haiix..jus duno hw shld i feel..everytime i go for piano lessons..i jus feel sorta stressed..haiix..holidays ends today also..haiix..such a short holiday..y arhx..?..or izzit tt im jus too busy tt i did nt notice tt time jus passed so quickly..haiix..im jus confused..


so sianx..have not finish ALL the holiday h/w..haiix..dun care le lah..im feeling very confused..im trying to concentrate on both studies, the comming 'performance' on the 8 july and the up comming piano theroy exam..i think im feeling dam stressed..jus feel like giving up hope on everything..jus wanna b alone..haiix..i seemed so problamatic..haiix..nw tt skool have reopened..i think i will concentrate more on my studies le..since i have my bros to teach me..hope i jus dun give up hope on my studies..stress manx..got things like competition n all tt..they all come tgt at once..hope i can cope with all of these things..like hw i always do it..haiix..


im so bored manx..hope today pass faster..i jus want my wallet back..left it in pasir ris park while bbqin..haiix..got all wet tt day..cycled in the rain like nobodies busniess..lolx..hahax..quite wet..but luckily didnt fall sick..hahax..mayb used to it le..hahax..reached home veri late tt nite..kena frm my parents..haiix..took bus home..cus kenneth say tt there will b no more train to take home..den no choice..have to take bus home..but im a road cum bus cum direction idiot..didnt noe hw to get home..scard tt i will b lost manx..but in the end..cus of kenneth..i was home..!!..thanx a lot friend..!!=)


jus nw rushing to finish the holiday online h/w...i was in a mess manx..my com was lagging like nobodies busniess..canot go into the website tt i nid to go to..quite pissed..but den kenneth helped again..haiix..thanx manx..thanx for all the help..if u didnt help..i would b so dead manx..but still no diff..cus i have not done all my holiday h/w...


feeling kinda confused at the moment..duno if i shld feel happy..sad..or wat..haiix..i think i reli nid sum help..hahax..depression..lolx..hahax..trying to spend every day happily..like hw i did last time..haiix..i jus feel like being alone..crying..havent done tt for a long time le..getting rid of all the stress tt have been kept..all at one time..im nt as strong as ppl think i m..im jus keeping it..hidding it all..pretending tt nth had happened..


jus feel like being alone...