woah...i reli went SSW....i dun believe it manx...da place there dam cold sia...keep on shieverin...haiix...lots of ppl oso duno tt im mi bro's sis...lolx...den they keep on askin...nt sae tt its irritating..but its juz wierd 2 mi....lolx...sum ppl oso dun believe loh...haixx...i dun look lke mi bro...sadded manx...
i go there veri scard sia..i c they all so PRO loh...i sit there like idiot lidat...tryin 2 sight read n play...but the notes most of them cram up...den oso da speed fast...a NOOB like mi...i dun think will succed...but i still try mi best...den when da band nt yet start...i dun dare 2 play...they all sit there tryin...playin...i think tt i so pathetic loh...i sit there keep on lookin at mi scores...i dun dare 2 play...i so LAN loh...compared 2 them i like shit loh..muz improve 2 keep up wif them manx...mi bro oso tell mi tt his conductor sae tt i no expression manx...i gt loh...scard lah...den da conductor sae he scard cus i no expression...i gt loh...i veri da scard arh...play wrong i sabo them hav 2 play again loh...
i dun if i shld go nxt wk...mi bro nt goin...den if no1 goin wif mi i will siao 1 loh...i c da scores i like 1 2 die...although duno hw 2 play...but i stil tried mi best 2 folo...but i gt play da slow parts...i cant sight read well...i c all da notes lidat i 1 2 die...i veri da scard sia...i think da ppl there quite friendli...but they lidat i scard sia....i think i shall remain expressionless...i rather b an idiot...dan 2 show tt im dam dam scard...but da duno wat name...frm oboe sect de...dam dam friendli...
haiix...i mus try 2 face da fact...realiti...haiix...wat a world manx...i think i hav 2 find da courage 2 go...n i nid 2 learn hw 2 heard if sharp or flat...