haiix!! i feel totally screwed up lah! start of the EOY..EL n MT..still can lah..but i totally have no confidence in myself.. but den i jus do loh.. i think still can make it lah..den after tt..gotta stay back for the maths mock paper1..omg!! i was so damn tired..my brain is like totally nt able to function anymore during the maths paper can! very very tired after the 2 papers le..tried to do some last minute studying before the maths mock paper..but den i was really too tired le..did my usual way..do all tt i noe 1st..den cum back to the rest later..wah..i only did a few qns n i found myself at the last papge nt long after the paper started lah! but den i jus continused to try to do..at least if i write smth..i might gt some marks.. den gt toked to huixin during the paper..asked her for the formulas..canot even rmbr a single thing..i totally forgotten wat i learnt in bk A le..hw do u expect me to rmbr the lower sec stuff?! 23 qns..2 hrs..its craziness..haiix! my maths is totally screwed..but i really nid to pass my maths..splet jus nw frm bout 5+ to 9..wahahahax! so cool!! =Pyesterday tuition..done 3 chapters all in 2 hrs..maddness..n i was so tired..i oso duno if i understand anot..i think still can lah..so-so..supposed to look for ms loh today after my papers..but den muzamir told me tt she left le..haiix!! but i noe wats gg ard..omg!! sure kena scolding de loh..i nvr do my job well..forgot to check if they gt write the amt of their edusave the have at the back of the paper..worse thing..i wrote it at the front..lolx! siao liao! i think monday all the mambers have to meet her..den after tt..at the end of it..i think ms loh will sae..vanessa..cum..follow me.. wah..its total craziness..shes gg to kill me..reached skool drinkin ginseng agn..lolx! i think it did help cus i slept late last nite..wahahax! i think 12+ den i slp..so cool! yeah! i nvr fall sick today!! i always fall sick on the 1st day of the exams..mayb i will fall sick on the mxt paper ba! CHOY!! hope nt..im strong!! =Pit took me so long to find out tt im stupid..totally..things shldnt have start in the 1st place..i really regretted nt listen to u ppl..i really regretted..-argh!- but im oso nt in the mood to think of all this..im nt tt free ok..exams..band stuff..omg! all i can think of is work..haiix!omg! huixin, ZL n huixian.. thanx so much for being there for me whenever i needed u..i love u ppl!! nw..im strong!! n i will oao always b here for u ppl de!!im really too busy to think bout all this stuff le..i dun1 to b bothered by it le..hack care..i jus wanna concentrate on my studies n dieting!! wahahax!! dieting!!im gg crazy soon..been saying n doing wrong things recently..omg!
dieting n mugging in progress..
i stopped , Friday, September 29, 2006 10:05 PM