you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

wah..superb tired & fustrated manx! wat a day manx!

today henderson ppl came to our skool for x-change..cus we gt a combine concert cuming up..welcum-ed them..den played sum ice-breaking games..wah..our skool ppl were quite fine to me..liz seemed to b trying to entertain em..but den they so dao lah! lie they dun care bout anything lidat..summore i was in-charge of tt grp can! make my life so diff..soin the end i nvr played the game wif em..jus let em tok among themselves..they dun bother so i oso dun bother loh..they give me this kind of attitude i give em back loh..tried to b nice to em..sum of em..irritating sia..no mouth arhx..canot tok arhx..mus tok behide ppl's back arhx.? want to sae den mus dare to sae in their face lah! wth..quite pissed..but some of em were great..but den most of em..haiix..duno wat to sae..mayb they r shy or smth..but i doubt so lah!

den every1 went to the hall for combine..wah..i hit my flute & the mouth piece hit the floor can! so heart pain sia..den the worst thing is every1 in the hall saw it lah! including all the conductors! OMG! anw..i think they sort of closed 1 eye..but den i canot tke it sia..heart pain..

den after henderson left..we fall in..mr f. scolded every1 including the majors..i was superb splpy lah! when he was toking i ywan-ed more than 5 times i think..hahax! im xtremely tired! den after tt my dearest JANE TEO came back! wahahax! den we had combine in the hall..played untili almost slept lah! den played tt few pieces..haiix..those wif picc solo was failure manx! den every1 was superb tired n even mr f...den he was in a bad mood..can tell..scolded ppl..i was superb fustrated over certain things..

wanted to slp de..den have to finish the things for mr. p..wah..nw i very tired n fustrated..sort of shouted at my mum jus nw..SO SRY! i didnt meant it..im jus very tired..summore i had the runny nose in the day..-argh!- tt shows tt imsuperb tiredn shld rest..hahax! but den nxt wk gg HK liao..hw to rest..haiix..den my tutor wanna give me tuitin when i dun even have timeto go for piano lessons..omg! have nt even started wif my holiday hw..siao liao..

kkz..i think im falling sick! tts so cool! hahax!nxt wk leaving for HK liao..i still extending my fight sia..hahax! den concert on 18 dec..after concert gt camp...wah..siao-siao..im having runny nosen my nose is blocked..wah..

im tired..
think i nid a break?

i stopped , Thursday, November 30, 2006 8:23 PM

yesterday went to pei xin pri..they so cute lah! hahax! den late for meeting for 1hr 15min can! WE R SO SRY! we were stuck at pei xin..den after sectionals went PS wif brid, liz & ming! played like siao..wahahax! had so much fun! =P

today..late for spring cleaning.. =X hahax! went to make ic..wahahax! finally!! den went for lunch wif my dad cus he bring me make ic..hahax! nt really happy wif the pic..bt den..nvm..wait for 15 more yrs..den i go re-do..hahax! den reched skool at 1.15pm..ran into the skool cus si yan called me when i jus reached..hahax! gt ppl at the gate..i think i noe hu were they or smth..but den i late liao..so dun care..jus run..den luckily they have nt started yet..hahax! ming was even later manx! hahax! den after tt went to mac to eat n pei liz rot there..hahax!

had been having so much of fun wif ming, liz & brid manx! im gg crazy soon! played like crazy wherever we went..hahax!

tmr gt x-change wif henderson band..i think we nt fully prepared yet loh..den if we lay colonial for our x-change..im so dead manx! den summore on the very 1st meeting wif the top 4 posts of thier band jiu late liao..summore is xtremely late tt type..superb pai seh bout it..tmr have to reach skool at 7.45am..siao-siao...

angry sia! my stupid bro..thinks he very gd lidat..keep on asking my family members to go for his concert when he noes im having concert same time same day! solo for the whole piece nia..very big arhx?! pissed off sia! my dad will b in s'pore on tt day..den he jus nw ask my dad to go..den my maid asked hw bout mine..den my bro was like..its my very 1st solo for the whole piece..den duno sae wat..n sae tt is his conductor teach him 1..den still sae let my big bro goto mine can liao..i almost cried can! WTH!! very big meh?! its nt like i want all of em to cum to my concert lidat..i oso nvr force em..i still spare a tot for u leh..den my mum only bot 1 pathetic ticket frm me can! i jus tell her to buy 1 cus u oso having concert lah! spare a tot for me can anot?! im being kind here nt gg after all of my relatives liao ok?! im letting u have em horx! im very kind nt gg to slap ur face..i rather non of my family members cumfor my concert since ur solo is SUPERBLY important..n my very 1st concert is SHIT to u! its nt like its nt important to me can! im nt gg to care anymore! let u have things ur way! n its nt like my concert wont go on w/o ur support! u dun make the world go round ok?!

my life jus sux!
im seemed happy bout it?

i stopped , Wednesday, November 29, 2006 10:36 PM

pei-ed my big bro to marina square to buy bag..finally manx! hahax! been toking bout it since the wk b4..hahax! my mummy followed oso..den she paid for my bro's bag lah! i saw a bag..very nice oso..but den mus ren..cus i nw really broke le..still nid to pay for the concert tix..help ppl to bpay 1st..wah..nw totally broke le..wah!!!

anw..slept at 2 last nite n woke up at 12 this morning..wahahax! gt woken up by ming's call..hahax! den when i woke up..my dad they all were toking bout LG chocolate can! nw gt 2 new colours ba..red n pink..wah! nice manx! my mum oso like manx! nw im like craving for it..-argh!- temptations kills! my dad keep on looking at it lah! den my bro tot my dad wanna change new fone agn..den my dad sae wanna gt 1 for either me or my mum..wah!! i duno to believe it anot can! but the fone is really nice can!

haiix siao-siao..nw my piano scheduel all gone luan le..omg! today or tmr have to go for paino lesson de..today nvr go..den tmr duno shld go anot leh..the auntie oso nvr confirm wif me..haix.nvm..dun go loh.if she call me den i jus have to sae tt i will staylonger for the nxt lesson..hahax! lolx! have nt even done my h/w..go there to tio scolding only..hahax! n i oso forgot when is my nxt lesson..hahax! so cool manx! den still have to find a day to gomake my IC..until still have nt make yet..hahax! haiix..so many things to think bout..haiix! tired sia..everything seemed screwed manx! hahax!

anw! s u noe..yuying band gg to HK for 5 days..wahahax! but den im staying longer!! YEAH!! wahahax! yesterday gt tour breifing..den my parents asked if i culd stay longer..hahax! even asked the P. lah..omg! make me tok-ed to em when i was so busy..gt prob during the tok..i was running to the band rm n back to the classrm..the band rm gt some prob..hahax! superb er xing can! den wed gt spring cleaning..den thurs gt x-change in our skool..henderson ppl cumming! den the thing tt i hate is the attire..its superb stupid sia...pe t..skool skirt/srts/long pants n skool shoes..superb er xing can! no taste sia..hahax!

den yesterday after dinner gt sclding session frm ms l...haiix..usual to me..hahax! wah..she scolded the 2 heads in front of the exco memebrs lah! anw..i oso dun think they r doing much..they seem to think tt they have much more thing to do than me..but den i gt alot more things to do than em manx! den still keep asking me to do things when the tcher asked u to do! angry sia! tok-ed to mu bout it last nite on the way to the bus stop..den he oso sae its wrong..-hurpm!- lucky mu nvr give me things to do sia..hahax! i think im the 1 hu ask him to help me more often manx! hahax! thnx! hahax! =)

yesterday was so fun manx! played ard wif ming they all..hahax! enjoyed! used the musking tapes to write things n stick on our shirts! hahax! den gt ppl tell me tt mu scolded sum of em for sticking tt on their shirt..but den i was fine leh..den i oso asked mu den he sae dun have..alamak! hahax! i thnk i wuld scold him1st b4 he scold me sia..hahax! =P

im happily in my own world..

i stopped , Saturday, November 25, 2006 9:44 PM

wah..kuku-ED sia..woke up at 7+am..1st thing i did was to call hello kitty lah! luckly he woke up le..if nt i die..den he woke up liao but den still late for the class exco training..wah piang..den left for concert committee meeting..den allof us kena chased out of the band rm cus we were nt allowed to use unless gt tcher inside..den we all chop-chop..finished it quickly n left for lunch..hahax! during the meeting gt some thngs happen..but den nvm..its usual to me lah..cus i understand wat she meant..(= relax my dear..

went for lunch at mac..played like siao lah! duno y so high..every1 so high..hahax! den came back skool for band prac..guitar claub stoled our di pan!! den mu chase em out..hahax! den had sectionals..but i nvr went for sectionals at all..was doing stuff wif hello kitty..lolx! den mr p. n ms l. came..lolx! hahax!had combine..settle dwn le..tooked the wrong flute..took si yan flute..still tot her flute lostorsmth sia..hahax! sry arhx..hahax! den realised tt they nvr set u my flute..only set up picc.hahax! den bo bian..played picc for the warm up..den ran to the store rm to gt my flute..hahax! after combine..ms l. scolded us sia..pls ppl..go n buy the concert tickets frm the band members!!

didnt noe today was the release of PSLE results..hahax! 3yrs have passed so quickly..den my mum called 1 of the cousin bout her resluts..hahax! still can lah..better than me can liao..hahax! den heard tt 1 of her choice was yyss lah! hope she willb put in yyss..den gt ppl company me..wahahax! den we can do everything tgt..den she sure join band de..hahax! so cool! kkz..nw i shall pray hard!! hahax!=P den my other cousin was looking for me jus nw..hahax! but in was nt at hm..hahax! gt band..he called to tell me his results n COMPAIR my results wif his..lolx! wth..but den my maid jus anyhw tell him..hahax! at least they scored better than me..tts gd..(=

im superb tired can! durg the holidays..slping so late every nite..den wake up early for band..hahax! so cool! n i think im falling sick soon..hahax! but den canot afford to fall sick..cus of the HK trip n concert..

didnt noe hello kitty n melody were enemies..
n so were we..

i stopped , Thursday, November 23, 2006 10:36 PM

wah..so early in the morning kena scolding le..supposed to go make ic today de..den i continued to slp cus inly slp at 1+ can! den i was superb tired lah..den my dad wanna bring me at 8+in the morning to make ic..siao-siao..but after tt..i jus let him scold me lah..since he like t scold me so much..scold loh..everything oso blame me 1..scold loh..used to it liao..haiix..

my life jus sux..

wah..afternoon went for piano..den gt my practical results back..gt 77/100..merit sia..wahahax! better den the previous time manx! hahax! den went for lesson..den my tcher ask me to do corrections..but today duno y brain dead sia..canot think at all..den i jus sit there n rot..den my tcher have nt choice but to help me..wahahax! den cum hm..raining..called my grandpa to piick me up..den sun bian gopick my lil cousin..hahax1 he superb cute lah! hahax! 2-3 yrs old nia..den keep on toking n moving ard..hahax! my hand can cover his face sia..hahax! superb cute..kepp on playing wif him..

cum back hm..eat..lie on the sofa n read comics..didnt wanna bother bout my dad..hu cares but him anw..cus im really dam pissed wif him..its like..I REALLY HATE HIM CAN! hate him for treating me like this oways..hate him for being bias..hate him for all tt he done lah! everytimegt band praci sohappy..cus can leave the huse..no nid toc his bloody face..jus feel like asking him to f*** off lah..dun pretend to show tt u care! i hate ppl hu fake..wanna scold jus scold lah! like i will bother lidat..n we shall c hw i turn frm ur gd lil gal to a devil..focre lah..scold lah! cummon manx! its like i will give a dam bout it lidat..den my bro can use for lesure i cant lah! i use to do work den u oso make noise..

BLOODY HELL LAH!! MY LIFE SUX!!

HATE U ALL LAH!! ONLY NOE HW TO PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS!!

THINK OF WAT U DID 1ST TT I DESERVE IT CAN!

i stopped , Wednesday, November 22, 2006 9:34 PM

wah..tired..slpy..

woke up at 6+am n leave my huse for skool..my granddad so gd lah..bring me to skool..den when we were ard outside..i jus rmbred tt i forgotten my fone..hahax!den my granddad so gd..u-tur back jus to take my fone even though we were running late..hahax! in the end..i was really late..tot i culd make it on time..hahax! meet ming n si yan at skool b4 gg to the airport tgt..my granddad dropped me outside the skool..den he had to stop at the traffic lights cus red liao..den when i was walking to the bus-stop to meet they all, my granddad drove past n gave me this face n sort of rasied his hand like he scolding me lidat..hahax! i told ming n we were like laughing all the to the airport can! we laughed thru out the journey back n forth..haha! so fun can! enjoyed ourselves so much..en bot a preety hairband n a pig thingy for yoo jin..pei-ed her until she went in..hahax! ms lee came to send her off too lah!so kind of her..yoo jin n her bro same pattern de..hahax! oways fall dwn de..den keep on playing oso..hahax!yoo in mum wanted to give us $ lah..den we returned..we were there to send u all off n u wanna give us $..lolx! but really apprecited it..(= den we stayd in the airport for breakfast-cum-lunch..hahax! ming n si yan bot some kids mealin BK..kuku-ed sia..hahax! den after tt we went to coffee bean to buy ice blended MOCHA..hahax! simply love it..den went to 'the rainbow caravan' izzit? full of chocolates n sweets!! its my kind of world manx!! wo de tian tang!! =P
we sianx sianx..still continue to laugh n lay on the way back to skool..hahax! helped an ang mo..hahax! den we take mrt to eunos r smth cus si yan laugh too much le..stomache.nid-ed toilet..wahahax! den while waiting for her..ming n i were playing lah! hahax! even in the bus gg back to skool..we oso playing..hahax! i think we r the most siao in the band loh..hahax!

sectionals was a yuck today..b4 tt monkey came n mu left..i was high..after tt i was nt really happy..but still high-ED wif em a lil..hahax! den so sweet of jane n brid lah! bot a slice of cake for me..hahax! still have nt eat yet..THANX U MY DARLINGS! den waiting for bus..missed 2..1st 1 cus i have nt reached the bus stop yet..still walking wif ming..den 2nd 1cus i was reading comics!! -argh!- but den i had time..so i didnt really worry..=P den reached hm..ate, watch tv n slp..but slp for 15min only..woke up by my bro..my dad getting a new fone formy bro lah! wah piang..den he asked me if i wanted a 'LG chocolate'..i sae dun nid..but really wanted it...-argh!-i feel so stupid lah! i sae dun nid cus i was really tired n wanted to slp..lolx! hope he will still gt 1 for me..hope my dad noe hw to ZHI DONG a bit..hahax! im so stuck wif motorola..want to try other types of fone..hahax! i feel like bang-ing my head on the wal ltill i die..wah..i shld have jus sae a huge YES..he wanted togt t for my bday present..haiix..nw..no more le..cus of me wanting to slp..haiix..
woke up n rushed smth on the com..band stuff s usual..den left my god-me n aunties for saefood dinner! nice sia..love it..nw den i noe my anunties n uncles r sort of er xing..toking lots of crap..understand a lil of wat they were saying..hahax! i undserstand teochew after all..hahax!

me gg crazy..watched banana in pyjamus n barney yesterday..lolx! i was luaghing all the way can! i looked i seemto b enjoying it..hahax! kuku-Ed me..wat was i doing? lolx!

kkz..im slpy..got to move away frmthe com le..tmr gg to make IC..wahahax! I SUPERBLY WANT TT LG CHOCOLATE!!! both colours r nt bad..hahax! =P
p.s. dad..pls b more ZHI DONG arhx..i think u now i wanted tt all the while..so..u noe lah..hahax!

do we always have to follow our fate n destiney?
can we change em?

i stopped , Monday, November 20, 2006 11:27 PM

today was a lil special for my bday..hahax! went out for dinner..jack's place..den i request nt wanting a cake cus i was superb full after dinner..hahax! den really no cake leh..wahahax! den when i reach hm..my mum gave me a red packet..hahax! c..gt $$ to spend le..hahax! kidding..

kkz..i think im so dead..i think i sure kena frm mr p de..siao liao..have nt finish collecting smth..supposed to email him all of tt on friday de..but nw..-argh!- anw..im sort of used to it le..cus gt some irresponsible ppl..make my life so diff!! hahax! nw im being qns. agn..haiix..have to give some reason so cover the SLs n of cus MYSELF...i feel tt i oways kena 1 loh..hahax! jus nw i outside called mu..toked bout things..aiyoh..walk n tok at the same time..canot really concentrate..hahax! but den still can rmbr wat he told me lah..hahax! trying to improve my memory..=P

during dinner..my dad taught me a lil canto..hahax! but den i seem to forget le..hahax! n..i mixed brid's no. n stead's no..hahax! lolx! siao-siao...den chuan shou some of my things to gt things done to brid..kkz..its kind of confusing here..hahax! nvm..anw..im gg crazy le...woo~ -woots!-

i have always thought that its fate which brought us together.

i stopped , Sunday, November 19, 2006 10:24 PM

happy bday to jian ting, qiao wei n me!! =D

yesterday: slacked alot yesterday during band prac..hahax! slack-ed wif laoma they all while doing the logo thingy..hahax! i only sit there n do nth..my brain was dead at tt time..den laoma saved us by helping us to design..hahax! anw..gt a shock when stead they all brought a cake out of the G.O singing bday song for qiao wei n me..hahax! THANX SO MUCH!! I LOVE U GUYS!! n i think laoma is the 1 hu bot the cake..cus she msged me telling me tt she wuld in skool ltr n if i nided her for anything..hahax! THANX LAO MA!! had tt cake for lunch..hahax! they bot sweets frm mini toons n use em to decorate the cake..hahax! put banana sweets summore!! hahax! funny sia..enjoyed yesterday..reached hm, had my lunch at 6pm den went to slp..denwoke up at 11+ for dinner..hahax! so cool can! hahax! started receiving lots of msges after 12..hahax! thanx so much!! huixian was superb sweet lah!! she called me n sang a bday song..thanx arhx!!

today receive msges..hahax! den i was nt in a gd mood..slept superb late last nite..den in the morning..my dad asked for my report bk..i was superb pissed off wif him can! u want scold me jus scold lah..anw im oso used to u ppl scolding me le..scold lah..still sae wat dun understand my results..use ur eyes to c lah..irritating..at least my mum better..still sae encouraging words..u leh..only noe hw to show black face..i oso noe..n my bro forgt it was my bday lah! nw i noe im no1 to em in their eyes..

anw..after lunch..nvr go my grandma huse..went hm so my bro can study for his papers..den i watched tv..hahax! den my mum took the chocolates frm the frigde! yeah!! -temtations kills!- very nice sia!! love it so much manx! hahax! but fattening sia..hahax! n im back to my dieting..i think i lost my appitite agn..hahax!

haiix..tmr my dearest yoo jin gg back to korea le..sadded sia..i think i will miss all her crap..i think tmr gg to the airport to send her off..ALL THE BEST MY GAL!! TAKKAIRES N KEEP IN TOUCH YAH? love u oways..=P

happy manx! the exco camp is cancelled according to charmaine..hahax! but den gt training on thrus...8.30am-10pm sia..sianx-ed..dun feel like gg at all..but den tt day gt band prac..so..mus kao laoma to tok to mr teo le..hahax! but den band prc starts at 2pm..haiix..sianx-ed..den if im nt wrong..friday had a meeting..wah..i have nt even sold off my 4 $10 tix..den i gt 2 $15 tix..wah..siao-siao..hw to sell..haiix..anw..on tt concert day..we will b sort of presenting flowers to the principal..den ms loh put me to present the flowers can! omg!! n tts bad..y mus b me? haiix..i was superbly sianx diao when ms loh told us tt lah! wah..craziness manx!

thanx every1 for all tt u have done!! appreciated it lots!! =)

was it my destiny,
or ur unchained melody?

i stopped , 4:22 PM

im trying yah? n no doubt im gg crazy soon!

WAH!! IM SO GG CRAZY!!!!

no nid to go to skool today but gt piano lesson..sianx! spent my morning rushing my piano h/w..but den still have nt do finish yet..after all my chioing..i didnt go for piano lesson..cancelled my piano lesson cus i gt to rush somelast minute thing!! -argh!- wah..really very last minute loh..i feel so stressed..everything oso i do..mu still sae they gt more things to do den me..pls loh..summore i no asst. leh..its killing me u noe..nvr gt things lidat b4..i omost break dwn can! doing everything by myself is craziness lah! luckily i gt some great juniors n LINA tt were willing to help me even though i nid-d it in 1/2 hrs time..thanx so much!!

i knew i wasnt the type tt can hold high post n can b relied on..its tough work can! haiix..hu ask u all to choose me to do this kind of thing..wah..everything oso kao me..wat i can sae is tt i will try to do my best..n nvr expect too much frm me..haiix..y mus everything b last minute..they dun1 to co-operate..wat u want me to do.? i still have tt stack of holiday h/w left in my rm rotting.. killer sia!!

1 kill, the other lend a helping hand..
but in actual fact,both r out to kill..

haiix..tot of slacking n gg for piano today..but den..haiix..all gone..the slacking mind set is all gone..tmr still gt band prac..2-9 sia..haiix..im tired..i've gt this mind set..holidays r meant to b enjoyed n relax..but i seemed more cropped up wif things to do instead..wat the world becoming into?! or izzit jus my way of thinking..haiix..i really hope time wuld pass faster..i want to re-study my sec 3 topics..actually..i think i nid to start frm sec 1..i was slacking all the way..n nw..i noe nth can! haiix..

y mus things lidat happen?! do i look like i have nth better to do?! do i look so free to help u do everything?! its nt tt i dun to help..its tt cant u make an effort to do smth? we will nt b asking u ppl to doing things if we can do it by ourselves rite?! very fed up arhx!! some ppl r jus so irresponsible!! hate it when this kind of things happen!! -argh!- hope things will turn out well fast.im very tired.

ytd my big bro sort of interviewed my dad for his project or smth..wah..the qns tt he asked were so chim lah! lolx! hahax! even my dad was quite blur bout some qns. tt my bro asked..hahax! i was there watching tv n listening to wat they were toking about..hahax! this is wat i call gt 'skill'..lolx! hahax! nvr tot tt 1 day he wuld interview my dad..hahax! sort of weird sia..hahax!

me.strong?
always.
trying to b.

shld i let fate decide my path?
or shld i create the path i want?

i stopped , Wednesday, November 15, 2006 5:33 PM

haiix..went back to skool for sectionals today..haiix..when ming called me..i was still at hm watching tv can! wahahax! but i was gg to leave soon at tt time.. den she sae skool tt side raining..den nt long after i put dwn the fone..my huse here oso started raining very heavily lah! aiyoh! den luckily my dad at hm sia..if nt i sure die 1..hahax! thanx lots dad! wah..i was in a rush manx! cus i was still watching tv when i was supposed to leave..hahax! den my hair as in a total mess! canot believe it rite..?hahax! den met jane at the gate..den we both went to the toilet to tie up my hair..hahax! haiix..i was quite pissed during sectionals tt time..-argh!-total rubbish sia! didnt prac much..was actually supposed to do smth..but den i gave up..scared collect the wrong amt sia..hahax! den set up picc to play..hahax! superb sia..lolx! was showing some1 atitude..canot stand it le..totally pissed.. haiix..den after sectionals..sat in the store rm n canteen wif ming n mu..we toked..lots of things to tok bout..band stuff..personal stuff..everything lah..haix..my dear ming arhx..cheer up yah? iloveu kkz..? hahax!

anw...
happy birthday my dearest QM-MELISSA!!

haiix..saw a few ppl today..den keep on reminding me bout tt 'special' day..lolx! hahax! i was trying to forget bout it loh..wah...they keep on saeing: 19 nov arhx..sunday leh..lolx! wah.. hope i dun kena sabo-ed by they all during band prac..-argh!-

haii..tmr gt f&n..pratical summore..-argh!- siao-siao..my pratical is the worse can! my kao ling liao..hahax! =P siao-siao..after tt gt sectionals..mus really go n finish up my work..if nt i gt more n more..hahax! mus ask mu to help me..-argh!-

wah..my bro woke up at 9+am today jus to ask me if i gt go skool anot..lolx! irritating sia..still piak my leg so hard..-argh!- i was slping until so shiok can! den in the end i wake up le den went to watch tv..wahhahx! my fav.pass-time..hahax!

6 more days..omg! lolx!

will u oways b by my side?

i stopped , Monday, November 13, 2006 10:03 PM

im rotting at hm..-argh!- very slpy..have been slping xtremely late for the past few wks..wah..den yesterday after sectionals canot take it..den slp on the sofa..summore raining..so nice to slp..den slept for so long lah! den after dinner went back to slp..lolx! den i woke up n shower den i eat n watch tv..den slept at 3+am.. wanted to stay awake de..if nt i gt too much slp..but den still slp..wahahx! had fun wif my big bro today..my bro went to study..so my big bro take this chance to bully me..lolx! keep on disturbing me..hahax!

my feet is recovering!! yeah! finally..gt 1 classrm in the skool jinx manx! lolx! duno hw i walk until my feet injured sia..den tt time summore gt to take the band..im so happy tt mu n aaron came back le..if nt i laugh wif the band during fall in sia..wahahx! aiyoh..i prepared myself nt to luagh de loh..den in the end..haiix..wif em ard..canot take it..wahahax! nw my feet better le! yeah! although still pain lah..

wah..im in touble..i gt to do some band stuff..but den i jus oways forget to tell the SLs...-argh!-mus rmbr to tell them tmr..wahahx! haiix..gotten back my report bk..told my dad bout my results le..but den have nt shown the report bk..cus my report bk wif ming..wahahahx! im quite surprise tt he nvr scold me sia..wahahax! cus i told him i gt improve..wahahax! haiix..nxt yr im so gg to pia le..

haiix..im quite lucky..i didnt fall sick..wahahax! been slping so late..den yesterday still gt a lil wet cus of the rain..hahax! haiix..i think im nt gg to stay longer in HK le..haiix..cus its too troublesome le..still nid to e-mail the principal n all tt..haiix..nvm..sadded sia..tot i culd spend some time wif my mum shopping..cus she pay mah..lolx! wahahax!

haiix..cus of the rain..nvr went out wif my bro yesterday..-sobbx!- haiix..but den i spent my time slping..wahahax!

anw..friday went to CCAB to watch the POP..wahahax! den ms lim was so high lah! hahahx! had so much fun..den the TK major was superb shuai lah! wah..canot take it manx! wahahahx! so shuai..-argh!- y mu dun have his no...lolx! wahahahx! wasted sia..wahahx! den my laoma was superb high lah! she was so nice..wahahax! ate dinner wif us..den had fun..wahahax!

i stopped , Sunday, November 12, 2006 9:07 PM

wah..so sadded sia..ling nvr cum today..den in the end neelam n partner company me..hahax! thanx so much yah..? hahax! had so much fun wif em in lessons today..but den today's lessons all so sianx de..thanx alyssa for pei-ing me..hahax! appreacited it lots! loveya!

den i was sort of in-charge of today's sectionals cus mu n aaron go NCO course..wah..nw i understand their feelings..its superb hard to keep the band members in control lah! n summore its jus a few only..cus today nt much came..den its like quite hard to control le loh..summore i dun really like to do all this cus if im really in a very busy mood i will gt angry easliy if im irritated..summore i was rushing things n the some of the SLs r jus superb irresponsible lah! totally pissed off manx! although its nt a compulsary sectional but den its like im really rushing for all this things n den u still can sae u went to da land..im totally pissed lah! lidat still call SL arhx..making my life so diff lah! anw..im so sry if i have showed u the black face or offended u ppl in anyway..im so sry.. n i hav new things for the SLs to do..n i think my life will b shorten by den.. =P

anw..had so much fun wif ming jus nw during sections..hahax! ming helped me manx! thanx so much! den having sectionals halfway..the guitar club wanna use..so we shifted to the dance studio..-argh!- i today nvr practiced much at all lah! i was busy wif the HK trip thingys..den after tt went to ms loh huse to give to her..tts when ming n i very high..wahahax! so fun..

came hm n wacthed goong agn..wahahx! nw left the last disc have nt watch yet..but its like so nice lah! hahax! so sweet lah! so envious..but den tt only happens on tv..so..no point.. =P

i really wanna die le..mu..faster cum back..i dun think i can cope alone..-argh!- die..try my best! i feel like i can die loh..wif all the.....haiix..nvm..jus try my best loh..die den die..at least i tried..but den i jus very scared i give ppl this black face..den in some way offend em or smth..haiix..i really understand their position..

im tired..
will u b beside me when i nid u..?

i stopped , Monday, November 06, 2006 10:02 PM

okies..i was rotting everywhere i went today..i was supposed to wake up at bout 10am to help to call the SLs for sum thingys..den i woke up at 6.30am..lolx! but den my clock showed 1.30 lah! its so spoiled lah! den i continued to slp..wahahx! den woke up at 9.30am..den went back to slp agn..den woke up at 11am..-argh!- den instead of calling em..i mass msg em..wahahx! its like only shihui replied lah! i love the horn section manx! they r oways puncture in doing things when i asked..they make my life simpler.. xP

wake up le den watch tv..den went to my grandparents huse.. den all my aunties n uncles there lah! so re nao..den usual..i went to watch tv in my grandpa's rm..den i was forced out of the rm jus to eat lunch..lolx! every1 keep calling me frm the living rm..so noisy..got irritated..den went to eat..lolx! den my godma asked me if i gt watch goong anot..den i was like..of cus lah! i love tt show lah! hahax! den she sae tt whenever she c the caijing wear the nice nice clothes..she will think of me..lolx! den she sae tt if i wear tt clothes oso sure very de..lolx! pls loh..hahax! den she ask me where to buy those clothes..den i was like i oso duno..my other aunty sae those clothes sure quite hard to find de..sure bot frm overseas..den my godma tell me if i saw any clothes like tt den i go buy..she pay..wahahax! so gd lah! my godma treats me the best manx! i love her superb much can! but of cus..i oso dun think i will wear tt type of clothes loh..cus im jus so lazy to go out..so buy liao oso hardly wear..but i oso wanna go shopping..i wanna buy new clothes!! hope to go wif my godma..den she buy for me..wahahax! i nvr go out shopping wif her b4..but i think shes those type of ppl which will sae: nice arhx? u like izzit..? try lah..ok den buy loh..i pay.. lolx! i think shes this type de..wahahax..

wah..watched 3 vcd of goong at my grandma huse..superb nice lah! den my cousins came..den when the showed ended but they showing the nxt show..my cousin turned the tv off lah! den we all turned our head n look at him..den he sae: wat.? lolx! stupid lah! still watching halfway..den turn the tv off..still have the cheek to ask us wat channel we watching after he turned it off lah! superb pissed off!!!! -argh!- wanted to scold him..but i ren..c he still pri 3 only i ren..but den really dam bloody rude lah! pissed off..even my big bro was pissed lah! den i decided to ignore him..when eating dinner he disturbed my big bro..den my bro showed this really balck face n asked him to stop it..but den my cousin was still smiling lah! wah!!! anw..had so much fun wif my big bro today..sadded tt my bro nvr joined us..he nvr go my grandma huse cus he studying for his 'O's..*jiayou!*

omanx! im so dead..aaron n mu r gg for their NCO course lah! den left me..siao liao..dun tell me i have to take for thursday n friday.? -argh!- die liao..even the sectionals oso..omg! hopefully jason gt cum..den he can help me on thursday n friday..but den mu sae tt we shld nt b like asking him to do things cus he nids to study for his exams..omg! i feel so dead lah! hope i dun laugh n i can rmbr the commands.. xP

anw..
WISHING ALL THOSE TAKING THEIR 'O' LVLS OR WATEVER EXAMS GD LUCK!!!
ALL THE BEST MANX! (=

rotting all the way..

s strong s ever..
nvr the crybaby..
nvr had feelings...

i stopped , Sunday, November 05, 2006 9:08 PM

im so tired!!!

i only slept at 1.30am can! was doing the HK trip stuff.omg! i do until fall aslp..n den still have nt do finish..very tired..summore band prac was until 9pm..so the sec 3s were in skool frm 7am-9pm lah! soo cool! lolx! wahahax!

okies! today woke up at 8am..went to skool for sectionals..it starts at 9.30am..but den ming n me meet at 8.45am. i was late..but den ming was even later lah! lolx! she came only when we just started sectionals.. jane was oso late..b4 tt..while waiting for ms lim cus we tot she have nt cum yet..we sat in the canteen toking..den mr faizal came n sat dwn n tok oso..he still ask us to do things..lolx! but den we nvr do..wahahx! =P den melissa n i went to look for ms lim..den she give us the keys..so we took our instru. n left for esembles! wahahax! mr phua took the woodwinds while mr faizal took the brasses..den practiced the same few pieces tt we will b playing in HK n concert..my flute today sot-sot 1..tunning tt time sharp..den i push in..den it went flat..den i pull out..keep on lidat loh..lolx! at least the picc was much better..but den i have nt warm up on the picc..so more picc to play when tunning. quite happy tt most of the flute setion ppl came cus mr phua went thru the difficult parts..den he oso change somethings..hahax! CHEATING!! denwhen sectionals end, mr phua n mr faizal left 1st..den mr phua called me..ask me to ask the rest if they wanted to go to NIE youth band..-argh!- ming n i wanted to go..but den it was quite sudden n very far..so we sae we dun1 to go..-argh!- we so wanted to go lah! i want to go there n see see..haiix! mayb we ask mr phua agn nxt time ba..c they gt prac nxt wk anot..den we go jian shi jian shi..=P i want to c gt SG* anot..wahahax! wanted to ask mr phua gt SG anot..have den we go..wahahx! lolx! anw..mr phua ask ming n jane to take the new flutes..wahahx! yeah! den he sae nxt yr buying more new 1s..cus he wants to change the flutes..hahax! yeah! xP

came back hm n watch goong..wahahx! den fell aslp at 3.30pm..slept at 6.30pm..wahahx! so tired..culd nt stay awake.. den jus nw chatted wif student..den he sae i dis days looked irritated..wahahax! sry ppl..its nt tt i m..its tt i have been slping very late dis days..den very tired..so sry if i given u tt type of look..=) n i gotten the letter to make ic le..yeah! lolx!

stopping here for nw..
*SG= shuai ge

music rox my life forever..
may i noe wat is the meaning of love..?

i stopped , Saturday, November 04, 2006 7:40 PM

wah..so tired today..had band prac until 9pm lah! den only reach hm at 10pm lah! den s usual..forgotten to bring hm my mp3 player n my water bottle agn..haiix! i think im getting more blur..wahahax! today's prac was quite fun..during sectionals..slacking all the while..superb sianx n slpy..hahax! den actually dun1 to go hm de..wanted to continue to stay longer de..but den..of cus canot lah! i felt tt we performed much better during the prac in the night..wahahx! haiix..no jane..den i played her solo for her..n i played my solo oso lah! jalan-jalan..picc solo 1st..den after tt flute solo..so must faster change..hahax! nvr experienced this b4..den mr phua came in the night after dinner..wahahx! after dinner toked to ms lim can! tok-ed bout so many things..wahahx! things like sort of personal..but den she shared..such a COOL teacher..hard to find sia..den still entertained us after dinner cus we felt like slping..wahahx! her actions so funny lah! wahahx! made us all laugh while sitting in the parade square..so funny lah! really enjoyed band prac n ms lim's funny actions!

POA test was a disaster today..jus anyhw do..no choice le..wahahax! haiix! i scared my report bk kena retained by mdm soo..lolx! siao-siao..if fail the test den report bk will kena retained cus she will call parent..lolx! holiday still gt test..lame sia..=P

kkz..im really very slpy..jus nw reached hm den started to use the com to do things le..haiix..very tired.. very slpy..doing until slp infront of the com lah..lolx! i oso duno leh..until i heard my bro sae my name so loud frm the living rm..lolx! den i suddenly wake n found myself slping..lolx! so drama sia..hahax!n to those ppl who retained like partner..cheer up yah? do better nxt yr! jiayou!! (=

kkz..i really wanna stop here for nw..canot ta han le..wanna slp le..=P

wuld u b really there to guide me thru the darkest paths in my life?
wuld u b?

i stopped , Friday, November 03, 2006 11:57 PM

today was a emotion filled day manx! haiix! didnt expect this to happen.. thanx so much darling, huixian n ming for ur consoles.. hahax!

kkz..1st lesson was chem..lolx! so sianx! den POA..but den was quite happy sia..mdm soo postponed the test to tmr..at least gt more time to study..wahahax! last nite study until slp..nvr finished studying..hahax! den spent our time toking bout goong agn during english lesson..hahax! den after the break..was 2 lessons of geog..omg! we went to the AVA to watch the show: sorry, teacher..wahahx! so dam nice lah! very touching..omg! there were many touching parts lah! den during the touching part my eyes went watery can! but den i ren..den near the ending was superb touching n sadded lah! den s usual..i ren..den at the ending.. huixian came over..den ask me i kkz anot..wahahx! den i tried very hard to ren..hahax! den after tt darling turn over to tok to me..den half way toking..she tell me dun cry..omg! den tts when i canot ren le..den my tears...wahahax! n its the 1st time darling saw me cried lah! wahahax! so paiseh..wanted to hide the truth frm ming de..den ming saw thru everything..wahahax! den s usual lah..ask me dun cry..den siyan they all oso noe i cried cus of my eyes..wahahx! really enjoyed the show manx! didnt noe i was so emo..xP

after crying..i felt SO much better lah! oso duno y..mayb cus kept lots of things to myself n in my heart..wah! feeling superb much better le..nt like last time..didnt really feel s gd s today..hahax! but den still have a lil of tt feeling lah..duno hw to describe it..sad? happy? troubled? hahax! mayb cus most of my of the things tt i have kept for SO many yrs have went off tgt wif my tears ba..lolx! lame theory..anw..i oso duno wats wif all tt feelings in my heart sia..all mixed up le..the wires all wrong le..wahahax! gg crazy..=P

den during band prac..i was quite high..wahahx! kept playing wif ming n jane they all..wahahx! enjoyed manx! listening to mr faizal toking half way..he gt call..den its ms loh..den mr faizal pass his fone to me in front of every1 lah..so paiseh..wahahax! den after tt wento to staff rm to look for smth..find for so long in the end still canot find..haiix! den bo bian..went back to the band rm.. den palyed fairytale..i skipped my solo part..wahahx! mr faizal oso didnt notice i guess..wahahax! after tt..had a break den went for sectionals..hahax! mr phua came!! yeah!!! but den we gt tortured..the running notes!! -argh!-but den its gd tt he cum..hahax! haiix..they gg pulling hye yeon to play oboe if she can play..sadded sia..today seemed to b quite a bad day for many ppl..especially me! after band prac..gt exco meeting..sianx! den its like every1 was quite moody..i was oso lah! c his face..-argh!- den nid smth frm the SLs..den most of em were nt happy..lolx! bad day..haiix..den he "showed concern"..ask me i kkz frm my cold le mah..so fake lah! cant u jus gt to the point?! anw..i oso noes wat he wants..so i showed a lil attitude..i was quite pissed off lah..den ah mu n me kena pumped by him..wasting my time..its like he nvr touch n play other ppl's instru. b4..anw..he oso have no rghts to pump us loh..he have nt even go for NCO course yet..trying to give him attitude..but gave him a lil face..let him pump me..like i care lidat..den after tt i jus walk off..den ming faster rushed to me n c i kkz anot..thanx arhx! =) den i was really giving tt black face..hahax! den ming brot my bag n uniform out of the band rm b4 they lock..but den she forgotten bout my foolscape, pencilcase n water bottle!! -argh!-haiix..nvm..nid to borrow pen frm my bro..hahax! den its like nowadays..many things have changed..many..

stop here for nw..still nid to rush things for ms loh..n nid to study for my test..sianx! having test in th holidays..den tmr band prac until 9pm..wah..sure die of exhaustion de loh..=P

most sadded memories have been erased thru my tears..
ppl have adapt to the changes in their lives..
n so have i...

i stopped , Thursday, November 02, 2006 8:32 PM

so sianx n slpy..slept at 1+ last nite cus watching vcd..duno y jus canot stop watching it..its so interesting lah! hahax!

anw..for POA lessons nw canot slack le..haiix! nw in mdm soo class wif darling n gladys..hahax! her teaching is gd lah! den she oso quite funny sia..hahax! but she tok very fast..hahax! tmr gt test..haiix..canot believe it manx! its in the holidays n we r having test?! omg! den physics was superb sianx lah! listen until almost slp..den slacking during english..s usual toking bout the goong show tt i watched till 1+..hahax!

sadded sia..huixian nvr cum today..den in the end i sit wif ah mu they all during geog lesson..hahax! den waited for ppl hu take geog in 3C to cum to our class..den darling n alyssa came over to sit wif me n shimin they all.. =X
huixian..take great cares yah? hahax!

so sianx..skool ended at 1215..den stayed in teh canteen wif ming to kill time..hahax! didnt wanna go for piano so early cus i noe my cher sure have nt reach de..lolx! hahax! den wait till gg to rain le den we left..wahahax! piano lesson today was oso sianx..my cher other students were like superb noisy lah! but anw..they r jus lil kids..den bernice came over at bout 3+..hahax! came to slack..hahax! den when i gg to leave le..rain until so heavily!! -argh!- den in the end..i called for help..hahax! called my ah gong to pick..=X thanx so much ah gong!! i love ya! =P

reached hm le den watch goong..hahax! =X watch until so shiok! wahahahx! superb nice lah! den the lu n xin oways so sweet to caijing lah! so good!! i so envy em lah! but i noe it will only happen in the shows..n nt in real life..hahax! but they both really superb sweet to caijing lah! so nice~

spending my time blogging instead of watching goong lah! wahahax! gg to do a quick 1..hahax! my bros oso so gd to me..they noe i addictted to goong le..den when it start liao they call me..so nice of em~ wahahax! thanx arhx! i love ya boys! but den suddenly so nice to me..sure gt motive de..hahax!

darling posted 3 of the photos tt we taken yesterday..wahahax! looking at em reminds me of wat we had done yesterday manx..wahahax! =X

stopping here for nw..wanna go wacth goong le..hahax! =P

will u promise to b there whenever i nid u?
slacking in progress~~~~

i stopped , Wednesday, November 01, 2006 6:55 PM