracles
you can achieve!

i stopped , Wednesday, March 28, 2007 9:55 PM

its a long time since i blogged..

although its the holidays & im piled with LOTS of holiday h/w, but most of my time was occupied with LOTS of band practices..im a lil drained out cus of tt..but im willing to work hard jus for tt few more weeks..cus of SYF! we wanna achieve wat we aimed for! i left my huge plie of holiday assignments aside and happily went for band practices..wahahax! tts my life can! nth can never replace tt in my heart! =P

okies..15 march..went for exchange at henderson..had LOTS of FUN!! hahax! although i did made LOTS of mistakes, but at least i learnt lots from the other bands..in temrs of their senza misura, etc...hahax! i think the band culd have done much better tt day..even for my solo..lolx! i think i culd have done MUCH better..haiix! no point regretting nw..its over le..i jus have to do my best for SYF & nt freak out!! hahax!

16 march..aft speech day rehearsal (which i think was a waste of time)..we had welcum party for the sec 1s!! yeah!! so fun lah can!! i picked the best game! cus we gt to play with water!! summore tt time gt rainned a lil..hahax! ming, kenneth & i were still playing under the drizzle!! wahahx! so fun! most of em were nt wet..cus we didnt have time to gt em all wet..sianx!

17 march..went for hair cut den rushed dwn to look for ming..had lunch..bot flowers for lao dad & lao niang..wahahax! den we were almost late for the concert! hahax! aft the concert, lao dad brot lina, brid, li-li, jane, ming & i for dinner..hahax! did some stupid act..& brid was the only person hu saw wat happened..so quite heng lah..hahax! den we were like laughing crazily..den we toked abt LOTS of stuff too..hahax! gossipping!! hahax!

18 march..went for sound check! other conductors were there to help too! hahax! i think it was quite successful..but i was playing with a lil difficulty..kept coughing..hahax! but i want to sit on the 2nd row..sadded! hahax! & my flute is spoiled!! OMG!! haiix! needs to b repaired..so i have to use other flutes at the moment..although im all the while using other flute..duno wat did my jane do to my flute..haiix! den nw picc using NIE band 1..den flute..haiix..duno wat to do manx! den smth happened..some1 gt injured..haiix! so blur..

monday..was a totally slping day for me manx! i was slping for most of the lessons! i really could nt take it..summore i was nt well..coughing like nobody's business..hahax! my voice..CHANGED! *argh!* hahax!

today..sianx! attire check..almost got caught..hahax! den went back to class for lessons..den high-ed wif darl..hahax! dam lame lah..den aft skool gt stucked in class..cus have nt finished maths h/w..but in the end i oso nvr hand in..hahax! den went for sectionals..im like to kan jiong..cus today is the balloting day for SYF..got to noe the day & time aft we left skool..haiix! its in the middle lah..so its still fine..den was feeling DAM sadded can! counted the days i left before i step dwn..haiix! its like 20+ more days of fun with my beloved juniors, band mates, conductors & teachers?! its so dam fast lah can! hw i wish this day would never come..hw i wish i could stop time frm ticking oway so fast while we are enjoying..haiix! was really sadded when i reached hm..haiix! only want to pia for SYF & enjoy wif my beloved band ppl for nw..gonna miss u ppl SO much aft we step dwn..*sobx!*

tmr gt oral..sianx! den aft tt nid to rush for piano..haiix! den friday gonna watch sunrise!! YEAH!! hahax! den sunday gt performance with west wind..wahahax! c..my days are all planned..=P

YUYING CONCERT BAND!
WE CAN DO IT!!
JUST DO UR BEST!!

i stopped , Tuesday, March 20, 2007 11:46 PM

enjoyed today manx!! aft f&n..met up wif ming they all & went for lunch..den went back to skool for our self-proclaimed sectionals..1st time so hard w

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAN MING
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU!!!

enjoyed today manx!! aft f&n..met up wif ming they all to have lunch..den head back to skool for our self-proclaim sectionals..hahax! 1st time so hard working manx!! lolx! i was in the band store looking aft the store..while the rest of em were outside having fun practicing..den mu came..den we toked in the band store..haiix!! its jus disappointment..dun balme urself.. anw..den mr f finally came..lolx! he scared me when he suddenly open the door so hard lah! lolx! den i went to canteen to enjoy & had fun wif the rest..den mr f was cleaning & polishing his trumpet in the canteen..hahax! he bot sweets & snacks for us lah! hahax! den aft the rest left..mr f, mu & i stayed to tok..hahax! & gossip!! wahahahx! he still mistake us for being tgt when we r nt lah!! lolx!

on my way hm met my aunty & lil cousins..hahax! den while walking hm..suddenly rain so heavily can! i ws really soaking wet..+ my bag & the flute is in my bag lah! lolx! i tried to shelter the flute..hahax! 1st time im so wet by a heavy rain lah! hahax! so fun! hope tmr i dun fall sick!!

its jus disappointing..
but nvr balme urslef..
u can do it!!
i trust u!!

i stopped , Tuesday, March 13, 2007 7:33 PM

CAMP!!
it was quite fun!! hahax! really enjoyed it! but i really REGRETED!! its my last camp in this year wif the band..i kind of regreted..did nt stayed overnite wif the band cus of my theory paper..*ARGH!!* aft my paper, i went back for the camp..den they were all under the sun "tanning" & practicing.. & i only "tanned" for abt 45mins..wah..it was like so fun lah! & i missed all the fun they had on the 1st nite..haiix! had practical exam on the last day when gg to break camp..but my section so lucky..nvr kena called..i was so happy lah! cus i culd nt memorise the rehearsal marks..although i was quite panicy while practicing & hearing who had been called to take the test, i practiced until i fell aslp on the table..lolx! hahax! den mr phua lend me the NIE band's piccolo..its dam season lah! very nice to play..but den this camp like a lil suay sia..many ppl fell sick during this camp..even for the sjab ppl lah! haiix!

jus a friendly advice..NVR have tuition aft camps..its jus so tiring..i had 1 aft my camp..i went thru tt 2 hrs of tuition..but only 25% went into my head..so NVR put a tuition aft a camp.. (=

piano theory exam!! atrocious!! i was quite panicy during the paper..i was unsure for most of the stuff..& i alr found at least 1 mistake!! cus i was asked hw was the paper..den i asked mr f abt the sclae thingy..& i added an xtra flat!!! OMG!! im like so sadded can!! jus wished i didnt noe abt my mistake..& im extremely worried abt this paper..hope i will pass my paper..

HOLIDAYS!!
yeah!! wanted to like have a break or smth & brush up my weak subs & do my h/w.. theres time to do..but im like in the band mood can!! jus dun feel like doing h/w & stuff..doing h/w oso will have the SYF piece tune in my head..lolx! den jus feel like gg for band..(=

today went back to skool to make the water bombs..hahax! was wet-ED by li-li while preparing in the toilet!! *argh!!* hahax! but luckily nt tt wet..hahax! den we played wif a few of em..so fun lah! we made the floor outside the band store a lil..den gt accident happen..regretted plying outside there..aiyoh..so sry!!

& im so gg to miss my big bro like nobodies business lah! his gg to the army on thursday can! & thursday i gt band prac! canot send him..sadded sia!! i jus oways happen to have things the those important days..tt time when he was gg to fly oversaes for his attachments..i had band prac..den i didnt went to send him off..sadded..my whole family went lah! den i felt dam bad abt nt sending him off lah! nw oso..another time..haiix!

just missing those happy days & moments..

i stopped , Monday, March 12, 2007 10:44 PM

*ARGH!*

STRESSED!! SADDED!! WHATEVER!!

my bro..irritating sia..cant he jus understand tt i have to rush my coursework? he oways uses more than the time tt he state he will use..& when i use, i go over the time, he will jus keep on disturbing me..y he can use den i canot use?! its jus so unfair lah! den jus nw during dinner..kena scolding frm him for nth..wt*..im like superb pissed can! i told him tt i nid the com aft dinner to rush my h/w..den he sae h/w or band stuff? i sae both..den he started crapping & scolding me..lolx! he oso the same loh..last yr oso keep doing band stuff..he stopped in april..i noe..cus tts the time when he step dwn! of cus lah! but izzit april nw?! its like march can! cant i jus strive for abt a mth for band until SYF is over? i alr sae very clearly to my family tt i will step dwn rigt aft SYF..& they were still making so much noise lah! they jus dun believe me! wat can i do to make them trust me? y do they only trust my 2nd bro? they normally have no probs in wat my bro does..then when it cum to me..haiix! i think its all crap!

my life sux!! its jus filled wif craps & nonsense!!

i really want to adjust the time on my clock so tt my sucky days will past faster..
this world is just making me crazy by every second..
would you just take my hand and bring out of this torture?

i stopped , Wednesday, March 07, 2007 9:34 PM

NA*squared* PORK!!!!

sianx!! i think im so gg to fail all my subs for common test..lolx! & i've been falling aslp in classes this few days!! omg!! wats happening?!

aft common test days, went for some crap motivational tok..& the few of us tried to gt excuse slips frm the chers..but FAILED!! forced to attend tt tok..i think im more depressed than motivated lah..lolx! the leaders were superb cool manx! wahahax!

i think im getting the stress nowadays..cus my h/w r piling higher & higher each day!! & im like either no time to do, too tired or no feeling to do..lolx! gosh! so tts hw i got my common test marks..lolx! plus i still gt band stuff!! SYF!! 20+ more days left?! isn't time moving a lil too fast?! & this friday will b my last camp lah! den aft SYF..there goes..to my flute~ haiix! dam tired arhx! im so dead lah! im having problems with the attendance & everything!! im like doing more than i nid can! its unfair!! & nw im landed wif LOTS of probs!!

sat. captain yusri (duno hw to spell) came to sort of conduct us & helped us wif lots of stuff..very fun sia!! he'a a very funny person..made us laugh non-stop! lolx! but i was half dead at tt time..cus i jus rushed back frm piano lesson..left during lunch time for lesson.. den his cold jokes sort of kept me awake..lolx! learnt alot tt day..(=

got back most of our common test this 2 days..manx! i practically failed all except my chinese can! wah..dam sadded sia..still kena frm maths tcher sae i oways tok in class..neelam was tching me can! i seemed really hopeless in studies manx! den this sat is my piano theory!! wah piang!! stressed lah! den still thinking wanna stay overnite on friday during camp anot..but aft exam on sat..im sure gg back for band prac!! yeah!!

haiix! sadded thing is tt the band is still nt working towards their goal!!! im asked to change their mood lah! omg! im no superwoman..but i can try my best!! & if there's no choice..den NA*squared* PORK will have more business!! wahahax! ming & i will den physco ppl...wahahx! im feeling evil..lolx!

sometimes im jus being disappointed..too disappointed to sae anything much..especially the band!! i noe tt they r tired!! like im r nt lidat..haiix..they jus nid to b pushed..

i just need tt 1 special person who understands me & can help me solve my probs..
and i'll b more than thankful to that person..(=

im just looking into the dark sky..
counting the stars every night..
wishing that days will pass faster as i count them..
but i'll just let time let my feelings fade away slowly..
pls tell me that by adjusting the clock, time would pass fatser..

i stopped , Tuesday, March 06, 2007 9:52 PM