im worried..jus worried.. =/

lessons were boring s usual today..den EL watched some jap movie..watched wif some difficulties..in terms of the person in frnt of me canot keep still while watching..-argh!- & the pics were dark..so i gave up & slp..lolx! hahax! den tcher woke me up when she paused the show to sae smth..lolx! den i heard frm ppl tt she said i look like 1 of the gal in the movie..lolx! jap ppl r normally cute & pretty..but im jus FAT! hahax! chem was so-so loh..mixed up wif a lil stuff..den only did a few experimens..den MT gt test..sianx!

band..haiix..i took the band for fall in can! & i said smth wrongly & sirs were present! omg! den they showed me this face..lolx! hahax! so pai seh sia..den i was busy doing jane's SL job cus she nt ard..i oso doing my stuff..hahax! busy sia..den i played w/o warming up..& its tough to play w/o warming up..lolx! den i played the solo..den sir sae the soloist nid to learn to ribrato ( dun hw to spell) ..lolx! i tried b4..but i still canot gt it..

aft band on the way hm..let smth slip out of my mouth..-argh!- omg! nw ming's gg cum aft me for this manx! hahax! den kena forced by her to give her a lil clue..lolx! hahax! camp tt time sure kena force to tok heart to heart de..its wat we usually do during camps..hahax! & we crapped & toked some er xing stuff..hahax! =P

im dead for the camp...i was told i nid to take the band for fall in & report strength & all tt on the 2nd day! omg! -argh!- im bound to sae the wrong thing agn despite many reminders..im a failure..anw..y do i have to do all this? im jus a secretary..& if the majors r nt ard or busy den i take mah..lidat only..so y do i have to do it for the camp? lolx! im so dead..help~im jus so suay can! my WHOLE body is aching like nobody's business lidat..-argh!- haiix!


im trying nt to think..
but it tough..
i really wished u noe my feelings for u..
im confused wif my feelings tt im starting to doubt em..
will u jus stay by my side forever?
E.T [allien]