haiix! feeling very troubled n depressed today..but better nw le..no longer depressed le! gotten back my maths textbk..really kena confiscated manx! but den still feeling sort of troubled..

haiix! siao liao! tmr got 2 test can! gg crazy can! physics n MT..omg! studied a bit of physics in music rm wif yan ming n friends..so fun manx! disturbed muzamir n ______..den went hm n continue..MT no nid to study de..den F&N..all the work are all cumin nw lah! ms irda lah! nw den ask us to re-do or smth lidat..still rush us..wah liao! expecting us to produce smth gd in such a short period of time..den tell us tmr nid to bring duno wat things..nw i forgot le..siao liao..

my memory is really failling..frm bad to worse can! yesterday chatted on the fone wif muzamir for a long time..den we toked bout the band's dec concert..den he sae tt jane n i will b the MCs lah..wah! i was totally shocked can! i den today in skool keep asking those ppl who were at the meeting if they noe bout this MCs thingy..den they all sae gt..omg! i dun rmbr a single thing although im the secretary lah! mayb i was too busy copying dwn the stuff during the meeting le..but den i think i rmbred toking bout it after band prac on tt day itself..i really forgot..siao liao! i dun think i can do it lah! jane sure can de! luckly found the things tt i written for tt meeting manx! if nt i sure die de! i totally forgotten where i put em all..even forgotten to bring my physics notes n oso duno where has it gone to.but found liao..in my chem file..lolx! hahax!

today spent most of my time chatting wif ZL in class..den during geog..huixian n i was like playing ard can! wahahax! kept on toking bout nicholas they all..still write on the back of my foolscap can! den i oso play..i oso write! wahahax! i really missed those primary skool daes..the grp of us during pri skool sure playing ard all the time de..its usual..wahahax!

im so sry dearest ZL, esther n weizhen..im so sry for nt studying wif u ppl in the library..i was studying wif yan ming n friends in the music rm..sry horx..but den i keep getting suan lah! the only combine there..the rest all pure de..haiix!

dis wk no tuition..sianx! den my maths will luo huo for 1 lesson..haiix! i have to temporary depend on myself le! haiix! circles..im like totally blind lah! it took me most of my time figuring out all the things lah! i think triangles easier..lolx! hahax! im jus pray hard tt will pass all my subs this yr n prove to my bro! oways cursing me de! -hurmp!- =X

ZL confronted my this morning on the way to class after FRC..siao-siao! jus for wat i written in yesterday's post?! lolx! hahax! but to state the fact..n i admit..im myself oso nt sure..im still in confused state..nt bothering n thinking bout it only..cus mus study 1st..i guess all other things can cum ltr ba..jus dun wanna tok bout it..hidding oway frm it..tt prob! -argh!-

tmr muggin POA in skool wif ZL n gladys! i really need ur help, galdys!! if nt im really gg to fail wif nt even a mark! i totally forgotten all the things tt was taught in the begining ig the yr! tts a huge prob! omg! mus eat more fish n pills tt wuld boost my memory!!

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