im trying yah? n no doubt im gg crazy soon!
WAH!! IM SO GG CRAZY!!!!
no nid to go to skool today but gt piano lesson..sianx! spent my morning rushing my piano h/w..but den still have nt do finish yet..after all my chioing..i didnt go for piano lesson..cancelled my piano lesson cus i gt to rush somelast minute thing!! -argh!- wah..really very last minute loh..i feel so stressed..everything oso i do..mu still sae they gt more things to do den me..pls loh..summore i no asst. leh..its killing me u noe..nvr gt things lidat b4..i omost break dwn can! doing everything by myself is craziness lah! luckily i gt some great juniors n LINA tt were willing to help me even though i nid-d it in 1/2 hrs time..thanx so much!!i knew i wasnt the type tt can hold high post n can b relied on..its tough work can! haiix..hu ask u all to choose me to do this kind of thing..wah..everything oso kao me..wat i can sae is tt i will try to do my best..n nvr expect too much frm me..haiix..y mus everything b last minute..they dun1 to co-operate..wat u want me to do.? i still have tt stack of holiday h/w left in my rm rotting.. killer sia!!
1 kill, the other lend a helping hand..
but in actual fact,both r out to kill..
haiix..tot of slacking n gg for piano today..but den..haiix..all gone..the slacking mind set is all gone..tmr still gt band prac..2-9 sia..haiix..im tired..i've gt this mind set..holidays r meant to b enjoyed n relax..but i seemed more cropped up wif things to do instead..wat the world becoming into?! or izzit jus my way of thinking..haiix..i really hope time wuld pass faster..i want to re-study my sec 3 topics..actually..i think i nid to start frm sec 1..i was slacking all the way..n nw..i noe nth can! haiix..y mus things lidat happen?! do i look like i have nth better to do?! do i look so free to help u do everything?! its nt tt i dun to help..its tt cant u make an effort to do smth? we will nt b asking u ppl to doing things if we can do it by ourselves rite?! very fed up arhx!! some ppl r jus so irresponsible!! hate it when this kind of things happen!! -argh!- hope things will turn out well fast.im very tired.
ytd my big bro sort of interviewed my dad for his project or smth..wah..the qns tt he asked were so chim lah! lolx! hahax! even my dad was quite blur bout some qns. tt my bro asked..hahax! i was there watching tv n listening to wat they were toking about..hahax! this is wat i call gt 'skill'..lolx! hahax! nvr tot tt 1 day he wuld interview my dad..hahax! sort of weird sia..hahax!
me.strong?
always.
trying to b.shld i let fate decide my path?
or shld i create the path i want?
i stopped , Wednesday, November 15, 2006 5:33 PM