forgive me please!

i seriously not coming up with excuses.
everything happened so suddenly.

it started off with 3 activities occurring at the same time.
i had to choose one.
i was vexed for days,
i swear.
i ended up with a decision,
but nothing was confirmed.

only yesterday,
my laptop adaptor started giving me problems.
i panic-ed cus i needed to study for UT.

today was madness to me.
i couldnt even concentrate in piano lesson.
my adaptor problem, the unconfirmed decision and some other things.
ended up canceling my plans.
searched high and low for a new adaptor for the rest of the day.
and i missed everything.
all 3 activities.

i really wished to attend all 3 activities while searching for a new adaptor.
i wished i could split into many parts so every part could go for an activity each.

please forgive me.
many things happened today.
im feeling the worst of the worst.
nothing can be "better" than this,
i really wanted to be there.
this i swear.