totally freaked out!! omg! i heard tt my cousin broke her arm today.omg! pri 4 only..den oso exams cummin..wat a time manx! haiix! i heard tt it was quite bad..her arm went into a V shape..eew..very disgusting..dun think i can go visit u my dear..im so sry..takkaires my dear!! today was nt a very gd day for me..i was quite clumsy can! went to the temple..den accidentally droped all the joss sticks on the floor manx! so pai seh..wah piang..den summore gt shuai ge ard.. -argh!- so damn pai seh can! aiyoh. den after tt went to my grandma's huse..jus got off the car..walking..den almost fall..gt tripped by myself can! lolx! wah..duno y today so blur..mayb cus slept at 230 last nite..wahahax! den woke up 1130 today..wah..im in a mess nw! i wanna study this n tt all in a day! but den i didnt planned well..so today slacking away~ only did a few maths qns..so sianx! den did a mass msg! msged all the SLs..wah..den darling; bridget called me..chatted for so long! wahahax! fun sia! den this is wat tt sort of stressed me..tt i still have to collect all the papers..den oso have to count n all tt lah..den still have to do up the attendance thingy..wah..im still wondering if this is the time tt everything stops so tt we can study for the exams..so im like rushing the attendance thingy nw lah! den the com dun1 to work s hw i wanted it to work!!! everything jus doesnt goes rite when u r in a rush!! pissed off!i think im in a mess nw..im nt in a very clear state of mind at the moment..i wanna study for the exams!! but im still trying very hard to change into the study mood!! very pissed wif myself manx! i think im like giving myself stress lah! o manx! after the exams i sure wanna go shopping!! i wanna relief stress!!! wahahax! i feel im nt like sum other ppl (nt aimming any1)..can go out n relax..wah..im like so stuck at hm..trying or rather forcing myself to mug like hell..i hate myself!! really hate myself...totally..i think i really nid tt clear state of mind to mug!!
i stopped , Sunday, September 24, 2006 9:14 PM