you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

haiix...so sianx..nth much 2 do but 2 study....argh..i still canot face da fact manx...nxt wk is da exams le....argh...IM STILL NT PREPARED YET MANX!! i dun believe it loh..haiix...

time jus passes faster den u think when ur nt payin attention 2 it...

haiix...2dae onli brought maths n POA 2 ah ma huse 2 do n study...so sianx loh...actualli hav 2 gd feelin n watnted 2 study de loh..but den duno y when take out da bk..den i gt a bo=it of angry n dun feel like studyin or doin..mayb hot lah..cus i nva tie mi hair 2dae...den veri messy..lolx..haiix..den jus ren..so do n do...den afta a while...i reli jus canot take it le lah...so i jus stop loh..cus i dun reli noe 2 do...lolx..den afta awhlie..mummy n gor teach mi hw ta do POA..haiix...do until qi kek...lolx..den finali done..haiix...den jus faster put da stuffs 1 side n relax b4 i die out of anger..lolx...hahax...

woah..mi fone bill sure dam high 4 dis month de loh....keep on msgin brid n all...den its like i 2dae msg brid onli...hahax...keep on tokin nonsense...lolx..hahax...yesterdae oso..da whole dae msgin her...haiiix..lidat sure die de loh...mi fone bill sure shoot up like nobody business lidat...haiix...jus pray hard n hope u dun c mi in da papers..lolx..hahax...

haiix....tmr supposed 2 go out wif ZL n juniors 2 study de..but den they all jus sae change 2 tues..cus da juniors 1 on tues..hahax..d loh..lolx..but im fine wif ani daes lah..hahax...den gd loh...i can watch da maydae thingy on channel 8 i think...hahax...gt da css singin manx..can gt 2 c zhiyang..lolx..hahax...oOo manx..lolx..hahax...

its bout a wk n a dae since da dae of da syf...im so missin those daes manx...it feels weird w/o band..cus nearin da syf..i everydae oso stay back in skool de...so fun manx...nw..haiix..hafta wait till da exams gone..den can go back 4 band prac...but da feelin wuld b diff w/o da graduatin ppl....haiix..miss em much manx....but den life hafta go on...n wi will do betta...lolx..hahax...memories will nva b 4gotten...hehex...

haiix..nw..i hafta go back 4 ssw...cus i heard tt they havin sum competetion soon....haiix...but den i oso nva bring hm mi flute...if nt i can go..but den mi exams cummin..hafta study..haiix...den still hafta make time...cus brid ask mi wanna go out norts...haiix...busy manx....but den i hardli go out de...lolx..summore wif her friend..but den i noe hus tt..lolx..hahax..but den i feelin a bit weird loh..hahax...but i nida think bout it...mus consider da time..date..place..n all tt..lolx..hahax..like so troublsom lidat...haiix....hopefulli i gt time 2 go out wif brid cus i hardli go out wif her de...haiix..mus reli find time n spend wif mi sun nu...haiix..i think i neglate her..lolx...hahax...

memoriesneverforgotten....

i stopped , Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:17 PM

haiix..2dae so sianx..went 2 cut ma hair..wait so long loh..irritating...haiix...went 2 cut cus dis few daes veri hot sia...hahax..but den i think cut n no cut like no diff lidat..i jus cut a bit shorter onli..lolx...i shld hav cut shorter..haiix..so sianx..den afta cum back frm hair cut...den i at hm watch tv until slp..but den i woke up cus of da thunder n lightning...argh...dam loud loh..disturb mi frm ma slp..argh...den jus ontinue 2 watch tv...haiix..den wi left da huse 4 dinner...eat at jacks place..haiix...irritating food...lolx..so diff 2 cut into pieces...lolx...
haiix..i shld hav borrowed ma flute back...den i can go 4 ssw...haiix..i heard frm ma bro tt they havin sum competetion soon...argh...den i like nva go there 4 months le loh..i sure pull da band down de..haiix...die arh...i oso nva prac da scores..sure die 1 lah mi..haiix...den i scard dey tot tt i quit le loh...lolx..i gt tots of quitin..cus i scard no time marhx..den canot go..like nw lah..i nva go 4 veri long time..cus sat sumtimes gt prac 4 syf...haiix..den afta da syf end..i 4got 2 bring back mi flute..haiix...

i stopped , Saturday, April 29, 2006 10:01 PM

haiix...2da so sianx...nth much...but den stayed in skool 2 b wat timer 4 da chinese oral 4 da sec 2s...lolx..hahax....so sianx loh..in da morning ZL they all ask mi wanna b timer anort..but den nt veri sure wat they tokin bout..lolx..den i jus sae tt anithing loh..i stayin back 2 staudy in skool aniway..hahax...den in da morning..jia min walk past mi class during assembli...den point at mi ZL n alyssa...sae u u u..lata go b da timer thingy kkz...den jus walk off...lolx..i was like so blur loh..den ZL explain 2 mi..den i was 'oOo...'..lolx...den durin skool hrs..ZL sae tt ms pok was hospitalized...i was shocked manx...lolx..but den i noe tt she sick lah...ms pok..mus gt well worrx...
den during f&n leeson..so sianx...do dis do tt..so sianx...so ZL n mi go toilet...lolx..den wi toilet den she sent mi songs..hehex..lolx...den wi so sianx..den wi go walk..but den wi saw john..den he sae hi n ask y wi at lvl 4..lolx...den i tell him tt wi go walk walk..lolx..den i tell ZL tt wi dun hav exit pass..den walk 2 far gt caught..so wi sit outside da com lab..den she send mi sonds..lolx..den duno y so hot sia..so wi go back in n enjoy da air-con..doin nth much..lolx..den afta tt wi go look 4 yan ming..go her class but den they in da bio lab..oways go there de leh...den wi go there look 4 yan ming..den wi hav 2 go back 2 her class...cus she hav 2 do DUTY...lolx...even i oso dun do de loh..lolx..but den i c yan ming gt do den i back 2 class wif ZL 2 do..lolx...hahax..lame rite..?...den i stay in yan ming class..she sae gt wat physics remedial...lolx..wait 4 so long b4 mr PEH cum..woah...den ask mi 2 join em...i dun even noe wat he tokin bout loh...den i jus sit there until 1 slp...lolx..den finalli it ended..lolx...den wi jus go 2 da hall immediateli...so hungry loh..so wi go gt sum snacks den eat in da hall while timein em..lolx..den they keep disturbin mi loh...lolx..but i dun care bout em..hahax...all nonsenses..hahax...den afta da oral thingy end..mi, ZL, yanming n alyssa go canteen 2 study..lolx..den they tok nonsenses bout mi loh...haiix..but den i jus hear them tok n tok a bit wif them..den i do mi english h/w...so sianx loh...all da rubbish cummin out frm their mouths...haiix...ppl r tokin bout those nonsenses..argh...!!...
haiix...exams nxt wk leh..so scard sia...im nortx prepared yet...argh...i duno y im still nt in da exam mood..im stiill in da sorta syf mood..lolx...mus 4get em manx..mus chiong mi studies le...argh....!!...jia you!!!..lolx...hahax...stop 4 2dae ba....tired sia....

i stopped , Friday, April 28, 2006 8:16 PM

haiix...yesterdae online den tok 2 sum crazy ppl...lolx..hahax..nt sum lah..actualli is 2... haiix...but den quite fun lah...tokin bout nonsenses...lolx...hahax...
haiix..2dae quite sianx lah...onli thing is tt ppl keep on tokin nonsenses...crazy ppl..lolx..hahax...den da loo hm..scold us again...siao 1 arh...anihw scold..u dun 1 giv us da notes den return u loh...i oso nva sae i 1 rite....is u print den giv us den loh..aniway..give means canot take back...so if u take back means u do nt understand da meaning of give...lolx...onli nw hw 2 scold us..waste our $$ 2 print things tt u dun1 2 give..haiix...sumtimes i think tt even teachers themselves oso duno wat they r tokin bout...haiix...
2dae in class...so slpy...in POA lesson omost slept...dam slpy..last nite slept late..oso duno y...use da com until veri late...haiix...i think i mus cut down le...mid-yr exams nxt wk...scard sia...omg..so fast..time reli passes fast...aiyoh...mus b serious n study le..sec 3...haiix...
2dae gt stay back in skool 2 study...but den b t go heartland 2 buy things n top up mi ez-link card..wif alyssa...lolx..i end of month den top up..haiix..wi like buy so mani stuff...like goin 4 party lidat..lolx..hahax..den wi go back skool n mit yanming den wi stay in da canteen 2 eat n study...den gt ppl cum 2 disturb...although sit there n study..but den nth much went into mi brain..haiix..im still nt in da exams mood...hw..i still like thinkin bout band n da SYF...lolx..hahax...mus reli sit down n study hard le...nxt wk is da wk tt i hope nt 2 die..lolx..hahax...

i stopped , Thursday, April 27, 2006 10:43 PM

haiix...2dae so tired manx...in class 2dae oways gt scoldin...haiix..so suay...haiix...oways gt scoldin 4 nth...lolx..hahax...aniway...iin skool 2dae so siianx...nth much...but den durin assembli...they screened da thing tt dey film durin da SYF...US....dey filmed us performin...so excited manx...i oways wanted 2 c hw wi r like...hahax..lolx...nt bad...but den its quite far...den canot reli c wat wi r doin..all da gimmics...haiix...nt bad lah..nice...no wonder wi gt distincion..hahax..lolx...aniway..i heard tt fans frm bowen r tokin bout us...they sae wi copi them...where gt..they gt copiright meh..thier stuff gt meh...show mi lah...den if wi reli copi den sorri loh...wat 2 do...wi gt go ur skool 2 c meh...?...u 1 u support ur skool lah...y mus cum n tok bad bout other ppl band...oso no1 offended u rite....lolx...pissed off manx..
haiix...2dae anisah wrote sumthing 4 da band...i read liao...mi eyes filed wif tears manx...so nice...haiix...

to be continued.....

i stopped , Wednesday, April 26, 2006 11:26 PM

haiix....dis news is sorta late...da news is tt YYCB gotten DISTINCTION 4 their MARCHING ASSESMENT...!!!!.... YEAH!! 3 CHEERS 4 YYCB...!!!..THEY ALL HAVE DONE SO WELL!! im so happi manx...wi did it....our hard work had paid off...hahax....so happi manx...i did nt reli wanted 2 cry on tt dae..ut afta da competetion..i felt dam relieved loh..i omost cried..but i ren..hahax..den when wi re-entery...wi stand on da field 4 so long...until mi back ache..hahax...den when they sae tt wi gt distinction..i turned around den saw jane crying le...den yan ming oso cryin..mani ppl cryin..every1 so happi manx...den yan ming jane n mi take mr phua car back 2 go collect da cake...den wi ake it 2 outside mac 2 decorate ourselves...but den when wi brought it back 2 skool...da chocolate smerge....argh....so angry...but den c they all in band rm crying cus da graduatin ppl passed their instru. 2 da a repersentative frm every section...so sad manx..i no chioce den cry de...i think i cried veri badli..i even saw mr phua eyes teary sia..4 da 1st time manx..hahax....den i duno hu go n play flight of valor da CD...i so sd manx..den still play concerto d'amore...even more sad cus it means concerto 4 friends....so i cut da cake n tear at da same time...so saded manx...den afta tt wi went round huggin each other....i so far gt hug nelson...sally...shermeen...cheryl...jane...mani ppl lah....haiix.. so sad manx...
there r sum things tt i will miss bout sum ppl...like:
john- his guai tai saein...his commands..his encouagements....
cheryl- mi SL...her fun n laughter...her teachings...her everything...
shermeen-her i <3 u saein...her scoldings...her everything...
sally-her slackin includin mi...her teachings...her smile...
nelson-his teachings...his check da door n aircon saeing...his friendliness....
every1 else- every1 else everything...
its all about there...if g wrong den sorri arh..lolx...hahax...its was a sad n happi dae on sat...i wont 4get those things tt happened..those memories...miss u guys...

i stopped , Monday, April 24, 2006 9:56 PM

hehex...haiix...left 5 daes le worrx...den duno y mi throat suddenly a bit sore lidat...so weird...haiix...den siyan oso nva cum skool 2dae....heard tt she is sick...haiix...she so careless sia...tt time accidentalli sprain her leg..but den i think ok le...den nw...sick...haiix..pls recover fast...left 5 more daes 2 SYF le u noe...mm...haiix...every1 mus jiayou worrx...
haiix..y 2dae sally nva cum...i oso heard tt she sick..haiix..y lidat..?...or i think tt da SYF thingy take up 2 much of her time...cus i heard tt she sae tt can call other ppl take her horn...haiix...i think she shld stay a bit longer loh...like cheryl they all lidat...a bit...haiix...den 2dae she nva ci=um den i hav 2 help her spray da gloves...den they giv mi yellow...hehex...da colour nice sia..nt bad..but sum of them like spray nt gd lidat...den i tryin 2 touch up...den da kenneth sae i wat perfectionist....siao manx..luckili can wash off da paint arh....hahax..lolx...so sianx..im on da slackin in terms of studies..i nw concentratin more on da SYF..but den afta SYF....ITS CHIONGIN TIME....!!!....YEAH!!...lolx..hahax..reli goin 2 chiong liao afta SYF....if nt reli goin 2 die anitime...lolx...haiix..hope 2 recover ASAP..!!...

JIA YOU WORRX..YYCB MEMBERS...U CAN DO IT...!!!

i stopped , Monday, April 17, 2006 10:20 PM

haiix....veri scard sia..left 6 more daes 2 SYF... YYCB...WI CAN MAKE IT DE..!!
haiix...tuesdae goin 2 national stadium 2 prac...but den nt wi bk de..wi sharin wif springfield i think...tt dae hav 2 wear haf u..tie bun..n put on beret...haiix...duno hw will wi look like...hehex...haiix..hw cum all da tez n exams r cummin all at 1 time...?....10 more wks 2 piano practial exam...den nxt mth is da mid-yr exams....argh....den dis wk is competetion..argh...mus reli jia you le...afta da SYF mus study ahrd le...dam hard le...haiix...tmr gt chem tez...haiix...oso duno wat da lim ch tokin bout...haiix...jia you...
jia you 4 da SYF...jia you 4 da exams...jia you every1 !!!!

i stopped , Sunday, April 16, 2006 9:59 PM

haiix...i hav been usin da com 4 da past few daes..i chiongin mi F&N coursework....ppl is chiong den tt dae finish..mi is chiong but finish in a couple of daes...hahax...lolx....special...hahax..
haiiix...nw left 11 daes 2 SYF le..i scard sia..nervous...i veri scard i focus on sumthing..den 4get 2 count..den walk wrong or wateva....even tok bout it nw oso scard sia...haiix...den summore duno wether ms liza gt order da beret anot...argh...so problematic...den da paper with all da beret size n all tt oso mus go fing..duno mi maid gt throw oway anot...hopefulli nt...arh...pray hard...
haiix...im dying in da hands of stress....argh...so dam busy....SYF den gt mid yr cummin....like gt so mani things 2 do lidat...haiix..life...haiix....lolx...

i stopped , Tuesday, April 11, 2006 10:27 PM

i stopped , 10:27 PM

haiix...i hav been usin da com 4 da past few daes..i chiongin mi F&N coursework....ppl is chiong den tt dae finish..mi is chiong but finish in a coule of daes...hahax...lolx....special...hahax..
haiiix...nw left 11 daes 2 SYF le..i scard sia..nervous...i veri scard i focus on sumthing..den 4get 2 count..den walk wrong or wateva....even tok bout it nw oso scard sia...haiix...den summore duno wether ms liza gt order da beret anot...argh...so problematic...den da paper with all da beret size n all tt oso mus go fing..duno mi maid gt throw oway anot...hopefulli nt...arh...pray hard...
haiix...im dying in da hands of stress....argh...so dam busy....SYF den gt mid yr cummin....like gt so mani things 2 do lidat...haiix..life...haiix....lolx...

i stopped , 10:27 PM

haiix...so long nva post le...mi bro loh..oways on da com...haiix...den syf cummin...everytime cum hm den slp...hehex...nva do h/w....hehex... :)
haix..so sianx...dis wk gt so mani tez...den da syf cummin le...argh...its killin mi.!!...haiix...its jus life...nw...cus of da syf...wi mondae to wednesdae gt sectionals....but den mondae n tuesdae is 4 da diff sections lah...den tmr mus rush 4 piano afta da sectionals...haiix...den i hav been cummin late n nt doin mi h/w afta i cum hm...haiix..so slack...i dis few daes cum hm den eat den slp le...haiix...aniway...sundae watch da campus superstar...woah...zhi yang win manx...hahax...i wanted hiim 2 win aniway...hehex... :)
so sianx...gt back mi progress card....so sianx...i failed mi maths badli...haiix...used 2 it le..but didnt expect 2 fail tt badli...hahax...i gt 17 over 100...haiix...i reli dun quite understand da maths loh...den i showed mi parents..s usual..gt scoldin...haiix...every1 is nt perfect...sum ppl like mi r poor in maths...so wat if they r important..im nt perfect loh...everytime oso scold mi...haiix...i reli duno wat 2 sae le...haiix...
syf cummin le...i scard sia...nervous sia..jus thinkin of it...i veri scard i march wrong or 4get 2 move...haiiix...so probamatic manx...

i stopped , Tuesday, April 04, 2006 6:25 PM