you can't have a rainbow , without any rain .

wish upon a star.

i can't promise i'll score HDs.
i can't promise i'll make you proud.
but can you promise me something?
dont compare, cus i tried my best.

i stopped , Tuesday, November 08, 2011 9:33 PM

panic attack. brain block.

im really stressed about exams.
i memorized everything, but it seems like nothing went it.
its just so hard to say out what im feeling now.
a rush of emotions.
can i just break down now and hope im able to stand back up tomorrow?

when things gets tough, all i wished was that you are literally by my side.
but i gotta face this alone when i step into the exam hall.

cus no one would ever understand the amount of pressure i place on myself...

i stopped , Friday, November 04, 2011 8:53 PM

from the bottom of my heart.

i got so much things so say, but i dont really know how to put them into words.
and i dont know where to start from.
the more important thing - i wanna go back home so badly.
i really appreciate it that you wanna share my problems,
but sometimes i really dont wanna trouble you that's why im not speaking.
i just hope you wont probe whenever i dont wanna speak.

less than a month till exams and assignment datelines are all this week.
ahhhhhhhhh..
stressed up.

& i miss you.

i stopped , Sunday, October 09, 2011 10:47 PM

mid-term break.

been really busy with exams few weeks back. now im really busy assignments.
within a week, 2 reports and an essay have to be finished.
this term break is for people to chiong their assignments only!

been so busy that i hardly have time for you. :(
thankful i got an understanding you!
after my final exams, i'll make up for it! ;)

i stopped , Monday, September 26, 2011 9:22 PM

hownowbrowncow.

not in a good mood today thanks to the finance paper.

made me so sad the entire day that i turned to a bag of awesome chip to make me day.

but i feel so guilty cus its fattening. LOL.

i feel like staying away from fb.

i really dread to see the notifications about my assignment project.

it just doesnt help to brighten my mood.

urgh!

i stopped , Wednesday, September 14, 2011 10:47 PM

aye~

always when im at my busiest time,

i just wanna talk to you and do nothing else...

but its a weekday and i dont want your bill to go sky high~

final mid-term paper! just hoping for the best.

im actually very worried even though i look like i dont care much.

i just hope not to get a panic attack and forget everything i memorized.

its like TONNES of things and its only mid-term paper.. :(

and after that i gotta chiong my assignments.

how sad can a uni student life get....

i stopped , Tuesday, September 13, 2011 10:01 PM

balancing.

its always this module that never fails to demoralize me.

im already so stressed up about mid-term exams and there's tuts stealing precious time from me.

although i really hate this module, i tried giving it a second chance.

but i always feel so crappy at the thought of this module.

so much things on my mind now.

no time for get-away, prolly not communicating with anyone for a day would be good?

i stopped , Wednesday, September 07, 2011 11:08 PM