-vaneh

2011-11-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

wish upon a star.

i can't promise i'll score HDs.
i can't promise i'll make you proud.
but can you promise me something?
dont compare, cus i tried my best.

2011-11-04T20:53:00.004+08:00

panic attack. brain block.

im really stressed about exams.
i memorized everything, but it seems like nothing went it.
its just so hard to say out what im feeling now.
a rush of emotions.
can i just break down now and hope im able to stand back up tomorrow?

when things gets tough, all i wished was that you are literally by my side.
but i gotta face this alone when i step into the exam hall.

cus no one would ever understand the amount of pressure i place on myself...

2011-10-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

from the bottom of my heart.

i got so much things so say, but i dont really know how to put them into words.
and i dont know where to start from.
the more important thing - i wanna go back home so badly.
i really appreciate it that you wanna share my problems,
but sometimes i really dont wanna trouble you that's why im not speaking.
i just hope you wont probe whenever i dont wanna speak.

less than a month till exams and assignment datelines are all this week.
ahhhhhhhhh..
stressed up.

& i miss you.

2011-09-26T21:22:00.003+08:00

mid-term break.

been really busy with exams few weeks back. now im really busy assignments.
within a week, 2 reports and an essay have to be finished.
this term break is for people to chiong their assignments only!

been so busy that i hardly have time for you. :(
thankful i got an understanding you!
after my final exams, i'll make up for it! ;)

2011-09-14T22:47:00.003+08:00

hownowbrowncow.

not in a good mood today thanks to the finance paper.

made me so sad the entire day that i turned to a bag of awesome chip to make me day.

but i feel so guilty cus its fattening. LOL.

i feel like staying away from fb.

i really dread to see the notifications about my assignment project.

it just doesnt help to brighten my mood.

urgh!

2011-09-13T22:01:00.005+08:00

aye~

always when im at my busiest time,

i just wanna talk to you and do nothing else...

but its a weekday and i dont want your bill to go sky high~

final mid-term paper! just hoping for the best.

im actually very worried even though i look like i dont care much.

i just hope not to get a panic attack and forget everything i memorized.

its like TONNES of things and its only mid-term paper.. :(

and after that i gotta chiong my assignments.

how sad can a uni student life get....

2011-09-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

balancing.

its always this module that never fails to demoralize me.

im already so stressed up about mid-term exams and there's tuts stealing precious time from me.

although i really hate this module, i tried giving it a second chance.

but i always feel so crappy at the thought of this module.

so much things on my mind now.

no time for get-away, prolly not communicating with anyone for a day would be good?

2011-09-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

my boy!

woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
damn moody until my boy cheered me up alot!
im supposed to be studying for exams,
but all i wanted was to chat with you.

anyway, just wanna say even though you wont know about this~
i know you have to book in, but its not right to make me so happy and making me feel empty after that cus you have to book in!
you are gonna pay for it! :P

2011-09-02T00:16:00.001+08:00

uni life... urgh!

somehow i think im too stressed up.
my brain just screwed up with assignment datelines today.
the past few days didnt went as smoothly too.
ahhhhhhh...
i feel like im not putting in enough effort and exam's next week.
awesome.

never been like that before.
that's how f-ing stressed up i am.

2011-08-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

trust.

was all that just crap coming from your mouth that i believed?
is it so hard for you to place some trust in me?
i was happy and excited for your first book out,
but sad that i cant be there with you.
but you just had to make it worse...

im not even refraining you from doing anything.
im not even asking you to be transparent with me.
im not even expecting so much from you.

sometimes, it makes me wonder if things would be better if we didnt start.

2011-08-14T23:23:00.002+08:00

:D

teeeheeeheee!
i really wanna tell the whole world that im blessed.
i've got awesome friends!
i've got an awesome boyfriend too!
they are always there for me despite my nonsense and such.
i can never ask for more!

thanks people!
really appreciate it LOADS!
♥ you all loads!!

2011-08-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

wish upon a star.

a short getaway at sydney!
although its only for dinner,
it took my mind off stress.

i just wished it was you here with me.
accompanying me look at the beautiful sea of stars in the sky.
holding your warm hands in this cold weather..
i just wished you were here by my side in this cold weather..

2011-08-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

my dearest boy~

im really v thankful that i've got you.
knowing you cant be there for me 24/7,
you got someone else to care for me.
really appreciated it loads!

people say 3 months isnt long enough to tell how things would go,
furthermore you are in the process of "turning into a man".
people said i would change, you would change, we would change.
but i chose not to believe those things.
that's just how much i trust you.
♥

2011-08-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

in a state of confusion.

tell me how to find some kind of fun in uni life?
i really dont know how..
am i just too shallow or is the modules deep?
maybe im just not interested in this field...
i have no idea too...

things shouldnt be turning out this way.
i thought things would be fine if i revise and revise,
but i just got more confused..
im really feeling very stressed up and this is ONLY week 3!
how awesome is that?

2011-07-31T20:32:00.002+08:00

gotta face reality.

everything was fine during the day.
but when night falls,
all the emotions come rolling back.
i really hate coming home to an empty room everyday after school.
there's no one to physically talk to..

i need something to distract me, but its hard.
its really tough, somehow.

2011-07-30T21:20:00.003+08:00

buckets of tears.

now that mummy has returned back home,
im left with a bucket of tears of my own.
the sudden insecurity i feel without someone i can rely on.
even if the main purpose is for me to become independent,
i hardly know anyone here!
currently, im just feeling super scared and sad.
of what? i have no idea too.
all im doing for the whole day is cry.

just gonna cry myself to sleep tonight and carry on with my 3 chaps of reading (if that's even possible).

2011-07-29T21:34:00.004+08:00

just too reliant on you.

4 months; 16 weeks.
doesnt seem long, yet doesnt seem short.
i would love to countdown,
but it stresses me cus i know i have assignments and such to hand in as time pass.

2011-07-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

always wishing you were here..

i wanna prove to others that long distance relationship works out fine for us.
i always try to keep a positive mind to things between us,
but sometimes its gets tough and tiring.
and this is only the beginning...

2011-07-19T19:34:00.002+08:00

a whole new world.

i miss my home.
i miss the hot weather at home.
i miss hanging out with people i know.
i miss hanging out late.
i miss everything.
most importantly, i miss him.

not being able to celebrate our special day together and having to go to school for a full day is making me even more sad...

2011-06-06T11:42:00.002+08:00

i can show you my everything.

my darling sister is right afterall.
i tell, i told.
you know me best! :)

2011-05-27T15:47:00.002+08:00

im yours, you're mine.

if only i could let the whole world know..
i'll definitely show you off to everyone single one.

2011-05-19T11:30:00.003+08:00

hesitant.

i dont want anyone to get hurt.
let me think about it before making a decision.

Jennifer Chung - Why Here, Why Now? (Guardian Angels Soundtrack)

2011-05-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

2011-05-06T16:18:00.002+08:00

you stupid idiot.

it would be really nice if you not left me here waiting like a fool.

i really dont wanna get my hopes up.
i do not wanna put my mind and heart to the test again.
i do not wanna pour my feelings out here.
i really hope it doesnt strain our friendship.

give me 3 minutes.
i promise i'll return him back to you after that.

2011-04-30T13:35:00.004+08:00

it wasnt meant to turn out this way.

what you all said is true.

what you all said made sense.

but it sucks to feel like im stealing from you.

i was on your side till i got involved unknowingly.

i dont know what to do either.

i really did thought of taking a step back,

but..i dont know.

2011-04-27T15:47:00.004+08:00

im sorry.

they rumor. they think. they confirmed.
but im left confused.

i did consider, but i dont know.

2011-04-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

dont confuse me..

its awesome meeting up every friday for dinner!

im like always anticipating friday meet ups!

teeeheee!

i really really hope this meet ups will keep going on, but its sure going to make me put on weight!

2011-04-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

somehow;

after starting to work, i really became someone with no life.

but that's life, ain't it?

im always grateful for having such awesome friends.

im always thankful that we still meet up.

♥

2011-03-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

what do you even know?

i promised i wont cry.

but... unfortunately, im human too.

2011-03-26T23:59:00.005+08:00

rainbow.

i have decided.

i wont let anyone know my actual flight details.

for i know i cant bear to part for 2 years.

im tired of it.

if no one's gonna initiate, i wont either.

2011-03-25T23:38:00.002+08:00

because i love you.

seeing friends celebrating their 21st,

makes me think of mine.

i guess i wont be celebrating it here.

my plans for my 21st is really coming true.

celebrating by hiding under the sheets at home.

awesome much?

and im really loving my working environment.

maybe its because im a temp staff thats why its nice,

but overall i really enjoy my work although i dread to wake up for work everyday. >.<

2011-03-24T01:03:00.002+08:00

maybe.

okies, im a day late.

i really dreaded checking my results, but i did it today.

unexpectedly, i did quite well for the last semester!

GPA improved too! but UT3 grades were chui.

and also one of the aussie uni that i applied for, accepted me!

but mummy said to wait for other uni replies before deciding.

weeeeeets!

2011-03-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

im not prepared to sacrifice to that extend.

i guess im still not used to working hours yet.

waking up so freaking early and only reaching home exhausted.

its probably only beneficial to my parents so they can save on electricity bills, since i always fall asleep after dinner.

2011-03-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

where's my future gonna bring me to?

maybe i dont show it on my face,

but i got tonnes of things on my mind.

im tired of battling my inner self every night.

bachelor of commerce.. i hope its the right choice.

it really sucks to be treated like that.

i spent 3 hours helping you to do it and all you could say was that?

right to the very end, not even a "thank you" but "its just a simple task, why are you complaining?".

yeah. prolly i deserved it for even lending a helping hand to you.

at times like this, i just wished i was in aussie now.

2011-03-03T02:28:00.002+08:00

those were the days.

sacrifice to gain.

sometimes i really dont see how am i gaining, after sacrificing alot.

if only it is possible to forget with each tear drop,i would have shed a bucket of tears.

2011-03-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

march.

the month i dread.

2011-02-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

how weird can it get?

just being plain dumb or inconsiderate?

or just being.. one of ourselves?

prolly that why i cant understand and gave up trying to understand.

lets just walk our own paths and never cross each other's.

2011-02-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

you probably wouldnt understand

i really didnt meant to do so, but i couldnt help it.

i guess i dont even know whats going through my own head,

but im just feeling moody, lost and tired.

if only i was able to share with you the things that are in my head and heart.

2011-02-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to YOU!

unofficially graduated!

should i just get a part time job in my diploma for the time being?

hm... i shall consider~

lalala~

its just so embarrassing.

because you are awesomely cute.

2011-02-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

Last day of Lunar New Year.

sometimes, i really wished im doing my degree now.

cus it means im away; away from here.

screw everything.

today just isn't my day.

fuck it.

2011-02-06T01:09:00.002+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year!

this new year seemed to be very rushed.

after FYP and exams, there goes another phrase of my life.

i kind of cant wait, yet i kind of think time is passing too fast.

i really cannot wait to get out of here to be studying elsewhere,

but on the other hand im still have not decided what course to study.

it really sucks to be thinking about the future.

ahhh!

2011-02-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

February.

how fast time passes.

this month is sure gonna be a stressful one.

CNY, FYP, UT3...

first time being absent for school this year.

went shopping instead of going for class!

2011-01-31T00:12:00.002+08:00

its just impossible.

i always thought of you when im feeling exhausted.

i dont remember of any one time that we were on the same stage.

if only you were still here...

i really miss you.

im sorry.

i had to do things this way so things wont drag on.

i knew the consequences, but i had to do so.

goodbye.

2011-01-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

if it wasnt for you..

the decision i made years back,

to let go and take a different path..

dont make me feel as if i made the wrong decision.

2011-01-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

one step at a time.

exhaustion is kicking in.

but imma keep going.

its just 12 more days.

glad that im graduating, worried for the future.

which side should i be standing at?

2011-01-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

its driving me insane.

i know complaining wont change anything,

but im still not over it.

i just dont understand why.

what's with informing us about it just only 24 days before presentation?

final report, final product, posters, unknown details, final presentation slides...

all within 24 days with exams going on?

as if we are not stressed enough.

wtf.

2011-01-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

5 weeks and 2 days.

decisions always appears when there are so many important things to do.

its really tiring and tough.

feburary, it will all end by then.

its just weeks from now, just next month.

but till then i got fyp, UT and band on hand.

its really very tiring.

2011-01-02T23:07:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year!

last day of the holidays before school starts tomorrow.

totally moody.

i dont feel like studying for exams.

i dont feel like talking to anyone.

i just dont feel like doing anything at all.

may 2011 be a better year for everyone, especially me.

2010-12-27T23:59:00.006+08:00

the very last monday of 2010.

im tired and im tired of sleeping.

those dreams are making me feel more tired after i wake up.

can i just sleep without any having dreams?

the year where you turn 19 really sucks big time.

or is it just 2010 that sucks for everyone?

how motivating can it get?

2010-12-25T23:59:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas!

my favorite holiday and festive season of the year,

but it isnt much of a merry one this year.

i havent really got over it and its stressing me much.

that's why i chose to stay home this christmas.

i just hope 2011 would be a better year.

i got a sudden urge to lift up the piano lid and start playing again.

but i cant bring myself to do so.

dreams ain't my reality.

2010-12-19T23:59:00.004+08:00

6 days to Christmas.

i was so hyped up for christmas earlier,

but now im in no mood for christmas.

i really dont know if the unsuccessful application is a good or bad thing..

Santa, i havent been exactly nice nor bad this year,

but im just in no mood for christmas.

i would appreciate if you could keep my presents till next year.

2010-12-15T23:59:00.007+08:00

its been 10 days...

now that im finally back home,

i feel awkward.

if this is the attitude im getting back here,

i rather go back to gramps' place.

i know im hardly home when staying at gramps' place,

but at least i feel that its better back there than here.

maybe coming home was a bad idea.

i should have chose to stay back for the week.

or maybe im just feeling bad cus i didnt spend enough time with gramps for the past 10 days.

anyway, welcome home.

2010-12-11T23:59:00.007+08:00

im sorry.

tomorrow's the concert; Passione V!

excited although i didnt invite anyone.

totally reminds me of those days...

i really hate flu.

it makes me forget loads of things.

and flu medicine doesnt seem to be working anymore. ):

you are that "someone" i also mentioned to you about,

if only you know..

2010-12-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

December is here.

shopping with mummy after fyp!

couldnt say its shopping therapy,

cus i merely bought what i need to buy.

it managed to keep my mind off from somethings for that short while.

im tired, i really am...

from everything.

2010-11-29T23:59:00.001+08:00

first snow and first kiss.

now that UT1 is officially over,

lets just sleep earlier and fret about FYP later.

2010-11-28T01:15:00.002+08:00

beyond paradise

with the late nights of cramping knowledge,

how is it possible that i dont get eye bags and dark circles?

sometimes i think about you, wondering how are you doing...

2010-11-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to myself!

many thanks to all for everything!

touched that dad rushed and flew back from overseas just to make it in time for my birthday!

appreciated it loads!

im officially 19!

it was great, but not that great.

it kept me thinking twice,

whether i should have just not gone for it.

i couldnt understand why myself either.

2010-11-15T00:52:00.003+08:00

even if tears fill my eyes, i swear i wont cry.

argh..

its monday again.

2010-11-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

falling into a slump once again.

its really damn stressful at this point of time.

i just want this semester to end in a flash.

i dont care if it means im closer to being overseas for years.

it sucks when there are people who thinks that the world revolves around them only.

time is already not in favor, cant you just give me some peace?

its high time you grow up and face reality, so please do.

i dont wish to know, i dont want to know and cant be bothered.

if that's what you want/need to know.

2010-11-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

it hurts.

my neck is officially injured.

finally decide to the chinese physician.

first time getting fixed for such injury.

the physicians are nice people,

but they seem to enjoy the sight of me feeling the pain.

i still have to go back for 2nd and 3rd round. argh!

seriously, how can moving 2 chairs pull the muscle on my neck?

2010-11-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday, TOP! ♥

what in the blue hell is happening?

please ah. no such games hor.

thank you very much.

2010-11-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday, Heo Young Saeng! ♥♥♥♥♥

you can try, but ultimately the choice is mine.

2010-11-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

fruitful day!

some eye candies really helps to brighten up the night!

especially the cwp TS staff!

OMG! GOOD LOOKING!

lazy to go into details, but the process is really hilarious though~

hope i dont find myself loitering outside TS with that pig! heh heh!

how satisfying~

2010-10-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

on second thoughts...

no matter how much i tried to hide it,

it still shows.

i need to starve myself to save money

so i can have a special birthday present for myself this year.

excited yet not really excited.

what have i done today that i have spent so much?

2010-10-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

changed my mind, perhaps?

i think... i might head for Switzerland.

hospitality instead of EM, should i?

i did consider those factors, but...

i dont know. whatever.

congrats to you! heh heh! (:

2010-10-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, Mummy!

sorry for being a party pooooper.

2010-10-24T02:23:00.004+08:00

Kpop Night Concert 2010!

FT Island, Z:EA, D-NA, Infinite, SHINee, SNSD, Big Bang!

i saw them all!

the concert was great!

lazy to go into details, but $258 was well spent!

enjoyed so much!!

hope there wont be one in 2011 onwards,

cus i wont be around to attend! ):

i still have voice to talk now,

but i hope it remains or im dead on monday~

glad that his hand/finger is recovering! (:

2010-10-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

its fortunate.

wednesdays are officially back to FYP day.

lets just get it over and done with.

dinner out with mummy!

she's so happy with the thought of me giving her a treat to k dinner.

but i satisfied my cravings, so its fine! (:

how special can a day be?

it still passes after 24hours, like every other day.

2010-10-17T23:27:00.002+08:00

refresh your memory.

the week is going to start again.

i havent got enough rest!

i hate spending a hot day, with a box of tissue by my side, sneezing.

saturday!

2010-10-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

enlightenment please.

worse day ever.

worse module ever; Six Sigma and Lean Manufacturing.

first lesson already so confusing,

how to last till P15?

loving you in slow motion.

2010-10-13T00:41:00.004+08:00

15 weeks, 3 days.

all i have to do is last for 4 months more.

but 老天，你也不必这样耍我吧？

im happy to get rest too,

but i do have concerns.

i just hope we will be able to finish everything smoothly

and do not need to rush at the end.

i will mentally prepare myself for shit to happen.

please bo pi that im able to pull through 4 months and graduate.

2010-10-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

4 months; it will pass fast.

food really brightens my day.

went for k bbq food to cheer myself up since school's starting tomorrow.

its my motivation to last for 4 months.

and please dont bullshit.

i can tell.

2010-10-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

내 마음, 너알다?

secretly in my heart,

i wished attachment was longer.

everytime when i think about it,

i get mixed feelings..

just 4 more months.

i got to endure and get through this.

2010-10-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

time is what i need.

i came to a point where i stopped counting down the number of days left after awhile.

i came to a point where i got used my daily routine for attachment.

i came to a point where i miss the F1 drivers-wannabe uncles and their nonsense.

i came to a point where i really thought of going to work part time there after graduating.

i will be back every wednesday for fyp..

im having too much stuff on my mind now.

its getting on my nerves.

time will help me get my mind back intact right?

2010-10-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

define: me.

i got some UQ's courses printed out.

info from mum is that only there got events management.

and she's happy about it, cus the school is near gold coast.

zzz...

how do you get out of my life when you havent even entered?

2010-10-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

i created trouble once again.

if i made a mistake, scold me.

i wont cry just because of a scolding.

instead, im feeling extremely guilty now.

dinner helped to take my mind off it for awhile,

but it all came back when im alone.

just when i thought i was doing fine and could handle it on my own...

2010-10-05T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally.

a short jog helped to clear my messed mind.

it felt great, especially with the painful blisters on my heels now.

2010-10-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

D-5!

accumulating the amount of time i lost for short getaways.

im so going to take a long getaway after graduating,

before i get to where i need to be.

excuses is all you have.

2010-10-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

october..

uncle, i know you want me to be careful in the warehouse.

but kindly refrain from talking to me from behind.

i turned my head back to look at you while you were talking to me

and i walked into the railings just when you said "be careful".

pain you know..

and another korkor/uncle, please dont look so cool while working.

you are attracting too much of my attention.

thank you very much.

2010-09-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

D-7!

knock me out, so i can have a day off from work.

2010-09-25T00:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, my dear boy.

16 years ago, a boy was born.

he was loved by many and was very talented.

he was a very nice boy, but life was extremely unfair for him.

the years he walked the road was shortened as compared to others,

but he bravely walked the long wind-ing road.

his name is Egan.

i miss you badly.

2010-09-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

D-13!

im drawing the line here from now onwards.

and yes, im such a person.

2010-09-18T02:32:00.002+08:00

Weekends!

finally.

2 days of rest!

15 weekdays more!

i just realized that... being a nice person isnt nice.

why am i being blamed for something which is not my problem?

whatever the case is, i wouldnt care less if not for grades.

2010-09-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

complicate. complicating. complicated.

its been a long time since i woke up at 6am daily.

even my secondary school neighbors dont wake up that early.

zzz...

im keeping a positive mindset, or rather trying to.

2 days have passed, im left with 16 days!

time to sleep!

2010-09-14T03:22:00.001+08:00

Hard getting it out.

although everything ended,

im not liking it.

UT3 and FYP1 predicted grade..

how bad can my day get?

2010-09-08T00:34:00.004+08:00

i lost to sleep.

its just 1 last paper for the week.

sleep ate an extra hour of my studying time..

guess my body cannot take it with only 3 - 5 hours of sleep for the past few days after ton-ing last saturday.

killing great amount of brain cells with that amount of sleep..

pushing myself with only mental strength left.

2010-09-08T00:34:00.002+08:00

i lost to sleep.

its just 1 last paper for the week.

sleep ate an extra hour of my studying time..

guess my body cannot take it with only 3 - 5 hours of sleep for the past few days after ton-ing last saturday.

killing great amount of brain cells with that amount of sleep..

2010-09-06T00:47:00.002+08:00

i hate numbers and calculations.

ton-ing and trying to study the next day is no joke.

trying to get everything squeezed into the brain... impossible.

ahhhhh! this suck!

i doubt i will stay in this line.

seeing so many numbers and calculations makes me go mad!

2010-09-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

you are the best i ever had.

i love my sister loads loads loads!

i really appreciate what you have always done for me.

me, being the spoiled one,

you always suffer with my nonsense.

thank you very much!

im really sorry for all my nonsense..

i will let you be the spoiled one next time! (:

ah... i think i will die if i dont catch some sleep now.

the number of hours of sleep that i have lost..

2010-09-01T04:00:00.001+08:00

September & Teachers' Day.

im dying with only 4 hours of sleep or the past 2 days.

arrrrrrrrh!

feeling guilty for not going back for teachers' day for... 2 years (i think)?

its really annoying that these things always falls at the wrong time for me.

thinking about it, its really a long time since i went back..

i wanna head to somewhere where there is 4 seasons.

that's my aim.

2010-08-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

뚜루뚜뚜뚜~

where should i head to?

germany? australia? korea? USA?

"anywhere but here."

oh well, im still thinking about it.

2010-08-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

Fruitful day!

new taiwan friends!

although bringing them around today was freaking tiring...

but whatever. i got new friends!

my plan to study is ruined.

im only left with 1 week to study, but im kind of packed!

oh no!

this sucks.

2010-08-27T03:45:00.002+08:00

Profession.

my dreams...

am i able to achieve them?

do i even have any?

lets get back to reality and think about it.

2010-08-21T01:51:00.003+08:00

Rely on me.

you are not superman nor superdad.

you arent a robot, but you put in much much much more effort in your job.

turning your days into nights and nights into days,

you have aged loads.

hang in there for a few more years.

even if i dont get good results and dont get a good job,

i promise to find all means and ways to let you live the life you have always wanted.

love ya!

2010-08-20T02:04:00.003+08:00

CN to the Blue!

im still young, so let me be!

kyaaaaaaaaa!

okies, enough.

its been 124 days.

some says its long, some says it short.

to be honest, i have put it at the back of my head and lost count.

everytime i think of you, tears fill my eyes without me knowing.

it made my contact lenses easier for me to remove, but its the heart that is aching.

boy, i miss you.

2010-08-13T11:59:00.002+08:00

oh yeah! oh yeah! oh yeah!

last day of school!

year 3; semester 1 has ended!

"oh yeah oh yeah" holidays are finally here!

its time to rest, catch up with friends and study for UT3!

i dont want it to rain.

i want it to snow.

2010-08-11T23:14:00.004+08:00

its time to celebrate!

fyp 1 is finally over!

presentation...

the butterflies! they made me forget to say loads of things.

i just hope i dont affect the rest.

but oh well, its over already.

no point dwelling over it.

next up will be UT3, in a month time.

im hoping that i have time at the end of the year to go overseas.

Australia and New Zealand!

i wanna go~

its time to hit the 6Ps again..

2010-08-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

DSCM people, best of luck!

okies, i have to admit!

i need all the luck i can receive.

it has to go smoothly!

wish me luck okies~

enough typed.

i shall officially start preparing for tomorrow's fyp presentation now.

ciao~

2010-08-09T23:59:00.004+08:00

Happy 45th Birthday, Singapore!

i guess im going to have to catch the parade online for 2 - 3 years,

starting next year..

totally not prepared.

i think im only going to worry about tomorrow's mock presentation during class.

so for now, sleep!

this is home.

my Singapore.

2010-08-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

you don't know me, so shut up.

i've got my reasons.

it is very hard for you to understand?

if it is, then that's too bad.

cus i wont bother.

i have stopped; officially.