today was a emotion filled day manx! haiix! didnt expect this to happen.. thanx so much darling, huixian n ming for ur consoles.. hahax! kkz..1st lesson was chem..lolx! so sianx! den POA..but den was quite happy sia..mdm soo postponed the test to tmr..at least gt more time to study..wahahax! last nite study until slp..nvr finished studying..hahax! den spent our time toking bout goong agn during english lesson..hahax! den after the break..was 2 lessons of geog..omg! we went to the AVA to watch the show: sorry, teacher..wahahx! so dam nice lah! very touching..omg! there were many touching parts lah! den during the touching part my eyes went watery can! but den i ren..den near the ending was superb touching n sadded lah! den s usual..i ren..den at the ending.. huixian came over..den ask me i kkz anot..wahahx! den i tried very hard to ren..hahax! den after tt darling turn over to tok to me..den half way toking..she tell me dun cry..omg! den tts when i canot ren le..den my tears...wahahax! n its the 1st time darling saw me cried lah! wahahax! so paiseh..wanted to hide the truth frm ming de..den ming saw thru everything..wahahax! den s usual lah..ask me dun cry..den siyan they all oso noe i cried cus of my eyes..wahahx! really enjoyed the show manx! didnt noe i was so emo..xPafter crying..i felt SO much better lah! oso duno y..mayb cus kept lots of things to myself n in my heart..wah! feeling superb much better le..nt like last time..didnt really feel s gd s today..hahax! but den still have a lil of tt feeling lah..duno hw to describe it..sad? happy? troubled? hahax! mayb cus most of my of the things tt i have kept for SO many yrs have went off tgt wif my tears ba..lolx! lame theory..anw..i oso duno wats wif all tt feelings in my heart sia..all mixed up le..the wires all wrong le..wahahax! gg crazy..=Pden during band prac..i was quite high..wahahx! kept playing wif ming n jane they all..wahahx! enjoyed manx! listening to mr faizal toking half way..he gt call..den its ms loh..den mr faizal pass his fone to me in front of every1 lah..so paiseh..wahahax! den after tt wento to staff rm to look for smth..find for so long in the end still canot find..haiix! den bo bian..went back to the band rm.. den palyed fairytale..i skipped my solo part..wahahx! mr faizal oso didnt notice i guess..wahahax! after tt..had a break den went for sectionals..hahax! mr phua came!! yeah!!! but den we gt tortured..the running notes!! -argh!-but den its gd tt he cum..hahax! haiix..they gg pulling hye yeon to play oboe if she can play..sadded sia..today seemed to b quite a bad day for many ppl..especially me! after band prac..gt exco meeting..sianx! den its like every1 was quite moody..i was oso lah! c his face..-argh!- den nid smth frm the SLs..den most of em were nt happy..lolx! bad day..haiix..den he "showed concern"..ask me i kkz frm my cold le mah..so fake lah! cant u jus gt to the point?! anw..i oso noes wat he wants..so i showed a lil attitude..i was quite pissed off lah..den ah mu n me kena pumped by him..wasting my time..its like he nvr touch n play other ppl's instru. b4..anw..he oso have no rghts to pump us loh..he have nt even go for NCO course yet..trying to give him attitude..but gave him a lil face..let him pump me..like i care lidat..den after tt i jus walk off..den ming faster rushed to me n c i kkz anot..thanx arhx! =) den i was really giving tt black face..hahax! den ming brot my bag n uniform out of the band rm b4 they lock..but den she forgotten bout my foolscape, pencilcase n water bottle!! -argh!-haiix..nvm..nid to borrow pen frm my bro..hahax! den its like nowadays..many things have changed..many..stop here for nw..still nid to rush things for ms loh..n nid to study for my test..sianx! having test in th holidays..den tmr band prac until 9pm..wah..sure die of exhaustion de loh..=Pmost sadded memories have been erased thru my tears..
ppl have adapt to the changes in their lives..
n so have i...
i stopped , Thursday, November 02, 2006 8:32 PM