wah..so sadded sia..ling nvr cum today..den in the end neelam n partner company me..hahax! thanx so much yah..? hahax! had so much fun wif em in lessons today..but den today's lessons all so sianx de..thanx alyssa for pei-ing me..hahax! appreacited it lots! loveya!den i was sort of in-charge of today's sectionals cus mu n aaron go NCO course..wah..nw i understand their feelings..its superb hard to keep the band members in control lah! n summore its jus a few only..cus today nt much came..den its like quite hard to control le loh..summore i dun really like to do all this cus if im really in a very busy mood i will gt angry easliy if im irritated..summore i was rushing things n the some of the SLs r jus superb irresponsible lah! totally pissed off manx! although its nt a compulsary sectional but den its like im really rushing for all this things n den u still can sae u went to da land..im totally pissed lah! lidat still call SL arhx..making my life so diff lah! anw..im so sry if i have showed u the black face or offended u ppl in anyway..im so sry.. n i hav new things for the SLs to do..n i think my life will b shorten by den.. =Panw..had so much fun wif ming jus nw during sections..hahax! ming helped me manx! thanx so much! den having sectionals halfway..the guitar club wanna use..so we shifted to the dance studio..-argh!- i today nvr practiced much at all lah! i was busy wif the HK trip thingys..den after tt went to ms loh huse to give to her..tts when ming n i very high..wahahax! so fun..came hm n wacthed goong agn..wahahx! nw left the last disc have nt watch yet..but its like so nice lah! hahax! so sweet lah! so envious..but den tt only happens on tv..so..no point.. =Pi really wanna die le..mu..faster cum back..i dun think i can cope alone..-argh!- die..try my best! i feel like i can die loh..wif all the.....haiix..nvm..jus try my best loh..die den die..at least i tried..but den i jus very scared i give ppl this black face..den in some way offend em or smth..haiix..i really understand their position..im tired..
will u b beside me when i nid u..?
i stopped , Monday, November 06, 2006 10:02 PM